Whatever bad I had to go through, was lovely hurt.

I've learnt alot in this three months.

I know what the outside world is like/

It's not always rainbows, it's compromise/

Now I know what life , love and relationships are all about/

Experiences are memories that live with you forever/

Appreciate people who loved you for who you are/

I made lots and lots of new friends/

I know how to undergo and overcome obstacles/

Each time i fall, I rise to became a stronger person/

I know how to enjoy life/

I'm a happy kid :))/

I've had wonderful friends & family who have always been there for me/
Even though Im pretty secretive and usually keep my thoughts to myself/

They never fail to realise what's happening around me/

They pick me up each time I fall/

Give me and pat and assure me everything's going to be okay/

They are the people whom i can cuddle and cry with/

they're the ones i totally love/

thankyyou my family& friends/

for always being there even when i chased ya'll away/

i can't wait for east coast malayouting!/

heartya'll like i always have.

& with three words i'll sum up my whole life ;

it goes on.

after every downpour comes out a beautiful rainbow.

At the back of my mind/
I hear a little girl cry/
as she tries to hold on/
to something that isn't/
meant' to be hers/
let alone/
the memories/

why do fools fall in love/
sometimes i don't understand/
ask me not to define love/
its just very beautiful/
and remember /
just because you like someone/
doesn't mean the person has to return the feelings/

my heart is filled with happiness and contentment/
goodnight my friends , i'll just continue loving :))

I'm a happy kid :) /

I like Joanne alot! /
she's such a kickass!/

Met siddharth and headed to farrer park/
to meet my cousin subin/
he, happened to be in his beauty sleep still/

so we headed to meet Joanne at bedok /
and off we were to visit lionel along with melvin!/

& i met lio's girl wendy/
infact, it was like a reunion/
i missed them so much for they were the ones who took so much care of me/

Walked passed ccss & got reminded of faizal!/

was slackin in the east/
and then headed to bbk when i bumped into pigsy raj/
:)

i've never felt any better/
in a long long time/
since yesterday my past tattered/
i had you by my side/
i spoke my heart out/
i confessed/
and all the truth was out/
guesss that's what friends are for/
to carry each other up when we fall/
you know who you are/
thanks for everythingg.
to hear it all /
i shed a tear for once/
i've never been any happier/
i'll never ask god for anything more/
i love ya til death/
as friends we started off/
as friends we shall end.

I haven't felt this way in a long long time /
i feel so alive again/

yay, i love my friends/

al'ameen lunch was diastrous plan-/

but i enjoyed it very very much/

i'll treasure every single moment/

and keep memories close to my heart/

completely loving ya'll - Jessie,Pratheep,Luckie! /

I even bumped into nurnoi & raudha/
it's the feeling of loving and being loved/

i love my boys&girls/

SHOUTOUT
Lionel, get well soon brother/
Siddharth,Melvin, Joanne & I are going to visit him at changi hspt tmr :) /
miss ya'll ages!

Spent my day at church with my family.
Ouh, did i tell yall how much i love my godma & pa :))
everyone was praying for me to get a space in poly/ where ever i want to go.
However, she urged me to go for SIM to do my threeyr dip-degree.
Im so proud of Andrea, she's going to complete her honours.
such a genius (:
* i hearts raymond & paul as well.

I bought myself new earrings , footwear, and a blouse.
Infact i can't wait to shop after my next pay.
Had karaoke session in the evening- you know i always enjoyed it.

shout outs
i can't wait for day out tmr with my loves. [al'ameen]
to someone, mujhse dosti karoge!

DEAR INTAN ;
i know we'e been both busy
like your testimonial said,
i love ya still .
bestfriendsforever.
my ever most sincere apology,
if i have sort of negelected you over the days.
i know you'd understand swits.
thanks for everything no one can replace ya!

i can't wait for tmr :))

time flies so quickly/
its been an expired one month/
im now very happy/
but sweet memories just hurts/
i didnt know looking at laughs would make me cry/
well, for now/
its only a memory.
- nothing would be as good as the first one.
-you dont seem to care either

day by day/
i sit to pray/
hoping things will get better someway/
however nothing seems to change.

so yday night i headed to JP, bought my regular pure chocolate @ coffeebean
and bumped into this group of bank-insurance-promoters.
I always hated being stopped by these people & so i apologized
and asked to be excused very politely.
oh yesh, there was this guy sleezyly staring at me
so,being typical genieve, i stared back.
guess who!?
ISKANDAR darling aku!((=

headed to aunt's place where little ashley was.
helped her in her tamil assignments. holy shit!
she can't speak for nuts. runs in the blood eh?
i don't blame her though, parents and my granny
and all took malay as mothertongue language!
& poor thing has got no one to guide her in this lang.
hearts you sweety,muacks.
& then i was being stalked all the way to interchange
by these two little boys. lower secondary school boys.
oh boy, do i look that small?

& then again i was stopped by JACK
the bank-insurance-promoter guy.
I smiled at him, and was like 'im rushing home ya!'
and walked away when this another chinese fella stopped me.
how anonying?
he asked me for my number and said,well ms you could leave
your number with us so that we can talk to you about this since
you said you're rushing.
smart me, i simply wanted to get away so i gave them my number.
when i headed my bus stop JACK came.
he said, ''so if i call you some night for dinner will you come?''
*blushes*
but this chinese guy was just soo cute. hah!
FLATTERED. - i really was-but nowadays i can't seem to be bothered.

& then it was ROHAIZAN,
this person i met in bus187.
smiling away, he might have got the wrong person.
cus i did't know him.
how nice, he accompanied me til near my block.
i was SCARED i tell you.
he asked for numb. yet another cutey.
but i refused to give and walked away.
for, i didnt want to entertain him.
bluekz, what was going on?
like, what a day!

hey, im missing ya lots.

My pretty hair is tousled/
The sin has stained my lips/
feeling all shred up in pieces/
And the misery of a life I keep/

My hair is swaying in the wind/
And the rain is pounding on my face/
What will people think of me now/
When they find me gone without a trace/

It doesnt matter I say/
They really wont care/
If they ever had faith in me/
I shall turn around and find them there/

Then I look at a person/
A person sitting by my bed/
The person is holding my hands/
I vaguely smile/
its him, [insert name]/

Friends had come to say hello,/
they brought presents as well/
this girl cant get up/
My body burns like hell/

At the end of the day everybodys gone home /
And this girl here is so tired,/
shes falling asleep/
Candy papers are tossed on the pattern floor/
Her heart is bounding and shes dreaming deep/

I never felt such love,/
Like the day I tried to die/
Luckily I fainted in the end/
So I could not hear her parents cry/
i'll be glad,as long as you're there

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Shhhh, come on over here/

Whisper in my ear/

Tell me your biggest secret/

I promise I can keep it/

Its ok to tell me all your fears/

I'll be here to wipe away all your tears/

I'll be here to hold you tight/

And I'll be here to tell you that its all right/

I can be your truest friend/

And show you we are far from the end/

I know how you really feel/

I know the pain you hold is real /

at least let me try/

I'll do my best to comfort you everytime you cry/

I know its not fun to be alone/

I know how it feels to always be on your own/

I promise to never betray you/

Listen cause what I say is true/

Its all right to take hold of my hand/

Because I'll be there to try and understand/

If you would just come with me/

Then together we can both finally be free/
hey i'd love ya endlessly.