Friday, June 30, 2006
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I was excited about my new tution centre. I flagged a cabby down and happily was messaging jessie babe and mokan. Unfortunately my mood had to completely change! Yup my mom ringed me up crying telling the school called up to say my bro had a fight with another guy and blahblahblah and they were suspected to be fighting out somewhere. I had to panic for i only have ONE sweetloving yet useless brother. I simply couldn't stand my mom breaking down and so i asked the cabby to drive me over to my school. I ringed jessie babe and she gave me, many ideas along with eliz. Thanks babes! Yeps, so i was walking around the neighbourhood i saw afew teacher's car patrolling along with police patrol cars keeping a look out for these, asses. And indeed, i was very panicked when i got to know they were somewhere under a void deck. I was so so pissed! I rang mokan and yelled at him. I dont know why but it was my anger rising up i felt like slapping or throwing my heels at each and everyone of them. I saw a group of them, who also spotted the patrol car beside me and ballessly RAN AWAY! woots! Whatever, i was just worried- beacause my mom was worried. Infact i wished my brother would be hit so badly that he will never ever do something stupid like this and never ever be rude to me or my loved ones and never ever behave like an anjak, which i see he's turning out to be. And then i wished he would be dead, for he made my mom and I feel so low. We were just worried of HOW MANY people could have been whacking this darn fella. Whatever la.
I was in formal attire and I was in my heels. And i could walk very quickly, and i could ran but not very fast. And i had problems running in it. At the speed things were happening and my phone kept ringing! it made the situation tense and i took of my heels to RUNAROUND the neighbourhood looking for him. Yes, i took off my heels. DARNN!
Okay, whatever happens, happened. And i was just so touched when Jessie & Eliz wanted to come down to help me look for my brother. just when i was dropping to my knees with my heart calling out for help. I felt helpless and i was indeed very happy to have such great friends whom i'll never never ever trade for anyone else! THANKS ALOT oinkys i dont know how to express what i feel but it certainly was a sense of assureness that you people totally cared.
Well, Pupu,ANAND,Mok and everyone just thanks for helping up.
I was and still am so angry with my brother. He's just got an attitude problem now. A big one. he wouldnt accept his mistake and keeps throwing his thendrom around. i wish i could stuff my heels in his mouth! ARGHS! Its to the extend where he' can argue and scold? my mom. Okay, i hate it when anyone does that. I sooooooo feel like killing him. Whatever it is, he is still my brother but I am determined to change him. I want the baby brother i used to have. I dont like him the way he is now, god help me.
With my off mood. I saw ANAND and group near the 4d shop and later they were under my block. Well, anand, although we aint close or dont contact often anymore i really appreciate the fact that you really do care for me, in everyways. *hughug* thanks a milliOn! So i needed to vent my emotions out and i didnt want to disturb my oinkys they were studyingggg and all this shouldn't be disturbing them. So i met mokan & pratheep. yes, i'm glad they both could make me smile and make me feel better. I still want to talk to my oinkys for their the best girls ever! THANKS ALOT EVERYONE! I HEARTS EVERYONE! SORRY TO AnYONE IF I EVER INFLICT HURT OR Did ANYTHING WRONG TO YA'LL (intentionally/unintentionally) .
ANGER IS SUCH WHERE YOUR TONGUE REACTS FASTER THAN YOUR MIND so MIND IT! -grj/.
my feelings for you no words could tell, except for maybe go to hell!
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scary pic of me
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
So that's a scary picture of me!
Dont strain too much people you'll never figure.
I'm so drived to finish my book!
And then i can publish it.
Give me two years and i'll be done (:
I can't wait to fulfil my dreams.
im gone.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
The world is dangerous.
And baby i told you, hold me tight.
I was scared but you never cared.
I pulled myself through my every breath.
I teared each drop til my eyes swell.
The promises you made seems so fake.
People look at me, yell at me and say its not real.
Baby hold me once more, let's show them the truth.
Recall what it felt like, its was something simply magical.
baby, im here tearing in bed cause i never had the chance to let you know.
''sings''
I suckle into your sweet mouth
Open it up wide and fill it with lies.
I woke up this morning, Cleaned up my whole house and met up with PRATHEEP. Headed to school met Mokan,Yokesh,Sean,Rachel and Sandhana. Nice people. Met lots of my friends and Indeed I was taken away, real faraway and i barely could think for myself, at that moment. It was such that I was trying to focus on the present then think of the past. PRATHEEP misplaced and lost his handphone. He was so down, and trust me I HATE TO LOOK AT HIM WITH THAT FACE! Seriously, he was down but yeah, cheer up okay! We did all we could to find it, its just gone. . .
We all watched a movie at the library then headed to watch pratheep play soccer. So basically were slacking and i was trying my best to get as much songs from mokan! Whahahah! In the early evening i left to canteenone to meet kayya & amir (: Instead, i met arvin and also mukesh and the guysandgirls! Then met kayya dearest along with, Zainah, Raazi,Vinod,Reenah and Kesh! Whee~ And yeps later on amir joined us. It's like all my secondary school buddies, we're all just cliquing and im glad. Mokan,Yok and Pratheep came along later on as more people were joining in. Basically I had a great time. And kayya nice brisbane pictures (= I ringed up Angel to check on her. She's been having some neck thingy- dont worry okay! It's NOTHING! I just feel like SCREAMING YELLING AND CRYING. Dont Ask Me Why.
I would like to take this opportunity to THANK MOKAN! for staring at me soooooo much today. THANKS ALOT. I've got eye ties (sp?) A big huge huge huge on right underneath my eyelid and it only poped up when i reached home. DARN! It's super painful. The pain is excruciating i feel like killing someone now. And pratheep, sorry for pinching you real hard, you need to know the strength of my fingers you see (: WAHAHA!AMIR, keep smiling! RAAZI, my name's genieve! KAYYA, hughug busy woman just let things go slow! Alright, so I had fun, and everyone had fun and im happier cause i saw ''daddy''. im missing my gffs & my oinkys.
IM SORRY BUT I JUST dont and cant get the facts right. Stop being so formal cause i HATE IT. HATE HATE HATE! Seriously, I wish you never existed sometimes yet Im thankful (:
My eyes are super hurting. I've got Tution centre orientation at BBK tmr and another centre orientation on saturday. Why suddenly so many! Darnn! School's going to start and i cant wait. Sammy, keep your promise.hehes. OINKY OINKYS WHERE ARE YA'LL.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
So i'm off for the function now!
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
hi
[[babyg]] Hate with Biiter Venom And Love with Fierce Abandon - whymustweconcealwhatwethinkandhowwefeel? says:
hey,how's you
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
i m fine
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
i was watching movie,what you doing
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
now feeling lazy gonna sleep
-period.
he;s going to sleep because he's feeling lazy! wait, he said he;s going to sleep NOW
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
cant wait forn the moon to come out
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
then juju is out for the nite
[[babyg]] Hate with Biiter Venom And Love with Fierce Abandon - whymustweconcealwhatwethinkandhowwefeel? says:
HHAHS.
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
babe
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
off to be for me now
-Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' JüJü Bð¥ says:
got to get rest for later
still, he never left. funny lah you juju!
The conversation continues and boy i repeat this, you're so so so funnyy!!! (=
i'll update properly late (=
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
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happy birthday intan
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LADY, INTAN
Your 17th birthday,there's so much to say.
Smiles, laughs, and Kindness,
You are so much more, and nothing less.
Where I would be without you,
I do not think I could make it through.
I hate that I could never hate you,
I am only like that with a few.
When I get all mad,
You do nothing but make me glad.
You have taught me many things,
life will never be the same.
You have taught me, once again,
what is, and how to be a true friend.
Sometimes annoying, and oh so stubborn,
You are not always right,
and one day that you will learn.
You have had your ups and downs,
and I hated every time, to think of your frown.
We are not the closest friends,
but you have helped, and I will treasure you till the end.
This time next year, I hope life's more clear.
That you will still be in love, and we will still be friends,
because i could not stand to lose you,
I want to know you until the end.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY.
I may not be there to spend your special day with you,
but remember i'm always here and i always care
love you lots <33
I'LL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY WHICH BROUGHT YOU HERE (:
* jessie babe & I got you something!! whee, til i see you next, tkkaire
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New life, new entry
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Now with a new purpose of living, I'm starting to learn alot more about life. I'm starting to see the world outside, the right way. All this while, love and lies been blinding my eyes... love from my loved ones! And I say, ''baby, hold me tight cause the world out there is too dangerous!'' Indeed, very dangerous. Nevertheless, i'm born to face and not runaway from danger. You ought to fight if you're determinded to win & so let the competetion begin. Life itself is a competetion to me. Living life is a big big competetion. More like a big task to me on how and why i must live it, but i learn to live it to the fullest , to the best, and to the extreme. I love it :D
(Competetions/battles/problems/obstacles)- facing it and over coming it, makes us stronger (;
I would like to take this opportunity to thank EVERYONE for all the comments/compliments given to me recently on the picturepost, in saree. Traditional wears is something not many people have seen me in and i guess most friends/viewers been pretty taken aback when they saw my post in saree. I am an anglican who comes from a very confusing familytree where there are christians,hindus,chinese-budhis,malayalees and muslims and awhole lot of chindian running through the roots. However, individually I am an Indian and I am proud to be one. Although I suck at tamil and i hated it, i never gave up in learning it. Although i hate speaking it because I dont understand it properly,and i've got a complete BAD BAD BAD pronounciation, I still put in the effort to keep my culture aspects going on. I felt weird wearing saree actually! I felt so indian-ish cause i've never been through the hindu-culture thingy before however i must say, it was a great experience wearing it and being the laddu girl on stage. haha Although i work more on my malayalee than my tamil , and speak english every second, I know tamil is a beautiful language. And let me sumup this paragraph with the following. '' ehh! Stop saying im mangamaa''
I'm going to take my freezing bubble fruity bath, slurpyslurp! Freshie Freshie fresh baby! I'm so excited to meet my oinkys, it's been long. And hopefully MokIe and my devil boy will turn up too! Let's the music blast (:
Angel, thanks for ringing me- your voice was so comforting :D. And for a change, let me promote you vinod !
I dont like idli okay and neither are you clever *haha* you, just WAIT til i see you NExt! laughs and away ~
UPDATES
Alright! So I got punk'd by pratheep & mokan. It was stupid and utterfly lame and only foolish for me to believe you asses, %$£#$!"`~ arghs! WHATEVERSlah. I met my oinkys and this two @ je macs and yeps! I was gorging myself with junks asusual. We headed to the swing and swinged ourselves. The oinkys created a story about the two boys and yep, very much interestingly it was perfectly said. I enjoyed myself so much !
We even bullied small little girls, fought over the swing they didn't let me play! We were talking about crushes of the past, ex convicts and those girlstuffs heheheheh! & then the boys joined us we sat near the swing. Just one thing that kept trigging my up in my head '' I wish we could all hold on like this forever- cause this is the way i like things and this is what i love about my life- the people '' We were hanging around and headed to the coffeeshop to eat rojak! We saw mr weirdlyrobot . I saw ishiepiggie!! I'm a happy kid cause i met my oinkys mokan and happier cause i finally met PRATHEEP after ages! <33>bottomline: life's so fun!
& we oinkys bought lime magz with freebags! whee~ we're trios and no ones going to spilt us even if beatzer comes. *correct me if i used the wrong name pls.
RANDOM:
One day, connie went to the boy's toilet.
And another day, mokan went into the girls toilet
And once, grj & liz' stepped on some disgusting slimy ewww stuff in the dark dark bus.
GRJ misses her sec sch mates!
She still misses her little devil & her oinkys,angel and mokan.
TMR'S her darling's bigbig day and she loves her darling so much.
Tmr's going to be a day out with her cousins and relatives whee!
I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT MUSIC AND MY LIFE REVOLVING MY CLARINET.
Monday, June 26, 2006
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I been real busy recently. I guess no one been keeping up with my pace and that;s why i suddenly feel so empty. Oh well, weddings and its preps are over successfully. YAY! But there's still more traditions to it. There's dinner and prayers this wednesday and housewarming coming up too. Also got a nikka to attend.Intan's birthday is coming up too. Sadly, i'm taken up whole day on wednesday *Frowns* Okay im two weeks away from school and im uber excited! I'm hoping to meet up with my oinkys, devil and or nigga tmr
if time and strength allows me too. i'm just so tired and lazy. My body is aching. & oh people, your compliments makes me feel like wearing saree again,but NO!. hehes, but i must say it was fun (=
I was out today with mom at tiongbahru plaza. She had to attend some seminar thingy. it was two&half hours long and since the electricity was out! , i tagged along. My block was cut off electricity from 9am-5pm cus of some construction works damn lah! so yeah, i wasnt able to walk ard for two&1/2 hours alone! so i headed to the movies, ALONE! yes, alone. I am not a person who does things alone. I hate being alone wen im out. . . yeah but i sat thru RV all alone. there were only four people in the theatre and everyone was on our own so yeah! It's a nice movie. comedy i should say (= i killed time and walked around for another hour shopping around. Bought hairbands,footwears,aate!nail polishes in various colours n etc. hehes! i love ma mommyyy. muacks! we headed to aunt's place at BM and slacked there.
RANDOM:
haha! i still can't believe geshy's mom thinks we're going on. or like, im his gf? whatever it has the same meaning. boy oh boy it must be becus of ur aunties lah!cool haha! . Aniways, i love hayley and the other two indian beauties man! I hearts you too boy! ( and i knw hayley;'s all urs) <333
may god bless every soul [=
Sunday, June 25, 2006
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photos for laughter - wedding
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
PICTURES! PICTURES! ((:
Ramesh (mama) & Anu ( akka)
[ after the wedding ] ;; hemma & I
[ after the wedding] ;; at home the lights are too bright! (:
[ during the wedding] ;; baby asha & the very tired, bad haired day girl grj!hey assie, i AM a tamilan (: lalala~
she's a genius and she's so adorable.
i luv her lots <333>ms geja's daughter.
trust me, wearing saree isn't easy!
the laddu girls GRJ & JRJ
JRJ & GRJ (
i know im staring woots! )
i love everyone!
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Happy birthday AMIR! (:
This birthday boy's wish is to have a date with me as a birthday gift from me to him. Hahahaha!
Enjoy your dayy buddy!!
& remember i've still got a date with jessie, my oinkyss, sammybaby, angel, kayya! and it goes on (: cut queue-er!
grj's off to sleep!
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Anu's wedding
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Jrj and I headed to JP to get our nails done. Then we headed back home and started to get ready. Mom was so tensed. She had to tie saree for all of us and she was running late! Nevertheless we managed it all. OH, I HAD BAD HAIR DAY! A terrible one!
*urgh* The driver came so we rode to the nearby studio to take family picture- cus' IM NEVER going to wear saree again!, until the next wedding lah. SO we took plenty of pictures at the studio then the driver came to fetch us again, and we headed to the temple. Hemma kept messaging me, and so i made them hurry! We reached the temple, and since pufi akka and hemma were already at the welcome area we were made to help upstairs on the stage.
We had to carry the big plates and walk to the people to let them bless it and etc.
I had to look over asha baby and rishi when we were on the stage. Rishi was so cute.
rishi : (grj) atteh! why daddy there!
grj: daddy must teach the uncle how to get married
rishi: amma! why daddy there!
his mom: daddy teaching the uncle to get married.
rishi looks blurly to my sister jrj, my sister agrees to us.
rishi: *shouts* WHY YOU NEVER GET MARRIED?
HHAHAH. KIDS, and their questionsss oh my!
Yup so the ceremony continued. I Saw ms parvathy & mrs rose the only two whom i talked to.
Mrs grewal,MRSKO!!!,mrs rajoo, ms law and a few other teachers were there too.haha i miss yhss,just my class and band. wooots!
ALright, we had LOTS of phototaking. After all the family photos my sis & I started giving out the laddu. Then the camera man, a teenage youngster started taking photos of us. plenty plenty PLENTY of our photos! Yep. And we also willingly pose so that he can take pics. gags!
Even when i was downstairs playing with my baby cousins he was snapping pictures and showing them to me. Like so nice of him right! I had my time with hemma. I didnt know karthigesan knew her! hmmpft* but yeah we had so much much of fun together. As a family, everyone. I enjoyed my day lthough i was completely exhausted! I even saw a jagoh teacher. mrs mala i think, im not sure of the name but she recogns all of us. whheee!
Alright, the bottom line - i had fun (:
& i love my family & relatives alot.
I just realised how complicated our families ties are.
I SAW TB UMA! (: & TB SARABOY!
the love is there, even when you see no one, you feel it.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
For now,my blog's going to be my personal updater. So my oinkys,angel,devil and niggas would know my whereabouts. Good morning everyone! I'm off to jp for manicure! woots! its on my sister jrj so whee lah! toodles babey!
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
For now,my blog's going to be my personal updater. So my oinkys,angel,devil and niggas would know my whereabouts. Good morning everyone! I'm off to jp for manicure! woots! its on my sister jrj so whee lah! toodles babey!
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
today was so fun. Everyone went over to my soon-to be brother in law's place. Although saraboy wasn't there his sister and mom were there. mwhas-. although my dearest hemma or pufi weren't there i had a blast iwth hemma's mommy. we were camwhoring together and whee. I spent most of my time with the people i didnt quite know. And the other cousins' of the groom's. nevertheless, i enjoyed myself completely although it was very very very tiring. ther'es os muhc more thigns to do tmr. Going ot be more tiring. & IM JUST IN <3 with my punjabi suit! All eyes, on my suit (: -whahas. I cant wait for tmr, super excited we'd be the gujarati saree girls. ALL GIRLS ARE WEARING GUJARATI style so that's the best part cus we cousins are goign to make the most and the best out of tmr. I'm so going to miss my sis as soon as she gets married off.
til then, missing oinkyss. [=
Friday, June 23, 2006
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I suddenly feel, i'm using my blog for the wrong purpose. Every blog has its purpose be it, gossiping, celeb updates, diary or whatsoever. But i know my blog wasn't opened to be as it is, right now. I've been shifting from one blog to the other changing urls shifting from lj to dl, to blogger to xanger and everything else. It's been yearssssss of blogging and the diary keeping but never once did i stick to my purpose. Wrong usage baby!
Well, sooner- i'll start it all off with a newer skin and a new purpose. What's the use of just the ramblings which would show no meaning ot others? , other than,'' oh its her daily things again'' it probably wouldn't matter anyone actually. I shall blog my diary ALONG with my purpose. Yes, PURPOSE its just so impt to know the purpose of everything in life!
Wokay, here's a checklist to grj/
-
buy topssss-buy 3/4
-cut my jeanssies!
- paint my shoes
- wrap my phone
- cleanup my rooms
- throw away oldys!
-live with a purpose
- get a weekend job
-mugmugmug
ALright, i had a great time shopping today. I can't wait to get down to queensway soon. Yes, shopping that's all im thinking of actually! (: tonight's function shld go greatt and tmr's the big day, i can't wait! Will be staying up for the match tonight, yes i bet on it and only to my surprise i found pradheep n the chinese guy- i forgot his name! in the 4d queue behind me.mwhahaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! okay- toodles baby! I MISS EVERYONE ESP MY OINKyS!
DEAR WHOEVER,
SORRY NEVER HELPS. I ALREADY SAID, YOU SHOULD HAVE SPARED A THOUGHT BEFORE YOU OPENED YOUR FUGLY MOUTH TO SAY SUCH A THING. WELL, NOW ON, KEEP YOUR DISTANCE FROM ME PLEASE. NOT JUST ME, ALL THOSE AROUND ME TOO. I GUESS YOU TOTALLY HATE ME NOW AND YOU CAN CONTINUE THE BITCHING AND THE BADMOUTHING WHATEVER YOU GUYS' CALL IT, CAUSE I AINT BOTHERED. JUST KEEP YOU TO YOURSELF. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR SPENDING THE TIME TO READ THIS AND NOT COMMEND AT ALL. EVEN IF YOU WANT TO COMMEND, PLEASE DONT! PLEASE KEEP YOUR COMMENDS TO YOURSELF FOR IT'S my BLOG AND I SAY WHAT I WANT.
IF YOU AINT HAPPY ABOUT THIS, JUST CLICK THE [x] ON THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER OF MY BLOG AND GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE! GOODBYE! so stupid! HAHAH
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found wallet
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HURRAY! Patti(gram) found my wallet.
Well, not exactly but yeah.
Someone took out ALL the money and put the wallet near an indian shop in the market.
And the shop keeper actually took it to see who's it was and since it was an indian, from 449
she decided to question patti(gram) when she went marketing
And patti knew it was me, so guess what!
SHE TOOK THE WALLET AND CAME STRAIGHT TO MY HOUSE, incase i was still worrying.
patti so sweet, hugs&muacks!
SO the bottomline, i found my wallet with my IC and so im a happy kid
and i thank the stealer for placing my wallet near an indian shop, it made the finding easier.
and also for leaving no money at all. but yeah, im happy ((:
BUT, some pictures (neo) are missing !!! =[
lalalalla~ happy baby!
Thursday, June 22, 2006
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lost ic
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Hmmpft*
Woke up this morning, pretty late and headed to the market.
Somethings aint right recently, and perhaps this was the worst after the eye bleeding!
I LOST MY WALLET!
WITH MY IC,EZLINKS,POSB CARD, PLENTYY OF $1 COINS
OVER TWENTYPLUSBUGS which was already inside PLUS ADDITIONAL EIGHTYBUGS WHICH I WITHDREW!
urgh!!!!!
SO BLOODY PISSED LARH!
I planned to join my oinkys at JP in the late afternoon-
since i wasn't planning to go for the bangle ceremonyyy
sadly, everything i planned had to come booming down!
I cried, yes i did.
But that's just because
THE MONEY I LOST WAS MY VERY VERY HARD EARNED MONEY!
You wont know the meaning of REAL PAIN UNLESS
you worked for it so hard.
But yeah the police woman comforted me!
In just seconds, although i was so frustrated i was OKAY!
(:
I hope the stealer used the money for good purposes
perhaps, no money for food or to see the doctor?
I JUST WANT BACK MY IC please!
definately tough luck nevertheless i'm still a happy kid!
BECAUSE the person who found my wallet will be thanking me for having so much of money inside!
whatevers.
Mommmyydearest then gave me $100 bugs,
but i guess i'm going to keep it and use it for the replacement of new ic.
hmmmpft*!
Oh, & jk had to scream my name across the market only to add onto my frustrations!
RANDOM:
+hopefully i'd be getting more payyys and yup! also my pay for the database updating
I'll never carry so much cash in hand, ever again!
+ I NEED MORE TUTION STUDENTS
+ OR A WEEKEND JOB.
we're in two different worlds.
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tekka day out
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I woke up and cleaned the whole house on a regular basis and then
went down to the salon with my mom and CJ to have our hair done!
I jus trimed and thinned it and I love it (:
OKAY so we headed for lunch and my bro joined us.
From there we headed to Bukit Merah.
Went to my bro's place and spent time with my sis in law.
Many things about my sister in law is like . . this other person i know!
They both look alike . . curiousity . hmmpft*
okay, so we headed to tekka from BM
Did the collections of stuffs.
Since tmr's bangle ceremony bought bangles
and did all the necessary thigns and went down to minora jewellery.
meet my aunty and slacked there as usual.
ALOT OF THINGS happened to day but im too tired to go into details.
I had dinner there too (:
Such'a beautiful day out with my familiessss <333
I can't wait for the wedding! I'll be seein SARABOYY!!!
& HEMMIE and my little little nephews and nieces and all my relatives.
yayness.
RANDOM:
Loges's doggie brownie looks exactly like my doggie brownie. woahha!
HURRYY!! MY BAND IS COMING BACK TODAYY!!!!
HOPE JAPAN TRIP BEEN GREAT N A MEMORABLE ONE
WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE BABIES!
i can't wait for yhcb concert <3
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I just feel like ripping my eyes off the socket!
Time really pass so quickly that i dont have the time to THINK!
Nevertheless, the few seconds before i go to bed i always spend on reminscing.
WAIT, I can't sleep actually!! I'm always thinking at the WRONG time.
Just thinking and thinking of idk what, but thoughts.
lalala~
I spent 50bugs yesterday and 50 bugs today!
Poor kiddy, I' even promised to give mom 150 for the wedding prep things
and so, THERE GOES THE MONEY!
Well, whatever cus it's not like i live on moneyy - i can survive (:
Okay, so i had my hair cut.
More like just trimmed my hair, same style and thinned it.
I'm a happpychild' i
love my hair.
the curls are pretty gone, but as soon as they grow i'll sit down to admire my own hair.
(sicko' i know)
I can't wait for this wedding things to be over
Then, next week onwards i'll start watching soccer properly.
Might sit at coffeeshop with sis & mates and spent the nigts out each day.
And, watch the soccermatches since day1 in the afternoon.
not to forget, start tutoring! & shopping for school.
i'm only eightheen days away from school & I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY SAMMMYBABY!!!
*hopefully we're in the same class lah beb!* -haha
so much for blogging, i'm off for preparations. toorah.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
about:
silent hill
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Everyone kept saying Silent Hill was a turn down
Nevertheless the oinky didn't listen to others and when ahead to watch it.
Indeed, it was a very good movie definately worth the watch!
I completely enjoyed it.
Thanks for everything OINKYS! <33
We headed to lot1 , ate at LJS.
Went up to the theatre bought cookies, drink and popcorns & lollipop.
Okay,told'cha we're piggies!
*giggles*
Yeah so we did our usual girlthing and we had a terrible pronounciation problem today.
Purchase could become Purcheyy' Piggie Bank could become piggie PEnK!.
And lots of troubles with our ''S'' - blame me not!
We had a bet that the main character in initial D was jaychou/edison.
Me & jes said it was edison so- we were not the WINNER.
yeah we were supposed to buy a pig SWENSEN ice cream but inturn settled it -
with coffebean's chicago cheesecake and two pure choco.
*piggiesss!!*
Alright, so we headed to jes's place to watch thaipusam video
(like,again for me)
but we had fun talking about the funny incidents
I had LOTS of fun ii<33my oinkys + ishie okay!
So i was wanting to watch showtime, sadly i couldn't catch it.
I wanted to meet angel,shawn,vinod, his gf and mok-
but i couldn't make it either *so sad*
So after everything we headed to easthern clinic surgery.
My eye been internally bleeding since i woke up this morning.
And it started having irritations whilst the movie itself!
So yeah, i couldn't control anymore.
I spent 28bugs on doctoring lah.
And have to be with this red worsening- eye for at least 10days!
i hope it cures faster, ive got wedding to attend this sat!
Okay, it's bleeding more now hoepfully it doesnt cover my whole eye.
school's starting in 19days! (thats fast)
Tmr's a day out with cousins at tekka
Thursday would be bangle ceremonyy!
Friday would be the offcial getting ready day henna and all
and finally saturday the bigbig day.
There's still a nikka next week, oh boy!
ii hearts mygffs,oinkys,myeveryone! <33
thankyou god for giving my the strength to dissolve my dreams and overcome my fear.
I'm happy for the safety back of kayya & pratheep as well.
I'm waiting for my band to come back! hearts you babys.
Monday, June 19, 2006
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I received a call congradulating me (again) as I'd be receiving the ahcievement award 2005 (for last yr).
All smiles, grj.
Then the speaker said i would be interviewed on tv
grj : Oh tv, when was the last time i appeared on you?
tv : More than three years ago!
grj: Interview? On what?
Person: For your achievement,determination and commitments.
grj: *laughs* in silence!
Okay, i asked afew of my loved if i should or should not accept the interview thingy.
JES & MY DAD said, GO FOR IT!!
Mom & sisters were like, it's up to you.
But after thinking over it- i decided not to.
Dont ask why, but i do have a couple of supportive reasons for myself.
It's pros and cons - there is.
(:
tmr is movie day with gfs (:
and prolly if time allows to,
i'd meet up with Angel,Shawn,Nod & Mok!
<333
today, is movie day too!
with siblings (:
xmenIII! ((:
lah, im so happy about everything.
It's a bright opportunity to live life to its fullest.
Oh'baby ive got a bright future a'head.
it's all in MY hands.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
about:
happy father's day
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
aghappy father's day to all daddys out there.
I love my father soo much! <3333
I use to literally label myself daddy's girl.
Well it was and still is a fact (:
I have let him down in numerous ways.
Especially when it's about secondaryschool.
My mischeifs which often got me in deep shit.
My mom, ever so supportive and stern yet very soft-
I had ask my dad to help me out of the tangled web.
He never failed to be there.
I threw hard words at him.
Gave him heartbreaking letters when i was going through
problems, especially when i was angry with KUM&KO!
It was just him, who had to be the pillar of support.
I used to do him very proud when i was younger.
There and then, when some downs came in
he sitll wasn't ashamed to say im his daughter.
instead, he'd encourge me and support me til the end.
his showering love , i adore him lots.
he's my motivator and my secret diary.
I always tell him everything, and simply try not to hide anything from him.
he's so understanding and loving!
he understands me, like my teenage friend.
when i took my first alcohol sip til now,
i always tell him about it (why)
because mom doesnt allow us to drink!
but yeah, it was so fun having it as a dad- and -daughter secret.
luv u pa!
he's the one i look up to!
never give up, he'll always say.
I just love my dadu alot.
Jona'pa i love to tease him.
i love my daddydearest.
words can't describe my love for him
daddy, i'll continue to make you proud
and will never let you down.
muacks!
and yes, i enjoyed my day totoally.
Although there weren't cake this year.
I was glad to see godpa & uncle samuel <3>
pa'hendry aw wasn't around- sadly.
ouh well, happy dadddydays to you all
i can't wait for dayout with my piggies!
Plus, the wedding coming up.
it would be more likea gathering for me (:
AND I WANT TO MEET angel,mok,nod and all before angel starts her attchment.
HOEPFULLY, id be there.
missing everyoneeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
til then, whilst i start getting busy with the wedding prep GOODNIGHTS (:
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Beg, beg me for all you want.
Drop on your knees and do whatever you need to.
Don't you ever think you actually knew me- the real me.
You really think I'm so soft, that i'll foolishly listen to everything people got to say?
You can try pleasing me, keep trying
the more you try, the less i buy (:
Whatever it is, everyone have to walk through me first
before they walk through the life's of my loved ones.
It happens the same for my siblings, cousins friends and all.
When trouble comes, you walk through me FIRST.
Now, face it.
A PERSON TELLS THE TRUTH WHEN THEY ARE DRUNK;
SO DONT GIVE ME SHITTALK THAT YOU SAID THAT BECAUSE YOU WERE HIGH
THE POINT IS
YOU WERE HIGH THAT'S WHY YOU SAID WHAT YOU FELT -
AND CONGRATS, YOU'RE DIGGING digging out all the truths on your own
buddy, if the one aboves forgives you then good for you (:
no one here, is going to forgive you.
I ALREADY BROKE THE TIES WITH YOU, SO STOP STOP STOP STOP IT!
*phew i shall not waste my effing energy/time on this.
yeah, i <3 the upcoming weeek.
so much of things happening ((:
tuesday and saturday would be the bestt
Saturday, June 17, 2006
about:
Deja vu'
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I've been having this real real bad feeling
rumbling within my little heart.
Seriously, it's like as though my heart has sank.
It's just something i can't explain.
The feeling follows with this repeated dreams.
Random dreams.
Somehow, it all has links-
And there and then again, it's hapening part by part.
I saw mokan & aswad when i was heading shop.
Just that particular moment, time seemed to have frozen.
Yes, up in my head were running thoughts.
Something felt so familiar.
deja vu!
It's part there of an incident in my repeated dream.
I know vinod said my mind's simply playing tricks on me.
maybe, or its just me hallucinating.
but i'm totally serious and worried now.
& what's with NEC411i handphone?
( i actually remembered the model)
It seems familiar but i really can't recall
I keep seeing a picture of me on the phone's wallpaper.
who's phone is it?
very weird, i know.
urgghhh
It's just one of the very few objects that was remembered
from this weird happenings up in my sick mind.
Somethings just ain't right here.
okay, whatever .
I shall be convinced by nod's words
I'll prolly get out of my house to get this tortmentings to stop!
And still, i can afford to smile<3
All i do, is to think.
Friday, June 16, 2006
about:
quiz
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I have been tagged!
Rules
#1 Do the following without complain
#2 Choose five people to do this quiz after you finished
#3 Leave a tag on some people tagboards to say he/she had been tagged
#4 Start your post with"I have beem tagged!"before doing this
Your 10 favouritesFavourite colours: Red,black,hotpink,white
Favourite foods: sushi.chickenrice.ichigobliss.
Favourite songs: if u're not the one, dont need a man, im good at being bad etc
Favourite movies: pearl habour
Favourite sports: soccer,rollerblading.running.
Favourite season: every season singapore goes thru
Favourite day of the week: everything with the DAY behind (:
Favourite ice-cream flavour: rum and rasins. vanilla. cookies n cream
Favourite book: all e book i read are my fave. esp novels by
vc andrews!
Favourite anime/cartoon: rugrats. anythign will elmo! spongebob innuyasha!
Your 9 currentsCurrent mood: Lazy
Current clothes: sqss tee shirt and blue shorts.
Current desktop screensaver: xmen
Current toe-nail colour: pinkypink
Current time: 23.39
Current annoyance: Weird, bad dreams :(
Current boy/girlfriend: Single and loving it
Current book you are reading: princess from mars
First bestfriend: Joyce. Shameemah,Nisha,Daryl (just a couple of them my kindy)
First crush: Ronald Macdonald
First movie: mom said, it was a movie in which adam sandlers acted in. i frtg the title
First piercing: my ear
First lie: cant remember. (even when i lie, i tell the truth)
First music: lullaby
First car: A few toy cars from here and there.
First handphone: my very OWN phone with my very OWN line would be n6060
Your 7 lastLast cigarette: I dotn smoke
Last drink: During xmas.
Last car ride: Few days back
Last crush: Still ronald macdonald
Last movie seen: the latest dhaunsh's movie
Last phone call: CJ
Last CD played: karaoke cd
Your 6 HAVEYOUEVERSHave you ever dated one of your bestfriends: Nah, unless you want to count in weijian, although we were too young to actually date. haha weirddyy
Have you ever broken the law: maybe.
Have you ever been arrested: god knows. '' he arrested my heart, now what''
Have you ever skinny-dipped: No.
Have you ever been on TV: Haha, so manyy times!
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: someone i dont know! ridiculous! noway!
Your 5 things worn on you1. tee 2. shorts 3. diamond earing 4. Hair Band 5. necklace
Your 4 things done today1.Sleep. 2. Eat 3.Surf the net 4. Blog 5. download music
your 3 things you are hearing now1. I dont need a man 2. temperature 3. im good at being bad
Your 2 things you cannot live with1. My family 2. My friends
Your 1 thing you would do when you are bored1. IRRITATE EVERYONE (: , toldcha i'm just an ass!
Tagged people: ALOTTA!
- AGATHA,MOKAN,JESSIE,ELIZ,MAISARAH!
females, do it if ya'll want to. males, it's a must (: mwhahas
Says who? says the one who owns this blog. grj, grj. hehe
about:
overseas
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
My beloved juniors.
Yes, why a picture of my section suddenly?
I miss them so much. The whole band, well most of them are at
JAPAN now. If only i could go right? haha!
I wish them all the best in everything they do and I am really hoping they enjoy themselves. The bonding should grow and be stronger. There isn't going to be a weakest link alright! <33
Kayyathiri is at melbourne. I miss her accompany man! It's alright I'll patiently wait til you return. We've got a date remember sweets! Intan's birthday is coming up super soon. follwoed by the july babies like mokan,maisarah,raheem, and so many others like my mom's and my brothers and the whole lot of cousins who's birthday is in july. It's time i really enjoy my youth, like head down to MOS or whatsoever! (laugh-laugh-laugh)
~
I'm meeting DARYL CHRIS [rutheresh] :)
Really we were talking about our younger days together
How we were forced to hold hands in kindergarden
the boy-girl thing was total bullshit.
How we ended up in the dustbin together.
Til today, i self-claim sweet daryl would do anything for me
even if it meant accompanying me in the bin <3.>SARAboy(my cousin),
about whatever happened after i left jagoh.
It sounds like a pile of joke stacked up together
to flatter me, but hell i didnt know i could affect/infect someone this much.
Now now, since it's been a year of him staying just stops away from me
we finally have decided to meet.
Hah, sweethearts <3
~with you, i still feel like a toddler~
about:
rightly wrong
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I'm very lucky.
To get everything and anything i want
It's the things that i totally desire or long for
I usually get the best of best things.
Bitch, i dont need money for this.
It comes for the good souls only.
It's just time you get your eyes off our lives
Its the last twentyfourdays of slacking
Rightly Wrong , <3 i adore.
Everything has it's pros and cons.
Whatever I' been thinking was right,
IS wrong. Rightlywrong~
But i'm thankful for everything
ReTardedSpoIltKid<3you!
* JES & I thought we saw delano at pizzahut working*
no, it wasn't delano it was his supposed to be twin, erwin.
you wish.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I always get what i want.
Even if it's not immediately, i still get what i want.
If i can't, i try until i can.
And that's why sid calls me a spoilt child.
I had want i wanted.
I got it, because i wanted it.
But sometimes i get sick of things that when i let it off
I dont get it back.
I wasnt sick of it, but i let it off.
And now, i dont seem to be getting it back.
Nevertheless, i'm just a determined kid not spoilt ! (:
about:
what is falling down like?
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
As a kid, each time we fall down our parents would either watch us fall, so that we would learn to pick ourselves up. Or, if it was a hard fall, they would run towards us in a panic. Often, when i fall i pick myself up and brush myself clean. Usually, if i'm with my friends when i fall, i'd just laugh as i pick myself up. The pain just disappears. Nah, I wont even be able to feel the pain. That's the magic of laughter. It happens the same way, when my friends' fall down. I'd either catch them fall or laugh at them. LAUGH? yes, that's because there is always a funny story behind most falls. I'm not slyish or whatsoever. I can feel the hurt when its a bad fall. Basically i know how to react appropriately. I'm not beat beatzer for goodness sake.
Why the topic of falling down? The last time i remember falling down was in secondaryone. During my clarinet section outing when WENWEN & I took up speed rollerblading at sentosa. From one end of the beach to the other end of another beach. Yes, we wouldnt even stop and it was just speeding throughout. Just until, after i jumped with my rollers on over a pretty big drain and wenwen jumped right after me with a little bit of unsteadiness. Poor girl fell but she pulled me along. guess that's what friends are for! haha. I remember having terrible wounds on our legs and arms. It was so terrible that during that week's band practices, whenever we sat on the floor we wouldnt be able to get up and rizal & leslie had to carry us around :)
Again again, why the topic of falling down. I totally forgot what falling down was like. What being embarassed was like too. Until yesterday, when i fall. A real hard fall off the ground. I dont know how, and i dont know why. Mom kept saying something was wrong, with me. Like' sometimes going to happen' she kept cautioning me,but she didntknow what was goign to happen. and there i was, walking at the pavement with my sister and mom and the next second i was flat forward lying on the road. My mom panicked. Because it was so unexpected. I didnt trip or whatsoever. It wasn't funny either. We were walking normally, and there i was lying on the road. A very unpredictable time of hurt. Trust me, now i remember what physically being hurt is like. it's so PAINFUL!!!!!
x. i met jessie (=
x. i bought my piggie bank, a new one!
x. i got my pay cheque,yayness!
x. i met my metro staffs.
x. i had a hug from them (:
x. i want to meet rehunathan's son!!!!
x. jes & I saw someone and were hiding from IT at art park!!!
x. KAYYATHIRI DARLING. BONVOYAGE SWEETS! <3
x. i miss everything about everyone especially you.
x. who?
x. RISHI & ASHA <33
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
about:
Quiz
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Jessie & rani asked me to do this, so here it goes!
list down de 3 names go by:
-GRJ
-Genieve
-Baby/babe
name de 3 parts of heritage:
Indian-christian.
3 things tt scares me most:
-
Losing my loved ones-Jester clowns
-natural disasters
3 everday essential:
-edible consumptions
-blogging
-my loved ones
3 things tt ure wearing:
-shorts
-tee
-ring
3 fave bands/singers:
- jason marz
- raghav
- moffats
3 things i want in a relationship:
-TRUST
-faithfulness
-onesness
2 truths n 1 lie:
-i love everyone
- i'm noisy
- i' love only girls.
3physical things abt de opp sex tt appeals me:
-eyes
-smile
-dressing
3 fave hobbies:
-slacking
-eating
-reading
3 things tt i wan badly now:
-MONEY SO i can shop with jessiebabe
-SCHOOL to start
-a new digi cammy
3 places i wana go for vacation:
-Australia
-India
-hawaii
3 things i wana try doing:
- freefall
- bunjee jump
- try growing taller =x
3 pple i wana see doing tis:
- angel!
- maisarah!
- dhibx
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Ten days to cousin's wedding
twentysix days to school.
Went to tekka with my mom and sister.
Was great-muacks you all.
Got to meet this guy vinod,
who actually gave his name card to my mom
asking ME to call. (??)
My mom complained to my aunt later on
when we were at minora jewelery slacking
and my aunt found out the person we were refering to is
my cousin brother's friend!
yes, my aunt was fuming.
Wait til you know the whole detail.
(hahahah)
Monday, June 12, 2006
about:
celly bdae & slumber
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Sunday.
Woke up early in the morning and headed to church with
Pauline and Naomi.
My
parents and the
rest came later on. Naomi was doing the scripture reading so i made it a point to sit right at the front. good job sister! (: My
granny was there too. Someways it seems so akward but i know for many reasons she's just making it up to all of us for not being there in my childhood. YAY! I saw my
godma (; Andrea Paul and everyone. Guess
raymond was at camp.
I miss & love everyone. And i hope our father's day plans goes on successful. I want to see godpa! ((:
After church headed to Makan and did a little shopping here and there bought myself a white butterfly watch. Like it, grab it. Bought the same one for Pauline too. We girls, so had fun. Then i rushed back to get some stuffs and rushed off to meet
Mokan . We were fashionably late. Well everyone knows the typical
genieve SORRY! yeah, so we met up with
JESSIE,RANI and SERI ATIKAH! and headed to habourfront. Yes, we were heading to celly's birthday chalet/hut. Supposed to meet up with
Ain and Intan but we were in no mood to wait! (*gee*). I saw
Satheesh but i guess pretending is for good's sake sometimes (: It was a long walk from under water world and that sentosa guy could simply snap it at us saying it's ten minutes walk-away
ONLY. Yes, he mentioned
only. Alright so once we were there, slowly the crowd started to come in. It was pretty unorganized and the wet weather simply made everything worst. Nonetheless HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELINE, WE LOVE YOU. I got to meet so many of my primary and secondary school friends. Plenty of people. Yes, i even met carmen after so long! All those warm hugs. Ah, and did i tell you how much i actually missed
INTAN!? Somewhere along the way, we went to fetch
surein. Urgh, you CLOWN! That pretty sister of mine (:
So it was alright and time went by pretty fast. It was great meeting so many new and old mates.
It was indeed memorable.
Nigel (celx bro) is so cute!
Celly had superman cake. Like, WOOHOO! SUPERMAN! This birthday girl, smacked cake on her friends instead of the trend being the other way round. Okay, i'll stop here about the birthday part. HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELF CELX!
My clique headed to habourfront to take our dinner. We were so very very very hungry! So we ate (so FULL) and I took a picture with RONALD MACDONALD. Nothing to be humiliated by cause I love him so much! ALthough
Surein and Mokan thinks I'm crazy and tries insulting me with ''that'' feelingless thing i still love him okay! Took the bus ride back home wanting to catch a night show.Unfortunately, the bookings were over at 11plus and the time was past TWELVE.
Bought snacks at bukitbatok. We were literally shopping for snacks and yea, looking for toilet. and there were this group of malay guys who were completely ridiculous. We wanted to go to the mrt toilet but the lights were off and we made some ''funny'' noises and they started laughing at us. Then we went to 7/11 to get snacks. they shouted, TOILET NOT THERE,GO TO MAC! haha helpful indeed. so we headed to MAC to the loo and then went to another 7/11 to get our night snacks and they saw us again. '' BUY TOILET FROM 7/11 AH'' oh my, i've got nothing to say already. *period.
Headed to
jessie's place because' it would have been a much ideal place to carry on with our SLUMBER PARTY it's so much safe than anywhere else.
Connie Lingus, Anita Beaver & I had a great time together. We were awake til Six in the morning. Updating everything about each others life. Confessing and yeah simply having nothing in the way. We girls had so much of fun. It was so beautiful. Like i can't be any happier. Thanks girls. Love you both always. I just pray so hard, this time nothing gets in our ways. like- BETTY BEATZER! *
So yeah, the night was young and it was girl's threesome night.
Slept at six in the morning and woke up at ten to have our breakfast. yeah, MAC DELIVERY.
yumyumyum. We then hogged the PC for HOURS. Oh my, thank you both for the promises you'll made to
RASHID. I'm so stuck. It was only today when i found out something about
SATHISH aka SASH ROMEO. I got so effing pissed! No wonder he always told me he had friends in my secondary school but he wouldn't tell me who they were. And so much for liking me or dearing me. Enough of those man. I'm sick of you too sick that you dont have to be disappointed in me for not wishing you on your birthday. For goodness sake, i
DON'T even know when you birthday is because i never bothered to take note of it. AND im sorry for knowing you. EWWW. Lucky for Connie who you never met thanks to Ramesh and lucky for me i escaped you thanks to luckieboy. and again, EWWW. We had a great time making fun of you, i hope you blocked me. HAHA. TWO YEARS FOR EVERY GIRL YOU SEE? -'-
HAHA. bottomline of slumber party ; girls rawk - NO we aint lesbians. & to those out there who tried so hard to break us up through the past four years and to the other ones who badmouthed connie and I during our primary school days , we have learnt people envy our friendship and so on all of us are going to hold on together. muacks gffs. (: i had a wonderful time.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Ah, my cousins are over here.
I also met up with my boyanneh & his wife.
SO in love with my lovely family(:
our little times together, still very memorable.
I cherish gooddays.
Woalah, i can't wait for tmr.
Alumni's performing at Esplanade.
There's church in the morning.
And at night, i'd get to see both primary and secondary school mates <33
thankyou celly!
aww, my little brother is sick!
too bad you've gotta stick around the house now.
BANDSMEN, to those who got sick during the camp, get well soon! (=
Friday, June 09, 2006
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Yes, I'm desperately wanting to go school.
I've served
SEVENmonths of holidays already.
I've yet to complete another
ONElong month of holiday . .
AND soon after id be headed
School with SAMANTHA XINYA <3
'excitedly waiting for godsis celly's chalet.
GOODNIGHT READERS (:
about:
Best day
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
[UPDATES ABOUT YESTERDAY]
I enjoyed myself so much today. I wanted to shop for shoes. Just that one particular one i saw with the comics scripted on it and with the folds on the top of the shoe. So I took a cabby down to
Jessie's place to pick her up and then headed to BBK to pick my cousin
Prasena and headed to JURONGPOINT. After walking aimlessly for pretty long time i found out, urgh, it's no longer there anymor! I couldn't get those shoes so decided to get another type but they didnt have any stocks. Moodless but i had my time for some fun at toys'rus.
MATTEW was nearby i supposed he ringed me and came upstairs to meet us. *hmmpmh*
Pretty fun i should say, BIG KIDS know how to ARGUE and make joke, not bad!
Saw
Eliz and her sister also! And kambing(farhan) and afew others like WANHUI!!! & KHALID!! ((= l'right everything went great. It was like time out with my cousins(since jessie was newly adopted to be my cousin) we girls had great time. We then headed to WESTMALL because i wasn't happy. i decided to look for the same kind of shoes at WESTMALL sadly they only had it at MAD but it was so much more expensive. Jessie suggested i should just get white plain shoes and get it patterned. Well, i didnt think much about it. We continued to savour and enjoy ourselves. Perhaps, it was simply better than staying home with nothing to do at all. love you girls /sisters so much! *muacks*
If you're walking the extra mile,
because you respect me
I respect you.
If you're walking the extra mile,
beacause you want to show you're there
I respect you.
If you're walking the extra mile,
beacause you want to be close with me
I respect you.
If you're walking the extra mile,
because my friendship interest you
I respect you.
If you're walking the extra mile,
because you need me
I respect you.
If you're walking the extra mile,
because that's what friends do
I RESPECT YOU.
If you're walking the extra mile,
beacause you want to walk with me forever
I respect you.
If you're walking the extra mile,
because youve got your intentions set up
wait, I know what's all this about . . .
Don't make me lose the respect i have on you -please.
I'd only want to be a friend, your friend. thankyou
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
about:
payday
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I visited the band! I'm now a HAPPY KID (:
I really hope whatever I'm going to post publishes without any problems.Woke up early this morning very excitedly wanting to visit the band.
Well i haven't had any time to visit them, busy with work!
So i really thought i should take this opportunity to see them.
Can't know weather they missed me,but hell i miss the band!
Supposed to meet SARAH at school however sleeping beauty was still in bed.
So I headed over to her place.
Unfortunately, i was stalked by this three IndianGuys.
Yes,literally stalked. They actually waited for me to come downstairs from Sarah's place!?
FIFTYCENTS TO GET A LIFE, SO PLEASE DO!
Sarah's good at making people wait.
Whatever about her changes, the waiting part does not.
So together after experiencing the beauty or rather the art of waiting for a person like maisarah! *urgh*
we headed to school pretty much excitedly.
It's been SIX MONTHS since i last saw these juniors of mine.
There's sort of a communication breakdown
Unfortunately, nearly half the band was sent home after this contagious fever hit most of them.
Luckly, it was already the sixthday of camp and the rest were enduring their way through!
I'm so very happy to have seen all/ most of them.To RAMDAN ; yes, little one MAISARAH & I are back together like how we used to be. Guess you were indeed happy to see the two of us but i could read from your perplexed face you couldn't believe we were back together. What a thing to ask '' you both okay? '' like duh! we came together right!? mwhas-! So yeah, Fauzi, Jonathan,Benji, Emmanuel(mybro) ,arnanti,mingjie and all were sitting around with us during lunch break. Just mingling. Having fun. I was just feeling so happy (: Oh, maisarah is such a CUCKOO! Her reaction was so bloody slow in everything she did today. HAHA! That joke about PSP'' belonging to whom. .
when i think of it, I can laugh so hard til i can cry. I miss snoopy like i miss everyone else. We had our own time to ourselves. I enjoyed myself great catching up with you SARAH. I miss our our class,our cliques, and our every second together (:
Right after sending Sarah, i met up with Jessie.
We headed to CAUSEWAY POINT. MISSED HER SO BAD (:We had the whole day to ourselves!Window shopping we did.
I waved at winnie the pooh (but he didnt see me)
Surprisingly REDZWAN SMILED at me I headed to see regina at the cashiers' side at the pooh fair. ALL SMILES. So yeah, went to take my pay. i THINK it's very little but to think again, the other half pay is next month so whatever lah. I met sabaria and all the rest. so fun. HEY'' IM NOT JAHAAD OKAY! =p i wanted to shop but i didnt have the mood for some PERSONAL reasons. i just bought a big JAMAICA chocolate, since its no longer in sales at 7/11 or any other places just because it has alcohol content? wth, okay ya so i bought it and suddenly am craving for the liquid vodka chocolate, ( the choco we girls used to eat in school, me mayhui and all ) - the way the vodka liquid pours into ur mouth when you bite the centre of the chocolate.yummie. Oh, i saw shankri ,uma and prabu-chittapu (ngeeannpple) all separately but yeah. AND also met up with ISZIE awhile. TO ALL THOSE LIFELESS PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO THOUGHT ISKANDAR BIN ISHAK AND I WERE GOING ON IN SECONDARY SCHOOL/ OR TO ALL THOSE WHO WERE SO SUPER JEALOUS ABOUT THE STRONG RELATIONSHIP (friendship) WE HAD AND STILL HAVE- GET A LIFE CAUSE NOTHING'S GOING TO TEAR US APART, NO MATTER HOW HARD YA'LL BEEN TRYING, buddy i loved my valentine surprises from you last year plus all the dedications and Everything which made those girls hate me, STILL friends are always there and i see you still there. friends forever (: TAKRAW RAWKS ,right CELINE!? *LAUGHS* i SAW/met jivan! OH MY OH MY OH MY. THAT ASS! hehe, nice catching up - ehem HAHA! OKAY, jes and I then met up with ishwin and window- shopped, not really shopped more like just have fun together. headed to westmall then, and ate a little. my legs were hurting cause of my foot wear lah. okay whatever. i had a great time today. LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH. I CAN LAUGH TIL I TEAR WHEN IM WITH YA'LL. THANKS BABES. to the next person who's ever going to say JESSIE / ISHWIN is my sister, im so going to dig your eyes out.HAHAHHA! toodles. missing everyone, badly. Can't wait for those huggies from my loved ones this week!
(:
THE THINGS WE TAKE FOR GRANTED WE CAN SOMETIMES LOSE.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
about:
going to leave
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I've been trying to log onto blogger for so very long! It's always falling down on me.
There's so much to blog about but i'll do it all very very briefly.
Last thursday
Sid and George came by to CWP looking for me,
sadly i didn't inform sid it was my off.
*sry*
Furthermore i was sick but killed my day with Jessie (as updated).
So on friday the two of them came by.
Since it wasn't my break i could only talk to them while doing my stuffs.
Was pretty busy so headed to the
YELLOWBOX- smoking corner after signing out and mingled while smoking.
Ahh, i miss my secondary days.
You two guys are funny and
siddhu-dearest anneh thanks for everything for the past years!
You make me smile 'lways.
I dont know when but recently i saw
SARINAH! (:
there's so many people i meet, old friends new friends most missed friends plus,weird people!
SAturday and sunday were my real busy days for my department was on fullshift.
all of us. super tiring plus me being sick it just made me feel so bad.
wati,ali, ahkak and everyoen were like
'relak ar u' well i guess ahkak knows'
whatever that happens inside the storeroom all those pushing arounds.
I saw it in her eyes, when her question was passed onto me unanswered.
It's okay, it happens. And today, i was having doorgreeting again. I hate it.
Everyone who walks in sees you.
And even, the people you wouldn't want to see, will see you.
You cannot avoid them even if you want to.
DAMMIT!
In the morning took the train with the clerk 'i forgot her name but i always call her
AHHHUNTY' hehe!
So yeah, I saw
hafiqah! with her family (: ,
i saw
FARHAN(h'han - 1e6 yhss) with his girlfriend.
Oh MY! it's been like three years since i last saw him and im glad he recogned me. Guess if he didnt wave i wouldnt have met him again.
My oh my. everyone's grownup alrdy!
*hehe*
Then, i met
XINYI my primary sch cum sec sch mate.
she's working nearby aswell.
heex, goodday.
During lunch,while hunting down for something to eat, i saw
ISHWINDER KAUR!
Since i was on the phone, my facial expressions widened up with excitement and that piggie hit my hand!
(in excitement?)
hehe,yeah along with surinder & tina! mwhaha ( *jessie jealous i met her sister =p)
okay- then i was having my time alone after whcih the cisco's joined me at the yellowbox.
Dinner was exceptionally special. I ate in the pantry with ahboy. The other staffs were having their teabreak so they sat around with us. IT is only today they realised i was a fullshifter *knocks head* so they were interviewing me n ahboy about work. HAHAHA! well, it was ahboy's last day. he was pretty down- he didnt want to leave, but guess he had no other choice. In life, you loose one thing to gain several other things. Guess this is just this. It has its own pros and cons. Well it's his life,goodluck in everything you do! ALl of us were having a great time chitchatting and eating and soon it was liek GOSSIP section when so many staffs surrounded our table. then stepepd in one supervisor, everyone dispersed but FUNNILY* she joined us in the -interviewing grj and ahboy- . lalalala! WATI & LIZA been the two sweets excluding my departmnet staffs cashiers and clerks who' have been there through this month of work. thanks girls for everything. i been enjoying work with all you metro staffs + mr ego. Brain the manager was very nice to me today.*surprising* and HELEN al'though still ORDERED me to do stuffs she knew i didnt give a damn about her nomore cus i've been ignoring her n her commands for weeks by now. I aint her dog/slave neither is she my royal highness. so yeah, i do my things as long as work is done at the end of the day im satisfied. So spent the last few hours with the girls, ahhong ahkak and all + cindy. Now, i really dotn feel like leaving =[
why leave? Incase i didnt mention. Tmr's my last day at work. I wrote in my resignation BECAUSE i wouldnt be excused for important events/functions plus school's going to start! YAYYAYAYA! IM uber glad sam's going to be studyign with me.*huggs* okay- yeah so resignations coming i have planned to headed to yhss to see e band ,hoepfully on wednesday mornng and later head for shopping at cwp with jessie babes. i MISS HER so bad. there's so much to fill her in with. too many details i cant wait anymore (:
i miss all the ngeeann people i l'ways hangout with. Esp; Angel,kayya,Pratheep & Mokan!
nothing is quite as precious as TRUST.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
about:
offday.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Met jessie and headed to jurongwest to the tailor.
Were made to sit down there for pretty long but nonetheless we had our wonderful time together.
Chit chatting,laughing,gossiping whatever girls do together.
We headed to JurongPoint and gorged ourselves with JUNKFOOD.
YUMMIE CHEESE & CREAMY VANILLA SHAKE!After strolling rounds and rounds for hours
We headed back and I headed for tution.
*huggies* I'm glad you've been there since day1 of whatever. I'm glad our childish years of being foes and friends and repeatedly spliting and getting back have came to an end for now no more childish games.We're matured growing girls there's lots that goes through the mind. I'm glad you understand me totally. besties forever babe! Now, i miss my intan and our girls. Darn. I realised something,
the people i hurt the most,
are the people i love the most,
and these people-
no matter how much hurt i may inflict unintentionally
always keeps coming back with more love.
guess sometimes, the things I take for granted,
I lose.
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Work's been going great
without helen and brian. hahas. Yesterday was the most happening day. It was all smiles, all laughters,throughout every minute! I was keeping the prams into the storeroom in homelinen.The store room is SUPER NARROW that you have to walk and sideways. the pram couldnt squeeze so i had to carry it over ma head-kinda to get it in. I kept knocking onto the decked up pillows and bolsters and the whole pile would drop! I'd quickly place it back and pretend that nothing happens. There and then again, i came back into the storeroom with more prams. this time,in the narrow line stood kalithas. So i sort of didn't know how to react cause finally we were facing staring into each other. helpful him helped me take the pram in. and very quickly i turned away to get out when i dropped the decked up pillows AGAIN! This time, Sabaria was coming in. So i was totally STUCK and embarrassed. mwhas. Sabaria was laughing as she said in malay ''everyone walk in,nothing drops but when you walk in everything drop'' *everyone laughs* -period.
Had a great laughter with them in the store and also with cindy peh,ahkak and aishah! woohoo'. In the lateaftrnn-evening there was metro soccer tournament at tampines field. Redzwan and Masuri represented metro woodlands. this is like, so fun! totally (= Oh during dinner while 'shopping' at CWP i saw PRABU (chitappu). Like always i pretend like i never saw him then wld message him.mwhas, and so he came to look for me along with his two np friends karthik and kanchana. yay, so much for catching up. I miss my cousins and relatives. sigh oh sigh. lalala~yup at night i went to juronglake to sit by and watch memories replay on the surface of the water. It was so cold with the lampost lights casting only shadows of the past. . . it was so beautiful.
So yep. It's my off day.One and only pathetic one. And i'm unfortunately sick. Half way through losing my voice. It sounds so hoarse damn! Yey and having a terrible cold. *shurgs* Wont have another offday til 11thjune. I may not be resigning . . . I'm on second thoughts for i have always been enjoying work here despite being so tired or being pushed around by helen. Should i resign yet, or just earn more and kill time. Well 11thjune is OFF so i still can attend celx 's chalet! haha. okay, im toodling off' to meet daddy and later to meet jessiebabe!
[ i think i have posted this before in one of my entries. A friend messaged me this para last night and i've l'ways liked this song so, just very randomly, here's something from simon webbe.! ]'
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of it
Learning to barely feel the pain
(cant figure out this line??)
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time
-
simon webbe after all this time
EXQUISITE FEMME
PENNER
EXQUISITE FEMME
IM VERY GAY :D
I ♥ my babyboy
I ♥ my girlfriends.
here it comes a beautiful collision
is happening now there seems no end
to where You begin and there I am now
here it comes, you and I collide♥
Now that I've found you, I cant let you go.
I build my world around you, cause I need you so.
Baby,even though you dont need me.♥
THE REST, FOR YOU TO FIGURE IT OUT!
So i'm off for the function now!
