Saturday, September 30, 2006
about:
RANDOM
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I'm so in love with the song unwritten (being played on my blog)
Anyhoo, double yayness to today! I'm going to go out with
Jessie & mommy! It's like we're one big family and mummy treats me like her daughter! I still remember during 'thaipusam?' she held my hand while crossing the road, whereas
jessie was left behind HAHA! Anyhoo, simply can't wait to spend my day with them. I love my weekends. Will have to do serious mugging tonight and tml and i'll reward myself with a day out with
geshy! =D
SHOUTOUTS! ::
#
Jessie piggie, here i come to you (:
(who cares, if i sound bisexual- 4yrs of school,pple thot i was one! )
#
Md Isa Aku tk rindu muke kau! mwhah, ty for giving me extra special care! you's always my abnormalgirlfriend Alright (=
#
Berenice, Happy waiting (= *
always worth the wait*
#Geshy ty baby for evertyhing.
about:
Day out with Jes & family
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Saturday.
Met
Jessie, and
mommy, super excitedly. Saw
Arvin & Amjat on the train. Omg,
Arvin's like literally growing taller and taller. He can't stand straight in the MRT! (that's how tall he is) & he was messaging me through the train ride
Arvin smses Grj : '' I can only see your hair, you're so short -_- ''
Alright so we made our way to Tekka and met up with
Ishwin and
Surinder. Headed to
New woodlands, for lunch. Yummilicious! Thankyou aunty! (:
I definitely had my favourite mango lassi (although last year,
Jessie &
pratheep said it sucked!)
After lunch we added to the big and small expo.
I'm glad it wasn't crowded. Got back and slacked awhile then, headed to Westmall for dinner with
Jessie & Ishwin, yummieyummie.
Bought quite alot of stuffs there. Anyhoo today was great.
RANDOMS ;
#
Jessie, thanks for the lovely card with my/our pretty pictures and the sunflower (:
I always love sunflower, and it makes me superhappy. thankyou alot!!!
Ty, cause you always make me feel so appreciated. I'm super lucky to have you (til now) in my life. Boohoo, to those who wanna take her place in my life cause it'll never happen. ty!
#Get well soon,baby! MISSMISS YOU! ):
Friday, September 29, 2006
about:
& I'm telling you
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I bruise easily, so be gentle when you hande me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath
I bruise easily, I bruise easily....
Thursday, September 28, 2006
about:
Bitter.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
# Sometimes, some words, in some ways, just really really hurt.
Labels: pierce right through my heart.
about:
chocofudgeysexxy
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
geshy :
When times get hard and miles get far apart,
I see you in a distant light.
I know fairly well, that you're the right one for me.
The one for me, to love,care and make wonders with.
Life's been ever so magical, I feel I'm living a fairytale.
You splash colours of joy in my life
and brighten my heart with a glow on my face.
You give me, just what I need.
I got a man and he's so good to me
I give love and he gives it back to me
Say it for me once if you know what I mean
I said my man's what a man's supposed to be
He opens his arms and holds on to me
He tells me he loves me and oh I feel it
And all that I am and all that I'll be
Is there in his eyes when I hear him sayin' please
Who loves you(more) baby?
ps: 5683you.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
about:
I'll feel you (forever?)
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I'm feeling you (forever)
Sometimes I imagine the world without you
But most time I'm just so happy that I ever found you
Its a complicated web
That you weave inside my head
So much pleasure with such pain
We always always stay the same
I'm feeling the way you cross my mind
And you save me in the knick of time
I'm riding the highs
I'm digging the lows
Cuz at least I feel alive
I never faced so many emotional days
But my life is good
I'm feeling youI'm feeling you
You go and then I can finally breath in
Cuz baby I know in the end you're never leaving
Well we rarely ever sane
I drive you crazy and you do the same
But your fire fills my soul
And it warms me up like no one knows.
ps ; I mean it, when I say it. 5683you.
about:
Dinner at mokan's.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
[Yesterday]
Been overlly stressed up about presentation slides and projectdues.
Skipped Dragonboat training, doubt i'll go there again ):
Headed to
Mokan's place.
Ooo so fun ((:
Agatha,Shawn,Misha& I with
Mokan and
parents!
All was good and Ooo
Shawn's 2ndyr anni present to
Agatha was SWEET!
Mokan's Mummy hugged and kissed goodbye to us girls, I'm so gay!
After hours, decided to head home!
Rushed through project for last minute..
hotmail, powerpoint everything kept backfiring on me!
):
thanks
Gesh for the support and motivation.
I feed on you for it.
Isa, and my group mates - thanks for staying up til i finished it all! (:
slept at 430am. goodnight.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
about:
no dreams,no more
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I DONT WANT TO DREAM, ANYMORE )'=
you wont know this pain within me.
you wont realize the fears I speak of.
Everything is slowly killing me.
I'm wishing it'll all die off.
I can't take it anymore.
My mind can't stop wondering.
It hurts to see myself this way.
It hurts so much more, to know its happening this day.
I gasp the air and hold my breath.
My fist pressing down on my chest.
Can you hear the heart beating, so loud?
Can you feel my body shiver, in fright?
Bring me in your arms now.
Reassure me and safeguard me.
Im too afraid to walk too far away from you.
And this time, dont ever let me go..
I'll drown.
Will you help me to let the spark, spark on?
This, is the power of love.
Its in my hands,tonight.
Monday, September 25, 2006
about:
I'll live up to my promises
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Project at school was good.
Sorry
Suvin, I couldn't wait! GAh!
Met G
eshy and brought him to yuhua and met up with
Arev and
Elisha.
Headed home and napped (:
Met them again, along with
Ann Marie and
Mogan and off we were.
Funny people, they make me miss my yuhuans.
Headed to cck and bumped into
Uma.
Uma : ''karthig!''
Grj : *laughs* fwhaha.
Hear my tummy? Yes, it was hungry so headed to kfc to feed it.
It's finger licking good. Oh, finally I met
Berenice.
Hey B
ere, please don't stand beside me ):
Headed to
Geshy's. & oOolala~
Little time but appreciated.
Treasure these moments and it's forever sexxy!
I luv it when I'm pampered (:
post script :

Geshy!!
UPDATES.Am struggling with the slides now ):
GAH!
Thanks
Sammy for the tips!
Oh well, been chatting with the VP- nyphockeyteam!
Okay, I'm just putting you up high
ISA, but,
Faisal's still bigger okay!
Anyhoo, thanks for accompanying me :)
Had conference with
Pratheep, Jay and
Mokan.
Honestly, I still dont get your Jargon, and Tree hooker? o.O'''
Alright, I've to complete the project AND my account assignments by tml morning!
Oh, I've got dragonboat weight training tmr evening!
>input<
Yan is crazy, rindu muke aku!? *fwhahaha*

i'll live up to my PROMISES.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
about:
SImdragons
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
SIMdragons, was fun ((:
Viking was superduper fun!
Thanks to Alan and Wilson, definitely Jolene too and the other boaters for such a wonderful day!
Met Naomi and we caught little man. Hilarious : D
Saw Siti Nur Raudha,, sorry I was too carried away with my handphone!
Headed to Jessie's Crib. So fun. And boy, Bindi IRWINis such a brave girl!
ps; thanks Jolene & Jessie for today.
*jes, forever babe, besties! Miss ya soo much dearie!
Saturday, September 23, 2006
about:
you'll get hurt
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
:))
Met
mokan, my cousin
ashley is so afraid of him.
Aunt and all are over at my place now.
period.
''
you get hurt and you cry because of the person you love.. when he's away you're wanting him to be there, and you're always worried ''
post script : I want to grow old in ya arms
Thursday, September 21, 2006
about:
baby day!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
The electricity was down from 9am-530pm! - due to wirings in the block!
I'll never be able to survive ):
DRAGGED
GESH to the library with me ((:
Saw
BARLEY'S backview, when we were at cck. I felt like pulling her ponytail (:
*oops, sorry
pearly! hope you aint reading this actually gah!
Mugged.Mugged. Fooled around.
It's been quite sometime since I last met
him and it was great catching up.
Oh so many many laughters. I couldn't stop laughing actually! : D
thanks for making my dayy you, BIGBIGBABY!
I attempted to kick balls!! -
someone loves looking at every other girls!! GRR.
Oh, I enjoyed my day indeed a blast! Never regrettted spending a single day with you! I suppose, all jagoh-ians rawk!
agree? =D
So
he sent me back and on the way we met,
ARNANTI THE BIRTHDAYGIRL,YATIE & SARIMI !
OMGOMGOMG!,, i soo wanted to meet her/them, anyways, hAPPY BIRTDHAY!
sexyysixteen (:
post script : I miss you.. ISA!, JESSIE*,IPS*,FANA,SAM!!,MAYHUI,YUHUANS!-4e7s,YHCB, MOK,AGATHA,KAYYA,PRATHEEP, YF! .. the list would go on! ) :
ISA, thank you for PROVING your sincerity. I believe you alright! FLATTERED!
you'll always remain as my ''girl''friend! HAH! YOU HOCKEYMANIAC RAWK MY.. LOLLIPOP!
geshy, thanks for being there since i was seven, although you disappeared half way you did make it a point to come back into my life and after manymany years now we're super duper close and the thought of losing what we've got now creates a excruciating pain within me! THANKYOU SO MUCH!
1480 to my twentyfirst! ((: it'll be a whole new world! BE WITH MEEEEE ALWAYS!
____& kim jung hoon, i gaga you sexyy.chocochocofudgey!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
about:
Right one?
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I had a dream and it was a bad one ):
As the darkness engulf the skies,
I want to surrender my fear,
Im struggling here each day,
Fighting and holding back my tears,
Can you see through me,
Can you see what's happening,
I want to be the right one, and I want prove everyone,
The way they look down on me,
the way they set high expectations on me,
I know there is an end to everything,
Lead me on, feed on me,
Give me some time, and then you'll just wait and see.
I'll spring up into the air and rise like someone i never thought i could be.
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
E- Damn good kisser.
N- You are dead sexy.
I- You have a fine ass
E- Damn good kisser.
V- You are not judgemental.
E- Damn good kisser.
R- Fcukin Crazy
E- Damn good kisser.
V- You are not judgemental.
A- You like to curse alot
T- You're loyal to those you love.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
N- You are dead sexy.
A- You like to curse alot
T- You're loyal to those you love.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
A- You like to curse alot
N- You are dead sexy.
post script (haha) : I miss you )):
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
about:
TO GESHY!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HEY YOU, YEAH YOU!! [
to whoever who thinks its to you!]Just hang in there and everything's going to be back in the right track soon. Of all the things I
FEAR, I'll fight it til the end just to be with you, always. I dont wish to start my lecturing[??] But you need to know, when things get busy and competitive this is where the toughest test comes in,, and it'll prove how true we are to each other. So hold on to it and as soon as november ends, we'll be able to look back and see how far we've came! I'm going to ACE this test, are you?It's more than a friendship too special, too divine.
I LOVE YOU~ (:
Love, GenieveJonathan.
*When we drift, we'd learnt the value of each other and this way we'll learn to treasure and love more. PASS THIS TEST & there'll be CHALET (: wooots!
nights people! adiyouz!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
about:
goong kim jung hoon
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Kim jung hoon! // I gaga you sexyy (:
about:
Sugar, be with me
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Sugar, be my light, be my motivator (:
Saturday, September 16, 2006
about:
DADDY
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Planned to do so much but ended up watching
GOONG day long. I been sitting in front of the pc from 12pm and its exactly ten hours since. There's so much to blog about today. Firstly, thankyou
geshy for the information about how to grow tall! HAh!
I hope it works on me. Im going to eat whats good and right for me and milk will be my essential(= oh, DragonBoat is coming up and seriously, i dont know how long i'll be in there but since i love trying out, its always worth the try! I'd gain experience okay! And im looking forward for the thrice aweek trainings with
JOLENE!. heh, i still want dancewerks okay! : D Starting on monday, Im going to CONTINUE my jogging and gym visits. Yesh, and since I got no one to join me,im dragging
mommmy!! Yeah! After the 22nd, i'll feel so much enlightened as I wont have anymore projects to worry about for this year but, two weeks from then will be exams again! Fwhahah! :D
[
daddy talk]
Anyhoo,
dad and I had a very interesting conversation today. It all staarted because of my younger brother who's gal-friends kept ringing my home and when I say'' Im sorry he's not in, may I know who this is'' they put down the phone. And over and over again, repeatedly through the day, SHE keeps calling and calling and when my mom or I pick up she puts it down. Like hello! where's your manners? Why in world is she so scared to leave her name behind? SO rude! Even my friends be it a girl or a guy, when they call my place, they've got respect for the person who picks up the phone okay.. HELLOO ASS! >.<> my mom is '' against love '' and that I should marry the person she chooses. omgomgomg! NO WAY MAN! Im sure she'll pick the best of the best one who can keep me like a princess but then again, im sure she'll like my choice! heeyayaa! And then,
my dad said, he soo supports love. Infact they themselves went through love marriage so WAY THE GO TO LOVE! Then he said, if you fall in love, you should tell me, cause i'll support you..and i started teasing him like YAR RIGHT. haha : D but i know him very well. He knows about all of us even Joane and her ex, whereas mom didnt know. He supports us cause he wants to let us have what we want and that's why i love my daddy so much. *hugg*
He wants the best for us, at the same time, he make sures we get the best stuffs on our own.. (: Yeah so i was like, so if igot boyfriend what wld you do.. get me married off right away isit? He said YES.. den I called him CRAZY . hahas. and it continued. SO long since i had an open talk about this kinda stuffs .. and that's so cool. I told him i broke up with ronald and ronald still seems so happy.. then He mentioned that usually people tend to move on faster by liking someone else. My siste r joane told me, moving on and loving someone else doesnt mean, you stop loving the person from your past. Everything makes sense. But im trying to make a point here.
Why not , I give love another chance?
(dont say its flirtacious or desperade to move on in life.. anyhoo, its my life so you either be happy for me or just dont fcuking care.)As in, a real
serious relationship? Its like i've already got everything here. Was just wonderingggg and there's so much to spill in here but i'll let time play its role (=
p/s ; dont make assumptions on your own.
Hold my hand and lead me.
Look into my eyes, and see through me.
Calm my fear and wipe my tears.
Support me and give me courage to withstand everything.
promise me fantasies and live up to it.
Say it when you mean it.
Hold me tightly and never let me go..
// off to kiss you.
1485, freedom <3
Friday, September 15, 2006
about:
kbox wid sim mates
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
It rained when I was on my way to Kbox. I don't have the pictures with me yet. Anyawys, I been slidddddding everywhere cause it was soo slippery. So kbox with my girls-.
So funnn : D . Although i didnt sing much and I was freezing all the way.. , I enjoyed myself soo much! *huggs my girls* It's like a picture perfect group! After having a blast, we headed to macs to meet VINNI , for project. ( macs, .. fond memories flooded in ) anyway, All of us concentrated on our given parts and Im super happy we've completed it all except for VINNI! Chiong girl! : D
So as soon as i touch up on some stuffs, I can relax. Yayness. Finally, I've got goong princess hours series. 10episodes! So i suppose everyone knows what Im going to do over the weekends! Saw my cousin philip at the macs *hugg* Oh well, I cant wait to relax and stop worrying about studies! Anihoo, girls I had a blast with ya'll and thankyou for everything : D
I MISSSSSSSS you.
.
.
IF one day, i got burnt . . . will you(reader) still love me the way you're loving me now?
& I WONDER. ((=
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
about:
HIATUS?
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I feel like taking a short break and going on hiatus-. eh would anyone even care?
I doubt. Well i suddenly feel all eyes on me. Everyone are like some preying creature just waiting to pounce on me, after much surveying. Its like im being watched. They wanna know what Im doing, what's going on. Dont tell me its curiousity.. dont tell me is concern.. I'd prefer being behind the scenes for a while... High profile, byebye.
Really, its not nice being the middleperson always.. it's not nice being the limelight. Its not nice being the one who compromises each time.. its not nice being the peace maker.. its just not nice being under the lights. Oh but sometimes, it makes me high.. anyway,, life's greatt (:
NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE LIFE *tOngues OUT*
ISA SAYS I SMELL LIKE ROSES.. liar! you havent smelt me yet!
okay-. HIATUS (frm now til today? haha)
about:
goong
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Been watching GOONG-palace (perhaps love)
Yay, wanted to go cycling with Jolene to wcp but my brother dont wana lend me the bike and my in line skates & skateboard - i just threw em away recently. So thought of staying home day long. then again, i'd die of boredom. I just wonder how my mom pulls through her everyday being home alone! *hugs* mommy. Oh well, prolly going to head down to the library and practise POA! Ahh yes, october first week would be econs and poa exam [again!] and I really need to practise. However, suddenly im feeling so sleepy *yawns* IM A SLEEPING BEAUTY((: And if time allows me to, I think i'd visitmy gramm.
INTAN!, everythings going to be okay.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
about:
Naomi's 21st
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
dont comment on this entry.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to NAOMI (:
It's my sister's 21st birthday and everything about today a busy, tiring day.However it was a blast in the end. Start of the day by doing my nails and double checking the stuffs. Joane and her friend drove off to banana leaf apolo to set up the stuffs. the whole crew and my cousins went down to prepare the hall. I headed down to woodlands to get some stuffs and rushed back and started wrapping the games-gifts. After all were ready
daddy drove
me,joane,christin,emmanuel and my
cusin ashely to the venue.
Mommy and Naomi came in cab.
Bryan was the photographer,
I was the videogirl,
Dev & David were the host. It was a blastt. Just loved my job. As soon as the crowd started swarming in, we commence the cake cutting.
My sister was so happy, and Im glad that after lots of afford arranging and working on the birthday preparations, it indeed was a huge success for us.
Oh the best part of the day, was the game 'SEESAY'. SAY what you SEE. It was a game with five boxes on the table... underneath each box will be an object. So the player had to lift the box up and shoutout the object. Example box one had toothpicks. So the person had to lift it up and shout ''toothpick!!'' and its supposed to be done in seconds. Hohoho. So everyone did it within ten seconds BUT... the big game is this... the third box had
rishi underneath. hahas. SO when they lift it up so quickly he'll SCREAMMMMM so loudly that they would get scared haha and bottom line;; it was sooo cute/funny successful! omg! I'll upload the videos some day soon. Omgomgomg.
RISHI BABY is sooo cute!
So.. greatt greatt. The good was DELICIOUSS( : I packed some for vimal and then
dad drove
dev,emmanuel,joane and noami home whilst the rest were cleaning up the hall. After we were done my
cousin drove us back. Got home and washed up and soon after
vimal came over. All of us sat down to watch the video and were eating. Yummie. After some time,
Joane decided to take
me and vimal for a ride. A ride became many ride. We took the car and we were having a ball of a time together. hohoho, i love my sisters cause, i can share nearly everything with them even when its about bgr! They're so open to everything and they give me the best advices about life. EDUCATION,FUTURE,DREAMS everything. Im so luckyy!!
Once again,
happy birthday naomi.
Thanks for everything you've given me in my life in the past 17 years.
Although we never got to be together when we were young.. you were always in my life and all the times we spent
each week together is always treasured. Now that you been living with us no ones going to try snatching you or me away. Cause sisters are bonded by blood, no matter where i may end up, i know you'll always love meee (:
woohooo to sisterhood! lovelove~
would really appreciate it if everyone keep ur comments/qns to yaselfffffff. ((:
im soo tired soooo, boohoo.
Wont blog in detail lahhs.
Well,, -
tmr's gonna be church with
family.
Ashley's over at my place now (:
Would be off to geshy's tmr.
Imiss everythingggg... when its about u.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
about:
GESHY&KEITH
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Headed to yewtee to meet geshy & keith after their mugging was over.
I headed to
geshy's place and only
sugi was there, playing with his friends outside the house.
when i see him, i only get reminded of the speaking-to-the-birdyys haha!
Okay, took the cd player the cables and everything else that I need for tmr and left.
But later came back to check it out and that is when
mommy came back and I met her (:
*all smiles*
Okay, it was raining off and on.. and I love the smell of rain.
I'm like super tired now =x.
Gesh helped me carry ma stuff all the way to my stop -thankssssboyy (:
Oh but that didnt end there, met mom as soon as I got off and we headed out for last minute shopping andddd I HAD TO CARRY THAT DAMN PlAYER EVERY WHERE I WENT.
*yawnnnnnnns.
Im super happy lah
Cause tmr's going to be supepr exciting
And today was super surprising .
Under my block... such BEAUTIFUL decos for a malay wedding.
At first my neighbour said its sunat... but LOL its a wedding
And its only when I stopped to look at the beauty of the decos when I realised
the people doing the decos and all were my relatives!
hahas. GOODJOB RELATIVES.
guess it runs in the blood hahas.SO it was my muslim-side of my family.
My uncle, his wife, mother in law were the main ones doing the deco.
really beautiful!
MOKAN, when you walk pass help me snap a pic or two. thanks (:
So lingered around with my 'cusinss' under the block and just got back pretty while ago.
im tired.
nights people.
Thanks for bringing me over, and for the player geshyy.
Friday, September 08, 2006
about:
Haircut
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
geshy had two haircuts.
HAHA.
9thsepty bdaebabies; naomi & joanne! ((:
Thursday, September 07, 2006
about:
shouts!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HELLO THERE EVERYONE, I MISS YA ALL (:
GRJ SHOUTS!
ISA says I'm such'a gem !
JESSIE! & IPS - grj luvs you both soo bloodymuch. *hug*
goodluck in all ya'll do, where ever ya'll are.
PRATHEEP, life's never fair to us and rmbr, u've always got me here.*hug*
GESH-...
You really know how to drive me mad.
eh? Nonetheless, I appreciated everything cause
Everything that happens makes me a stronger and a better person.
Terribly sorry if I am most of the times whiney,noisy,boring,weird and blahblah!
AND sorry for the way i love to argue and hate to give in...
thanks for being there over these yearss
Im very glad we're super close now , than before.
*huggies*
You also rawk my candyass!
Oh btw, I still love annoying you with my fetish over-cute guys talk.
Well, I like/love all cute guys and even girls! *OOPS
Korean guys are still so cute & Ive got ronald in my life (:
But wait, YOU'RE SO BLOODY CUTE YOURSELF , iliioke!
nights everyone.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
about:
I just wish you knew, my biggest fear is losing you
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I just wish you knew, my biggest fear is losing you.
I must admit, I'm a
PARANOID person who tries to look at things positively.
Fear What causes the fear that people feel,
When they're scared and have to face the truth.
What cause that fear that people feel,
When they're in love and have been hurt.
What is it that they're afraid to face, When fear is at the door.
Do they think that they can just walk away and not face it head on.
Because when you turn your back on that fear, It follow's you night and day.
It creeps up when you least expect it, and haunts you everyday.
Fear is just another disease that's waiting to be cured.
But the cure is not in a bottle, a vile or a store.
The cure is made from what's inside you.
The courage that you have.
But to use it, you must believe that fear is not all that you have.
Use what courage you can, to bring yourself forward and stand tall.
And the next time your afraid, remember fear is never far from the fall.
I fear, just like everyone else.
about:
ONAM
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
fullmoon. How gorgeous can the sky get?
Hah, im low and im high. I dont know what im feeling but Im lost.
lost in the world of an economist*I HAD to go to my uncle's place for Onam.
& woohoo! Rinesh came too ! : D
I wasn't really myself and kept sitting around wid my econs notes.
hah, I was mugging.
I HAD to be there til it was time for all to leave, since its a yearly routine...grr.
Nonetheless, the kids made me feel at complete ease and
thanks anneh for everything.thetalks.thehugs.thecomfort.thelove
and yes, anni (sis-in-law) i'd look out for you in school,some day.
You're my inspiration (:
Honestly, im not completly prepared for tmr.
Prepared for the worst, yet im not giving up yet.
So im off to re-revise.
WISH me lucks.
hohoho, ISA RAWKS MY CANDYASS.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
about:
Picture, hah.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
When I get bored and when there's nothing to do.
When there's no one to turn to, I dont feel alone.
Because, i've got these dolls to talk to ((:
call me weirdy, i effing not care?

When I feel cold I squeeze myself between the dolls.
Oh and sometimes even when I get bored!
My siblings and I would play hide and seek.
& guess what
they can never find me (:
And when people start playing with me dolls.
I'd just take two.
Cause they act like my bodyguard.
When Im feeling low, i hug them.
Everyone knows I love soft cuddly stuffs.
And over the fours years of secondary school life.
Each year I receive ONE from intan.
the first one aint in the picture though!
& looking at these reminds me of her.
she loves me & I love her back!
Everyone loved her.
they even wanted to adopt her.
But im glad my parents didnt give in.
Im all theirs (:

The mot prestigious moments of life.
I won the fancy dress competetion.
Angel cum fairy? Im a genie. HOHOHO!
I've got wings! I've got the wand! & i've got everything it takes to
be that particular one (:
''angel in disguise?''
*OH AND mokan said I was an arrogant kid!
about:
Novena-shine youth
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Headed for shine youth with laxhy (:
Jerome was there too.
It was raining and I was enjoying the rain.So beautiful!
I loved the smell of the rain andI was singing in the rain. lalalals~
Can't get my eyes off ya. and she doesn't trust me. Hope she does now. Now she says she'll try. now she says liar liar ass on fire. To trust her or not to trust her. Well she shuts me up now. One minute she hates me One minute she says she loves me and now she runs away.
ISA sends a flower, a kiss and a hug. & STILL CANT GETMY EYES OFF YOU.HEY LIAR (: thanksalot* for lying. Well, i lovelove you too okay! GIRLFRIEND!! (:
gesh is so hot! ii LIOKE <33
Id let the truth shine cause Im not afraid (:
Sunday, September 03, 2006
about:
AIRWORKS.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Headed for airworks with Karthigesh, his cousin Lata and her boyfriend Kathir. My brother and his friend tagged along.
We headed down to bugis just us, the couples. It was so memorable. I feel like i'm part of the family already. We had so much of fun especially laughing over what sugi does. talking to birds?
Baby sent me to Novena. Brought him in to see the flower decos. Beautiful! He would have met mommy but he left. ): hey baby i love you! Ahh,
met laxhmi & her mom and we waited for
my mom to come and we spent the night together at the procession.
Elbina and bf were right behind us however didnt get to see
AGATHA.
dont you dare look at anyone else, i'll shove blahblahblah up ur arse. qouted frm superexgf.
*laughsss*.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
about:
mE!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Before.
before.

after.
about:
Plans.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
READ THIS.
Today was great. The flower decos were beautiful. I see it every year however the excitement feels 'new' and fresh over and over again. So going to have a blast. Agatha, laxh and I were at church but we didnt get to meet each other cus we went different timing but guess who I bumped into? . .. guess! . . my sister's polymate, rathi. lalala~ & also my uncle J. Laxhmi & her mom would be there tmr. My uncle julius is helping out as CREW. Im going to bring my friends down along with my mummy,-perhaps? ((: AIRWORKS would be double fun?
FEEL ME GO HIGH-not a loser.!