Monday, October 30, 2006
about:
Nothing hurts like love
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn till you get burned
Till you're burned by the flame
-I'm sorry i'm not perfect-
& i'm sorry that my friends treat you this way.
apologies.
it fucking hurts.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
about:
Why make me wait?
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I've planted all my faith into it, so deep.
I dont know how to get out of it, now.
Why did you tell me to wait, why.
Olevels were just an excuse, heh.
then, why did you make me wait, exactly for a month?
Saturday, October 28, 2006
about:
tell me it's not happening
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
friendster horoscopes are so trueWeren't you the one who said I should never let go even if you do?
Weren't you the one who said I should knock sense into you and force you to stay on?
Weren't you the one who made all the promises and asked me to have faith?
Weren't you the one who created so much fantasies with me?
Weren't you the one who asked me to wait, and kept me waiting?
Weren't you the one who promised me not to repeat 'n-level incident' ?
Im living up to your words, eh.
You need to make the effort to make a difference.
/
No point being quiet anymore, tell me whats your final say?
/All along I thought we havent met because you said you freaked out.
/ talk about naked relationships where its all about sincerity,honesty,loyalty and trust.
/talk about who loves who more, bullshit.
/ thankyou girls so much (: / I really wish i dont wake up tmr.aish.
he asked me to wait, but I think he broke his promises.
Friday, October 27, 2006
about:
checklist.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Elements of Economics;;
Basic Concepts & Demand
Demand,Supply,Market Equilibrium
Elasticity
production & cost
Market Structure
Basic marcoeconomics concepts
Macroeconomic quilibrium
Sales & marketing ;;
Introduction to Marketing
Consumer Buyer Behaviour
Business buyer behaviour
Marketing information
Segmenting,targeting and positioning*
Products & branding
Pricing
Placement
Promotion -A&P,PR
Promotion- selling & direct Marketing
Study Skills In English;;
Listening Skills [3 stage process]
Case StudyEssay Writing
The Big Six
Principles of effective business writing
Business reports & proposals I & II
Outlining [Major/Minor detail]
Memory techniques
Management the birthday paper ;;
Topic one.
4 major manergerial functions.
Is the managers job universal.
4 important mangeerial skills.
Topic two.
Globalization
Emphasis on technology
Social Expectation
Topic three.
What is planning
Reasons for planning
Different types of plans
Overall planning process
MBO
Topic four.
Decision making process
Decision making styles
Making decision in groups
Rational model
Assumptions of rational model
Bounded rationality
Topic Five
Chain of command
Span control
Simple structure
Functional structure
Division Structure
Topic Six.
Traits Theories of leadership
Behavioural Theories of Leadership [examples]
Motivation
Maslow's hierarchy of needs
Mcgregor's theory x&y
Job characterisitc model
Topic Seven.
Measure actual performance
Types of control
Qualities of an effective control system
Topic Eight.
Technology and Productivity.
Topic Nine.
People resisting change.
Resistance can be reduced.
Creativity and Innovation.
Principles of Accounting and Business Finance;;
The accounting equation
Introduction to accounting and finanace[essay]
Recording Transaction
Revenue & Expenses [P&L]
Combing the statments
Depreciation
Inventory LIFOFIFO
Bad debt
Balance day Adjustments
Ratio Analysis
after the exams its just
you & I - all of us.
about:
will you wait for me in heaven?
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
This being my 609th post, and this excludes my old diaries and locked journals heh, I must say blogging is a purgative avenue of relieving boredom about inconsequential things and venting emotions. Over years, blogging has became much of an hobby or a daily routine. It has became the closest thing to me, for when I feel down, I can twist and twirl my own words and vent my emotions here, just for me and my diary to understand and leave all others clueless about my entry.
- Exams are in TEN days times.
- It's my birthday in 13days.
- Exam's will be over in 14 days.
- It'll be G&G's anni in 18days!
how about heading to MOS on the tenth? hehHeh!
Okay, so can you hear me squealing with anticipation? I'm going to have all the fun in the world, wanting everything to unfurl exactly the way I've planned. I aint selfish but I want my things labelled, when it's mine there aint nobody coming around to mess it. Can I have it like this? I'd prefer a naked relationship. Hide nothing even beneath the bare skin. Just like sunflower and
I. nothing beats it. Suddenly, guys are a turnoffs for me, bigtime (for only now). Jessie knows why. Well, i'm feeling totally offended by this one guy and a testimonial he dropped me. SHAME ON YOU! toldcha people, guys suck.
GOODLUCK TO THOSE MUGGING/SITTING FOR THEIR EXAMS! DONT GIVE UP (:
I love karthigesh-yy, thnx for giving me the hope to wait <33
Monday, October 23, 2006
about:
waiting
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
saranghaeyo~
*loveloveyou
Friday, October 20, 2006
about:
myhotstuff :)
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Heels, curvylegs, dressed in pink traditionals
and paste a feminine smile with this -
I'll be happily enjoying and tiring myself as diwali awaits all of us tmr.
not much of a bighoohaa exciting event for me, BUT
to me it's always a family outing kinda thingy cause we go to our family-friends places.
So when you say forever
Can't you see
you've already captured me.
-i love you-
MYhotstuff :)
about:
Karthigesh.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Cause it's you I love
Thursday, October 19, 2006
about:
the boy!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Photo updates! ((: The baby used to be so so sweet to me!
-a year ago-
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
about:
Trust
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
The mother walks her daughter to a spot and leaves her there
She says, wait right here for me and I'll be back.
The daughter promises her mom that she'll wait right there.
She waits and waits and her mother hasn't returned.
She doesnt know if she should continue waiting or should she look for her mother.
She decides to stand in the middle of this alien place, all frightened and unaware of whats going to hit her next. She lives in hopes because of the words her mother spoke.
She knows her mother will never let her down but then again,
she has no sign of her mother.
Yet,she continues to wait
only because, she wanted to keep her promise . .
and cus' she TRUSTED her mother.
about:
PARANOID
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I feel like jumping down to die, call me
cry baby, I dont care..
It super sucks and I knew this would be comingg, Just dont tell me its happening.
I need to talk. And I dont understand why I am crying as I type this entry.
I just dont understand anything that is happening.
Is life ever fair? Is anyone even trying to be fair?
I've been crying this
whole week and I dont know where it's leading me to.
Maybe I'm thinking too much.. Maybe i'm expecting too much..
maybe its just me.. no, maybe its just him.
maybe, I should just go cry again cause it makes me feel better ))))):
-
I'm waitingggggg. period.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
about:
Pulling through
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
i'm sorry.
I am so fucking pissed.
drown deep and kill me.
-i've reached the lowest, i cant take it anymore-
I love my boyfriend so much.
about:
Lost.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
My emotion now ::
I feel like flushing my heart
down the toilet bowl.
Monday, October 16, 2006
about:
i kissed kimjeonghoon
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
When the boy doesnt have mood, I too dont have.
I'm soo loving you ((((:
ps; nothing more I can ask for than a lifetime with you.
It supposed to look much realistic photographer lacked the skills nonetheless,
i love the picture and i love the photographer-sara!
& now, im hurting- please exams be over!
about:
School rumble
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Watched 26episodes of Schoolrumble season1.
And got abit excited about Suzuka so completed 2eps there.
Geshy's influence and I'mmm loving it ((((:
Sunday, October 15, 2006
about:
Waiting
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I feel so alone and so lost when I'm at home- intending to revise but my mind wonders off.
I'd be 24/7 with my handphone just wishing for a message/ring to make my day.
I try to mug but I wouldn't last for more than two hours.
I'm not progressing at all, slaps myself!
The boy is busy mugging )))):
Ahhh, I'm waitinggggggggg
impatiently.
I'm offf to taste ep 11 of school rumble!
-you're way to special to me-
Saturday, October 14, 2006
about:
A GUY ISN'T A GUY WHEN.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I love my boyfriend.
22days left.
A guy isn't a guy when he leaves his girlfriend, cause he never kept his words.
(Infact, he's gutless for leaving her to cry in the dreams she built with him.. leaving her in this world, all alone)
A man isn't a man at all when he leaves his wife, cause he never kept his words.
(A man, should be the one who takes control and assures security to the woman)
A man, isn't a man unless he keeps his woman happy(forever)
Friday, October 13, 2006
about:
Our anni (:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HAPPY DAY TO US BABY!
*muacks*
Thankyou for these monthss.
I just can't get enough of you.
We've done so much of stuffs together.
Remember the SAF open house with your cousin lata & bf?
Remember the late nights, and muggings..
Remember the day I met mummy in your house.
Remember the day you weren't happy with Benedict (hah!)
Yes, that day when I watched you play soccer!
Remember the day you took oral in my sec school!
Remeber the days you walked me home!
Remember I left jagoh many years ago, but you never forgot my name and found me!
Remember our first movie? >superexgf<
(mwhaha, i can just go on)
Thankyou for being there for me and for motivating and making me study
and most of all for loving me so much.
I'd wait for you, cause No one has treated me the way you do.
No one .. just no one can replace you.
*I love you*
-140706-
ps / I want to grow old so quickly and then, slow down cause I just want to hit the age when my parents would approve me of having a bf and then slow down so that i can spen dso much of time with him. (:
OFF FOR SCHOOL & CAMP!!
Thursday, October 12, 2006
about:
Challenge
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
The biggest challenge for me. It's been two weeks since we met and now, i've to wait for like erhm 24+7days or more! that's like a MONTH! Ooo fook man! but i'll wait. I'll wait for you to come to me. Dont you ever leave me waiting okay? I'll hang in there, cause you give me the hope to. Although I dont like things this way, your promises and words keep me going.
We shall then have our ideal holiday together. Til then, I shall fight through my everyday.
I Love you boy, so much and always! && yes, i've got all my faith and trust planted in (=
Dear god, please give me the emotional strength and will power.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
about:
Advanced birthday gift.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Advance bdae gift!
My new top from melbourne! Yay! (:
Just wondering how in world, is this fat body going to fit in there!
Anyhoo, ThankYou MK! (:
twentyfive days away from EXAMS!
my baby! love you boy so much!
[ I cant wait for exams to be over! ] LOVELOVE!
Anyhoo, it's been nearly two weeks since I met the boyfriend
about:
(:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME

I love you more than you do, it's a fact - i know it.
I'll never leave you unless you do.
I always keep my promises alive.
Monday, October 09, 2006
about:
because of you
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Ahh everythings simply falling apart.
My life seemed so smooth and too beautiful for words.
From the normal life I lead to the personal issues of life, everything is
coming to an end.
But now, right now the world seems to have turned its back on me.
I just dont understandd why is it that god gives me sorrow and pain
when im living happily. I dont understand.
One by One, I see everythings crumbling down.
I can't bear this hurts anymore, the thoughts kills.
Yes, I'm paranoid.
But I tend to look on the bright side of life, but each time ..
I hope too much that I dont see anything bright.
No, Im no a saddist.
Im just a human and Ive got feelings too.
Suddenly, I wish I was never around. I wish I could disappear now.
Just somewhere, farawayy..
Somewhere away from people.
I dont have to love, be loved be happy or sad.
Id just live a carefree life.
I' couldnt bear it no more, I cried to myself.
Crying doesnt help solve things , but it makes me feel better.
Over and over, its just me, my thoughts and the situations.
No one understands the story behind the tears.
Im just scared, worried . . .. I can see everything that is going to hit me already.
I cannot run out there to find shelther under anyone's arm, no one can be trusted.
Yes, I trust alot of people, but sometimes they either break it. .
or the thought of getting hurt, should they break the trust we wholely plant in them..
Okay, I suck
for now.
Im
PARANOID and just hurtting more by the second.
I cant take anymore unto me. Humans, please dont add on.
Im preparing for the worst of life, but I cant let it fall, can I ?
Saturday, October 07, 2006
about:
Rainbows
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Watashi geshy-san de suki dese.
-Im off to flood & fart ! (:
Friday, October 06, 2006
about:
I love you more than you do.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Chocofudgeysexxy,
I love you so much and I'll hold onto this always.
Thankyou for everything (:
I miss you so much!
COME meet me soon )):
ps; love you more than you love me! court dismissed (:
Thursday, October 05, 2006
about:
TO YOU
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
ONLY TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN:
Blossoming love, ever so wonderful.
Gah! Im feel so gay at the thought of you.
Sexxyboy, yumyum!
Can't wait to throw my arms around you! ,
soonThankyou for everything!
Baby I love you,Baby I need you I gotta have you ,Can't be without you
Oh, I love the way you kiss me ,Oh, baby please I'm about to lose my mind ,Oh talk to me, 'cause I'm begging for you And I'm down on my knees ,Baby, I know you're the one that I need Every time you look my way ,I realize more and more how much I adore those pretty eyes of yours, I'm helpless baby What I wanna know is are you willing to try..can you love me for a lifetime .. In just one night
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
about:
I hate this feeling
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
There's something I'm terribly yearning for.
I hate this feeling.
It's like you want something RIGHT NOW!
But you can't have it now, you ought to WAIT for it.
GAH!
I want chocofudgeysexxy, now ):
Missing geshy so so so so so MUCH!
LOVELOVE onlyyou, so much!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
about:
Pulling through
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Will you be my shoulder?
HOW DO I..
HOW DO I ..
NOW..
HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU?
I miss you so much ):
Monday, October 02, 2006
about:
14/7/06
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I LOVE YOU GESHY!
Hugs Hugs!
~[14seven2006]~
Sunday, October 01, 2006
about:
Sugar daddy
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
After church and party, headed to meet
the-sugadaddy.
Bought him his fave oldchunkyfood and a special i love you lollipop (:
Happy children's day and let's count down to exams together! & to the big day aight!
Baby was sick, and ever so cute. Thanks for accompanying me back, hornyboy!!
To be in the arms where you feel ever most secured.
god picked the best of friends and you'll be one of them forever.
Best friends are people who understands you best,you're one of them,
and someone, just more than it all. love ya lots baby. (: & Ooooo
let's get high.
Ty for everything chocofudgeysexxy!
You's the love.