Tuesday, January 30, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
I'll share with you my workload tonight. I've got to complete my 1000words report, it dues tomorrow and I haven't started. Danny's motivation wasn't enough. Sara's feeling exactly the same way as I am feeling *headache* and I dont know how long I'll take to complete it. Saturday would be yet- another date due to meet for English. And Monday will be group project due date and tues/fri? will be maths! Honestly, I can't I can't I can't. Once assignemnts end, I'd have two weeks to prepare for exams. I dont want to repeat my maths, but seems like, I'll have to? [worried]
School today was good. Met up with SHAMEE,CT & JEROME (: Instead of me&shamee doing our assignment we ended up playing cards til my sister came to pick me up. I'm feeling so messed up.Alright, I'm forever bragging about overloads and this and that. Tomorrow's going to be a good day! I'm very excited! Would meet up with latz before heading to the new outlet and tadaaaaaaa! I'll get to see friendly guy!! LIEA!MAJ! the other two whom I super love (= yes yes, definitely plenty loads of pictures too! I cant wait. Thursay will be the official launch at somerset (OG) STARBUCKS! YIPIIIE DOOOOOO!
Okay, Everyone's nudging me to do my work, i'm off. ONE THOUSAND WORDS, ARGHS!
Thankyou Precious, please let all my loved ones know that I' love them so.
Monday, January 29, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
I read through my archives, and for some reasons, it made me tear. It's all memories, (flash back) about seven months ago. It was mid 2006. I dont wish to elaborate but I'm missing some things, very badly. And now, I'm off to bed. I can't wait for school. This waiting, the hopes and everything, i'm leaving it in yours, precious.
[updates]
School was pretty good. I couldn't stay on for long- for the project SORRYGUYS! It's like, for the very first time everyone was doing their parts deligently without having DOTA as a distraction. Now on, I'm going to avoid using the short form 'norm' for normal. Norm has other meanings and as a business student, I'd probably start confusing myself with the terms.
Went to open RHB bank account, and had to pay $500 bucks for that. All for good, I know. I've straightened out alot of my priorities, and I'm working towards it. Time to save! Anyways, since I was with my sister at cecil st. We walked down to CapitalTower(CT) Starbucks! I had to do CORRECTION for my bar test, hahhh!
I scored 47/50 and TOMMY SAID VERY GOOD ! I made JESSIE( from hq) and TOMMY (mgr) CLAPCLAP! :D
It was helluva fun there. I missed maj & fiqah so much, dont ask me why. So I met SAM! This totally hawwttt, I-can't-get-my-eyes-off-you friendly guy. The incharge of our schdules and he&I were doing my schdule and now he's giving me a PROJECT to do. Oh boy, but good! On a brighter note, I can work with him ((:
Basically i feel that wearing HEELS improves posture, makes you carry yourself more and it's all about curvvvvvyyyness. So, just for sara, I was on my heels today and WM called me SEXBOMB. Tommy kept asking me why I was so sexy-(for today). Sam, kept shouting my name or smilnig or saying something each time I walk pass him. It's like whatever guys! I felt so out-of-place. Gerrald kept laughing at me!! JULIE,RINNI,ASH & MAJ kept me accompany til I decided to leave. It's the official last-day at CAPITALTOWERS! although I wasn't on shift. But to look on the brighter side, SOMERSET outlet opens this thursday and I'll be there on afternoon shift with LATA! That's super great,lah.Wednesday's our store meeting, I simply can't waitt, there's so much to look forward to.
Precious, thankyou for always being open for me to pour my words unto you. I like it WORDY. Dont you want me to fill you with so much of words filled with lots of memories precious?
Sunday, January 28, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
Valerie likes my picture post. I dont know and dont really care about how good or bad the pictures look, so here it goes, all out for you Val! (I'm bored too- so here's the post)
Precious, it's me in the new outfits.
Is it really me?
Are you sure, it's the real me?
Sara says, pictures can be deceiving. (qouted from her friendster shoutout)
Through pictures, I let out alot of my emotion.
You wouldn't know.
I'm trying real hard to smile.
I think I forgot how to smile.
Does it actually matter to anyone?
Precious, thank you for storing my pictures in you.
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
After pulling through three days of cold war, it's finally over. My sister love is back with me, just like we were before. I hate fighting with her, but sometimes we just can't help it. I'm changing. I'm no longer very patient and I easily get irritated and that's the cause of our fights. But it's okay, everything perfectly normal now. I'm happy. Helped her weigh her luggage and all and also made her rent a car for a week. Yes, now she's drive me to school-work and back home for one whole week! She needs to practise driving as she has to gain the confidence to drive on the streets of melbourne. And the bestest part about this whole -driving-me-to-school- thing is that, I'll get to sleep longer.
I now have got almost more than thirty tops added into my closet. Thanks to sisters and godsiblings! Awesome! No more seeing me in familiar tops.I need lots of bottoms. I used to share it all with my sister but she's taking them with her so I'm left with seriously few bottoms. Limited variety to chose from and that all goes to the saying, I need to shop! shop! shop! Once I get my money, that is - when I pass my bartest-theory. lalala~
I think I'm planning life way too ahead of me. I've already made plans for my degree but instead of doing it in sept 2008, I'd do it in 2009 or 2010 and by then, I would have more than enough money plus, my sister is willing to fund me to go abroad. Under consideration though. 14months left to complete the diploma.For now, I can't wait to end this semester ((= *I hate businessmathematics!!
I bought a new winnie the pooh weighing machine. Now i can weigh myself more. The heavier I get, the happier I am. Dont get me wrong, not that I want to weigh more but what I meant is, when I'm really happy I'm filled with happiness so i'd be weighing more. PREENA, if you happen to read my precious, yeah- I miss you too lady. It's been super long! & finally,#436 starbuckers will be meeting up this week. Precious, I'm sure you know how happy I'd be to meet them all. Thanks Asila for ajak-ing me of all people !
There's no limits to dreaming. Dream for all you want, and work towards your dreams cause dreamt to be fulfilled. Desires within oneself. Precious, thank you for being patient with my rumblings.
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
As of 27th Jan, it's Shameemah's 18 birthday. When we were further apart, I'd do the smallest thing to surprise her. I recall me, getting Jerome to fetch me and plan a little surprise for her when we were in secondary school. Well, small things I'd do just to meet her, especially on special occasions.But things are changing. Now, we're in the same school. We've never been in the same class since we were three. It doesnt really matter that we aren't in the same class, but I miss her some how. I made her come to this school but I feel like I've left her all alone out there. Darn, I feel damn lousy. May you pick wonderful friends and brighten her everyday lectures. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE. Your belated surprise shall take its time to come to you.We've came a long way.
I feel like I'm missing out alot in everything.I miss Jessie, so much. I haven't met her for over 14days. Drifting? No way, I'm just sick (now), plus I dont have my handphone with me,
(please do not contact me at my hp anymore,i'm to no availability, cause its not longer in use) and I've got too many time consuming commitments. I'm convincing myself, yes I am but well.
Tell me precious, what have I been missing out? I did my bar test today. Drink making was good. I passed. As for the theory, I'm not sure yet. I cant wait for Tommy to tell me how well I faired. I want to pass, it'll feel like -one less burden. Tell me precious, I'l get one burden off my shoulder. I've got indivudal assignment to hand in the upcoming wednesday. And I've got to buck up on businessmathematics. Tell me Precious, I can do it. I've got hope in me and faith in the future. I will be a high flyer. I want to reach my dreams and hit every goals I make. I can't seem to be committing myself to the people around me. I'm neglecting responsibilities. I cant seem to compromise anymore and I easily get angry for the very slightest things.
15days and my sister will be off for melbourne. I'm certain I'll be crying. Crying so much, having no one to run to, this time.She's been oneof the ever closest thing to me in my house. What will life be without her? I'm wondering now. I've only been away from home, away from her when I stay out.What will life be without her to nag at me, yell and fight with me? What will life be without her to bitch,gossip,camwhore,share secrets,shop,and have late nights,and try getting drunk? I dont know. But what's worst, we just fought. And we're walking on thin ice. I know It's my fault for the first time. But I cant bring myself to face her. I'm egoistic. Precious, tell me we'll be best of friends, back to square one. Tell me she'll be okay when she's off to melbourne. Can you tell her, I love her so?
Precious, I dont feel like stopping. I want to continue blogging everything that comes across my mind. My friends say I'm way too mean to be looking nice and naive. They say i'm a walking contradiction. I'm a complicated kid. But guess 2007 is still going smooth for me, and that's so great. I must make the best out of this year for I've awaited this year very excitedly and now that it's been around for 28 days, I'm seeing life in a while different point of view.
Thankyou precious for carrying my thoughts in you.
Singapore won Malaysia with penalty shot, soccer.
Friday, January 26, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I was a good good girl, today (:
THANKS ANDY & DANNY for just sticking around.
JOLENE,NUTTY ANDDDD my sara left lecture during break.
I was so darn angry at first, but it's no one's fault.
They wanted to leave, wanted me to leave too but I didnt want
So I sat down all alone, but paid full attention to the lecture (:
&& that's good, cause I dont regret staying in one bit.
loves you!
JESSIE's OFF for msia .
missing you real bad!
TKKAIRE. HOPE you're OKAY (=
godbless.
MY BAR TEST IS TMR!
And lata's not in sg to TIP ME!
OMG )))))):
lucks for me.
nights
Thursday, January 25, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
thanks for the smiles!
[THURSDAY ;; bus ride home!]
SARA-AYE! :) & DE!-ON :)
[THURSDAY ;; lunch & projecting!]
PARTIME ANDY in green (:
FULLTIME DANNY in white (:
ALL TIME SARA-AYE! in black (:
HALF TIME NATASHA in yellow (:
SOME TIMES JOLENE iin the entre! (:
D! made a video with that sausage, disgusting (:
Even when school gets stressful, I've met lovely people
who'll pull me through. thankyou : D
DMFS/3/1/A 2006 ROCKS!
[Wednesday ;; in the hands on lab]
FULLTIME D! and my galfriend DE!-ON (:
Tommorrow, we'll speak of all our crazy times together.
AMEN.
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
positiveness!
THANKYOU MATT for driving me to school [[:
& dropping my sister off too! yeahyay!
ARMY made you shrink matt!
Anyway, the below is to SELF.
1) Open a new bank account for future savings [[: Prudential? (natasha inspired me to!)
2) Spend LESS-ER
3) Since my liabilities are so so SO much more than my assets, join the stockmarket!
4) I can take my DEGREE in SEPT 2008 but first I want to hang onto a good job and save up! 10-20K!
But from now til then, I've to pay up my diploma 9K! [[ :
Total : Save up 30K!
5) Yes it's all monetary issue, issues dealing with $$.
LESSEN handphone bill.
6) Get ANOTHER part time JOB! (something which pays so much MORE)
7) MOST IMPORTANTLY BY FEBRUARY 07 , get someone to tutor me BUSINESS MATHEMATICS!
8) Save up and develop all the films (in double digits).
9) Send $300 every month starting MARCH07 to my sister's banky!
10) NEVER EVER SIT FOR SUB PAPER, OKAY?
I'm actually fucken bored, crazy and super duper tired.
byebye.
I need SLEEP (:
SLEEPAHOLIC WANNABE!
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
I need a break from everything.
School, work and life.
Take me away, faraway, away away.
I CAN'T COPE WITH MATHS, HELP!
Sunday, January 21, 2007
about:
TOMMY'S FAREWELL PARTY
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSITIVENESS
After school at the bus terminal, camwhores.
Yeah, it was pouring monsters, as you can see.
[ in the pic ; DANNY & DEON with ME! :) ]
I rushed home just to take my shower and got back to the bus terminal.
OH SOME OLD MAN WAS TRYING TO BE FUNNY WITH ME.
but he was hot man.. botak! (",)
Went for NP open house!
Kind'a plain yet I managed to have fun.
off we left for the chalet.
Ended up taking the same bus as fiqah & ayu.
slacked on the bed, OH I GOT MY TOE INJURED!
It hurts til now okay, lata? OUCH!
It was really nice to know many new people.
& the biggest surprise of the day was
HAZLIA! my childhood friend!
Ahh, i love! We'll all have a blast at SBOG when we move in
in less than TWO WEEKS TIME!
Today was a good day,except for the fall & right now.
Okay, THURSDAY is my BAR TEST!
I'm so effing screwed.
Tuesday will be daytwo of learning bar drinks.
Wednesday will be daythree ofl earning bar drinks.
Thursday will be the test.
TOMMY!! THIS IS NOT FAIR! ):
cause everyone else got weeeeeeks to learn. BOO!
Saturday, January 20, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSITIVENESS.
ehh 20th day of the year!
[ let it rain til the end of time ]
somehow, D! makes alot of sense.
It was pouring monsters.
The rain was way too heavy for me to handle.
Generous andy lend his umbrella to lucky sara.
Protective Danny protected me from the rain but!
failed to protect me on the overhead bridge.
Yeahyay, I was holding my skirt down cause the wind would have blown it away . . .
and he was talking, talking and . .
things happen so quickly, I can't remember how.
But I fell DOWN! @!$@#%@# OUCHY!
SARA & DEON didnt watch me fall but they figured it out cause I was sitting and laughing!
okay okay, it's very normal.
OUCHOUCHOUCH!
thanks D!,S,DEEEEEE for the concern!
love!
Im off to meet K&L to go NP!
& then for chalet tonight
byeeeeeeeee
Friday, January 19, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSITIVENESS
It's already the 19th of 2007.
TIME definitely has its way.
Soon it'll be FEBRUARY ;
& there's only two things that ring the bells.
1) SISTER GOING ABROAD.
2) MOVING OUT OF CAPITAL TOWERS AND HEADING TO TOWN!
Oh & then, it'll be MARCH;
EXAMS!
No, danny stop saying we're taking BM for six months
cause we cant afford to repeat modules okay!
JIAYOU!
I dislike bonaventure loo and his business mathematics, ah!
DMFS graduates 2006.
DMS semester one MPO group members!
Yay, we ended up altogether and this group is amazing.
GREAT FRIENDS, I LOVE!
SARA,JOLENE & NATASHA.
DANNY & ANDY.
you people rock stuff.
So after projecting in the morning and attending lectures.
I zoomed off to NP and met up with PRATHEEP, MOKAN & MISHA.
that's all, for tonight.
I've got school & FAREWELL CHALET TMR :)
FREEEEEEEE like a bird to soar and reach my goals.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
about:
SAMMY 18th bdae 7th jan
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
PICTUREPOST-FOR SAMMANTHA! (:
07th january 2007.
Did this for Katteh Boy & Sammantha!
lovelove !
the birthday snapshots.
BIRTHDAY GIRL!
Keep smiling sammy dearest!
I know it's kinda late to put this post up, but well :)
Little pictures, but lots of memories!
LOVE
you & the other, babes!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS!
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
From the mountains of faith
To a river so deep
I must be looking for something
Something sacred I lost
But the river is wide
And it's too hard to cross
And even though I know the river is wide
I walk down every evening
and I stand on the shore
And try to cross to the opposite side
So I can finally find out what
I've been looking for .
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the valley of fear
To a river so deep
And I've been searching for something
Taken out of my soul
Something I would never lose
Something somebody stole
I don't know why I go walking at night
But now I'm tired and
I don't want to walk anymore
I hope it doesn't take the rest of my life
Until I find what it is that I've been looking for
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the jungle of doubt
To a river so deep
I know I'm searching for something
Something so undefined
That it can only be seen
By the eyes of the blind
In the middle of the night
I'm not sure about a life after this
God knows I've never been a spiritual man
Baptized by the fire,
I wade into the river
That runs to the promised land
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the desert of truth
To the river so deep
We all end in the ocean
We all start in the streams
We're all carried along
By the river of dreams
In the middle of the night
I know Ive been searching for something,
something that never exist.
We're all carried along
by the river of dreams
and sometimes you get lost.
you get hurt.
But it's okay cause I'll find what I've been looking for.
[off for work! taadaa!]
Labels: billy joel river of dreams
Monday, January 15, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS.
3rd week of 2007.
& now they call me princess :)
If I had just one tear running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your expense
Maybe all my misery would be well spent
Yeah.... Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain
I gave , now I 'm wanting Something in return
So cry just a little for me
If your love could be caged, honey
I would hold the key
And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me
And you'd hunt those lies
They'd be all you'd ever find
And that'd be all you'd have to know
For me to be fine
Yeah.... And you'd cry a little
Die just a little and baby I would feel just a little less pain
I gave ,now I'm wanting Something in return
So cry just a little for me
Give it up baby
I hear your goodbye
Nothins goin save me
I can see it it your eyes
Some kind of heartache
Darlin give it a tryI dont want pity
I just want what is mine
Yeah... Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that your're feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in retrun
So cry just a little for me
Yeah... Cry just a little for me
woo ooo;;
could you cry a little for me yeah, yeah
Sunday, January 14, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS.
JESSIE'S BIRTHDAY WAS A BLAST : D
Had the babes and a couple of ex-sec sch friends there ;;
SECONDARY SCHOOL RAWKS, I miss those days.
JESSIE MADE ME CRY.
WHY?
SHE CRIED FIRST OKAY!
I'll definitely not elaborate on why exactly she cried it'll be kept personal.
but hey, i'm so very touched!
I've got one real true friend out here who'll cry for me.
Would YOU, ever cry about something that doesnt matter you, just because you care?
I'm falling out, I dont know I dont know.
TIME won't you say? SHOW me the way!
Current mood : Complicated.
Everyday, a brand new day.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS.
[friday]
HOW MUCH DO YOU SPEND ON YOUR HANDPHONE USUAGE?
Here's a quick review for the past year 2006 - 2007.
jan06- $43.63
feb06-$81.91
mar06-$82.17
apr06-$52.14
may06-$75.75
jun06-$65.21
jul06-$35.92
aug06-$105.06
Sep06-$95.83
oct06-$63.44
nov06-$53.14
dec06-$72.79
JAN2007- $88.07 ; approx $920.00 in total
Now you know where all the $ goes.
I need to SAVE! even though I dont get allowances.
I want my pay haiks!
Its been less than nine days at work and
Im now knwn as the fastest learning barista cause less than a week,
and im already cashiering! :D
CLAPS! It was funnnnnnn. I cant wait for orchard outlet to open!
it'll be way too happening.
CAN YOU FEEL THE HEAT ALREADY?
[saturday]
happy 18th birthday Jessie!
or 5th birthday? Whatever it is, happy birthday okay?
I can't wait to party but sadly no staying over ):
may you have a splendid birthday bash.
Im more excited than you are , hahahh
Friday, January 12, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
this is my life.
I craft it with my own hands.
If I say yes for something, there's another yes/no to look at.
the pros and cons of everything, matters.
I can chose to eliminate and manipulate.
I need to do self-acutualization.
to see where Im heading, i've got no goals now.
I'm aimless, ambitionless, simply directionless.
Everything that comes my way, I just go for it-all the way.
Im like just moving with the flow.
I want to set the flow of my life!
CHANGING FOR THE BETTER
my oinkys, tell me when Im wrong :)
& eh you, you just make me hate you more.
you're no big shot, thankyou.
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS.
School was fun : D
Danny scares me with little conversations such as today's.
the world is coming to an end.
Met up with Sarath,Azzad,Sharifah and Raj at IP after their work.
And just headed home straighttttt.
Have I neglected the band again?
or do I just not have the time to committ or to even help them up?
I have the great passion and the skills and talent but I dont see the use of keeping them with me.
I want to share what I have with others
SYF is coming but now, I'm studying AND working and I dont find time.
YUHUA CONCERT BAND, I MISS YA"LL.
JIAYOU FOR THE COMP!
sparkswindband's concert this saturday, goodluck guys!
MUSIC IS MY PASSION.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
about:
TENTH day of new year
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS.
School, is becoming fun on one hand and extremely uncomfortable on the other.
Maybe I'm being self-coincious but I feel so OUT OF PLACE when . .
.
.
.
NEVERMIND.
I'll try to smile and wave at everyone I see okay?
THREEDAYS TO JESSIE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY @ SENTOSA
COME ON FOOLS, DONT YOU WANA STALK US DOWN?
:)
Some people dont understand me.
They dont, dont - oh no they dont.
it's raining guys, r-a-i-n-i-n-g- -g--u-y-s .
Got what I mean?
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSTIVENESS.
School, is a everyday new experience.
One day its so fun and the next it's plain and the next exciting the it can take you through many scenes of life.
Today was a pretty-boring-pretty-irritating lecture, business mathematics.
I was falling asleep, and I also couldn't understand the lecturer. not bcus i was sleepy -_-
Anyway, the a person keeps being so friendly to me.
IM NOT FRIENDLY! It's so very uncomforatable but I'll try to be nice to [him] okay?
Gosh and I must very much thank SHAMEEMAH for dropping my hp down at the plaza.
WTH! & all the guys turned . . . ehhh please stop teasing me with jonathan can?
Like my father- like - that.
Lots of humiliation pretty fun embarrassing moments for me today but I suppose
the worst anyone can experience is SARA FAN SHIQIN :)
Im off for work, enjoy.
I've been feeling pain.
This really excruciating pain in my chest.
No, i cant define pain but its really this sharp 'pull-like-pain' on my right chest/breast?
Im not ashamed nor afraid to share my pain to my blog, and its readers.
yes, pain - please go away it been hurting day long.
about:
DAY EIGHT OF NEW YEAR
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSTIVENESS.
School, I dont know how to describe it.
I had to photocopy my notes just so I can follow up will lessons since I haven't paid the schoolfees of 8K+.
Yay, expensive and extremely difficult to pass but when I graduate the qualification will be higher.
I can already feel the pressure ):
Well, we've got a new group which consist of SARA,JOLENE,NATASHA + ANDY & DANNY.
We were the graduates of DMFS last year so it's cool!
These guys are so so cute, can? The way they try to express their sincerity , HA-HA HA !
Work, it was the last day of HQ-in-class training and after the kissing and hugging goodbye ;
I dont know if we'll ever meet again, like seriously.
Ainon and Asila will be most missed- we were so very very super close!
We hugged and kissed like so many many times.
LESBIANIC ; I know.
I'm now simply looking forward to JESSIE'S 18th party.
I'm not going to give any details on my blog regarding the party cause some jerks will start ringing me
or passing my number and try to track us down, see! WE"RE WANTED!
We're supposed to have a PJ sleepover but seems like I've thwarted the plans since-
I've got things going on the following day, so no sleep over for me . Suck can? )):
Jessie dont angry with me cause I still love you :) ALWAYS!
Yeahyay, I spoke tamil today.
It's a great achievement for me, like seriously!
Although the comment was; you speak like a baby
in other words, you're as lousy as a baby trying to pick up it's mother tongue language.
Ehh, I'll prove you wrong, I 'm working on it.
Give me like TEN YEARS to learn tamil from the basics can?
I've found something so real :)
Monday, January 08, 2007
about:
DAY SEVEN OF NEW YEAR
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS!
Photocredits to GENIEVE.
Sammantha dearie (bdae girl) & the oinkys (rani,jessie,genieve)
To the guy who kept irritating me, hope this proves to you.
As much as we loved each other, we always hated each other.
AZAR AZAR fight fight! Eleventh year of NYANI'S CRAP. =)
Injection was shiok!
[sam's bdae]
Met up with the oinkys and headed to ECP and our journey's are the bestest memories.
Met the birthday girl, her bf, sara,bing, the familyy
and then, more and more people started to come and we were eating eating eating.
FUNNNNNNNN : D
Well, only until -
the phone rang and it was from some random person whom I dont know!
I hate this prank or really annoying calls where they crap big time saying they know you
or you spoke to them just DAYS AGO? bullshit lah!
Gave all the full boost scoldings crappings whatever you call it
and just as the temperature was rising , . .
GENIEVE SCREAMS EXCITEDLY
SHOOTING STAR SHOOTING STAR SHOOTING STAR!
*giggles and only the oinkys managed to stand side by side together and watch it.
So beautiful along with the sunset and everything.
SUPER BEAUTIFUL and I just can't describe it's beauty.
love you oinkys :)
We were giggling here and there practically living in our own world.
SARA was super tiredd and she left kinda soon.
Well, the rest of us lay down camwhoring and just having funfunfun.
Oh yes, we drank but just alittle. NYANI & I loved it!
Honestly, today was a complete blast.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMANTHA, WE LOVE YOU!
Adrain picked us up, we bought ice creams and drive thru for macs.
YUMMILICIOUS!
Then Adrain,Surein,Ish,Surinder, and the oinkys drove back laughing laughign laughing.
Gosh this is soooo undescribable!
Im looking forward to 13th JANUARY.
Sammantha's finally legal i've gotta wait eleven months.
*hugs*
nights.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
about:
DAY SEVEN OF NEW YEAR
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS!
Yay today will mark the end of the FIRST week of this beautiful newyear and
the mark of the upcoming second week which I hope will equally awesome.
I'll make this a short one til I get back to reedit.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SAMMANTHA! : D
Finally legal and yes yes I can see that WIDE smile on your face.
Good luck in everything you do woman!
Keep smiling, tonight will be a blast!
ECP, here we come.
Okay so Ainon's going to be at ECP with her younglion boyfriend!
*bumpbumpbump* Cant wait to bump into them and go! EHHH!
We craved a nasty plan , so yay.
Now, Im like informing my blog what why and how or when Im doing this and that.
Gosh, I relate to my blog as my friend but does my blog actually need to know all this?
Anyway I'm off for the injection with the girls and the clinic's at TOWN. .
Oinky, tonite-tonite!
about:
DAY 6 of new year.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS!
DAY SIX OF NEW YEAR :)
6thjanuary2006.
hehh, I was late for school!
TRAINING was awesome, made alot alot of drinks.
REALLY alot! that we gave it away to the people around us, in the office and to the security guards.
AND, made for the boy-friendssss/girl-friendss as well!
CUSTOM MADE DRINKS HOR!
Thanks Asila & Ainon for taking the same shift as me APPRECIATED!
And indeed, it paid off cause it was superrrrhappenningg and the facilitaor was super'b!
Meeting Ainon & Asz for typhoid injection tmr! & a definite camwhoring & town-ing session.
I LOVE THESE GIRLS : D
okay, i'm very exhausted!
OH BTW, I was illusion-izing this, on my way home.
and thought it'll be a perfect fantasy and I'd love to share it with everyone.
Has someone literally proposed to you. .
Look into your eyes and ask you to be theirs. .
Come on people imagine as you read this. .
The hope you see in their eyes as they wait for your reply. .
the sincerity the love the warmth the guts they had - to have actually asked you . .
I'm not talking about the typical phone,sms or msn '' will you be my bf/gf '' thing.
You know, the environment . . everything just at its best setting.
I SUPPOSED that few minutes will be the bestest feeeling ever.
Won't it be nice? - I WANTTTTTTTT!!!
Oh Due to lack of sleep, humid weather ;
I've realized that I've got terrible attitude!
BEWARE of me, my agitated-ness, and how quickly I can SNAP you out!
WARNING YOU NOW!
mwhaa- hehh, I gave up my seat to this old aunty today and i feel good.
Helping others makes me feel super good!
superrr good.
today's a unremarkable day.
Friday, January 05, 2007
about:
DAY FIVE OF NEW YEAR
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS!
2007's SMILE! alot alot.
No one's bringing me down this time , no one
at all.
In the LOO after DR GENOVENTURE LOO's LECTURE with SARA :)
THANKYOUGOD for giving me such a wonderful friend.
Through storms and rainbows and cloudy days.
p/s ; thanks for the whole afternoon & lunch at je!
AFTER LECTURE WITH JOLENE :)
This woman, is independant woman!
GOOD FRIENDS I'VE FOUND IN SIM!
(SCHOOL)
Had business management. I was literally cracking my head at some portions of the sums.
Luckily alot alot of the mathematics today I've learnt in AMATHS in secondary school.
Ouhwell, school today was something I'd laugh about always.
Yesyes, I've made a handful of new international friends and this feeling is nice.
So BENJAMIN coincidently happens to be wearing tops - of the same brand as mine.
Like yesterday we were both in hangtens and today, fila. Damn him right backk!
The person infront of me, kept smiling ; D
& during break he (akshard or smthg like that) befriended me!
One more new friend to the list but I shall not elaborate on the following up incidents
that everyone's teasing me about now. *giggles
Ridiculously, I've for 40pages of english assignment given yesterday to hand in tml.
Oh yes, schools on saturdays are oh-such-dragss but yeah.
YEP! There's coffee making tmr with Aslida & three others :))
AINT IT ALWAYS SAID TO BE FREE WORLD POLICY?
about:
DAY FOUR 2007
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS :)
day FOUR of 2007.
SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL.
It seems like weeks since school started but hell, it's only been two days, JUST two!
It must be the working/training/schooling hours that make me feel preoccupied.
I'm dead tired but I've got super happening collegues,friends and buddies to get me going.
Everything's going possitive and extremely fine!
I've got my regular iced belgian chocolate latte' to keep me awake through my every hours.
I FUCKEN MISS JESSIE! / OINKYS! INTAN & ALL .
So, school was awesome!
I've got a couple MORE interntional friends now.
Training/work was ALRIGHT! Laughed alot alot alot.
All the way from 2pm til 10+pm! :D
The phrase, SMILE alotalotalot is mine, okay?
Cause to every question that's my answer! & it's BINGO!
Ouhyes, TMR will be camwhoring session with collegues : D
The topic of the day was [insert name] and all I had to do was to,
*watch* the girls ga-ga over his hawtness.
Hehhh, are you hawt?
Ainon & girls, eyes off lar! Otherwise ..
Your's sg national soccer boy will be in my pockets! (evil laughter)
TMR will be camwhoring session with collegues and I can't waitt!
[POSSITIVENESS], I foresee that tmr's morning plans will be successful and I'd have a peace of mind soon.
I awaits sunday. I awaits sunday. I awaits sunday.
Now, I'm sleepy
GOOD NIGHTS!
you seem way way too good to be true.
Love does miracles and I just need one :)
I'm so proud of [insert name]!
Top five, top in class, top this top that, toptoptop. . .
top my list!! : D
simply the best ! LOVE!
Thursday, January 04, 2007
about:
DAY THREE of new year
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS
030107-wednesday
(day ONE of school)
After going through lots of critical mind blowing moments, or rather an hour or so,
I was given my forms and yepyep! I'm in class DMSNF-017-01/A .
Although at first I was disappointed that I didnt get into class B with SHAMEEMAH ;
I still got my SARA and JOLENE . . deon nat and alot alot of the DMFST-1/A students! oooyay!
Not bad, lesson for today was a total bore cause we've learnt it all last year, ADVANTAGE HERE!
Dragged SHAMEEMAH to NP to eat and pass the stuffs to RAAZI.
We ended up slacking there with MOKAN & JEROME eh- .
THANKS mokan for bus riding-/ sending me to DOVER :) love you okay !
Took a train down to work and and and here it goes.
toned nice body? number? get to know?
EEEEEEEEEEEE!
(dayONE of work)
I had lots of attention, I like :)
Well new environment and blablah, who wouldn't like the attention, you feel so welcomed!
Thank goodness RINI,TOMMY and FAISAL were there today,
esp FAISAL who kept making me BLUSH? LAUGH!!
Oh and they kept asking me, if I was a -
MALAY, EURASIAN OR SOMETHING SOMETHING MIX MIX.
I dont know what exactly the something something mix mix was but at both CT & GB no body got it right.
IM AN INDIAN OKAY! : D
I had three new collegues with me today, ANISHAH, YOGES & VINO.
Hopefully I'd be able to relate to them cause I find a huge barrier between us.
From CT we headed to HQ for training with the other outlet partners and there there there,
I was left sitting alone with strangers who barely knew each other for a minute and we CLIQUED!
Damn, I wish these people were at my outlet! We became sooooo close!
Charmaine, Apul,Zaid,Man,Ira,Kin etcetc.
Especially Ainon, AsiLza and Elisa : )))
It was fun fun fun, through the training itselfff! It felt like another management lesson though.
mwhahahaah it started to pour, IRA,KIN , her bf & I ran back to CT where [insert name] picked me up!
All the way from yishun to my work place just to send me home, SWEET!
POSSITIVENESS, I see so many beautiful days coming my way.
There's school & work tmr and yesyes, [insert name] can pick me up again!
Intan's CB is facing my building and [insert name's] workplace is right infront of mine.
COINCIDENENCE??
Im totally excited for my every single day and I'm looking forward for SUNDAY!
SORRY SAM that I cant sleep over butt it'll be a blast :)
I cant wait to meet my oinkys and babes on that day!! YAYYYYYYYY!
ANYWAY; 04/07/06 HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY STELLA!
Im sorry that the birthday plans at night will be cancelled :(
cause I've gotta work. LOVE YOU!
nothing else I'd ask for :)
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
about:
DAY TWO OF NEW YEAR- day out
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
ningPOSSITIVENESS.
It's been bangbang! so far for 2007.
Today marks dayTWO of 2007 and trust me, Since new year, i've been smiling so much.
DEAR FROWNS, PLEASE DONT SNATCH MY SMILE AWAY!
Smile smile smile :D
Met my sis & her bf for awhile and later headed down to J8.
Caught DEATH NOTE TWO and I tell you, it sucked! BUT! (being positive)
I didn't regret it, I liked the animated cartoon cum god of death character was funny.
Loitered the streets of bishan and got held up because of the heavy downpour.
I had fun and there's a tommorrow to look forward to
- tml will be the first day of SCHOOL for 2007.
Whether or not, i'm going to continue schooling all the way or im going to like it,
i'll make tmr a big bang! [
a blast ] for me :)
Oh yes, and it's also the first day of WORK for me.
LOVE YOU ALL! :)
I want to spend more time with my family this year.
I want to spend more time and build awesome memories with my oinkys and all my girls.
I wouldn't leave out my devil, the nigga the angel, NPians as well.
Soon, i'll have new-er classmates and collegues so basically, I need TIME!
Oh yes but before I start spending time with all you people,
I'm going to spend lots and lots of quality time with my sister Joane : D
SPREAD SOME LOVE =D
Monday, January 01, 2007
about:
first entry for the year.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
POSSITIVENESS :))
Nothing is perfect but one can see imperfection perfectly.
New year wasn't all that perfect but it was a complete blast!
It was the very firstyear when we couldn't get my whole family at the midnight mass, sad.
But the excitment of entering 2007 gave me such joy, I kept smiling.
The church chimes started ringing as the crowd on the padang field roared the countdown. .
10, 9 ,8 .... 3,2,1 !
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Mind you, we were so quietly praying and once the church chimes stopped you could hear the
beautiful fireworks make its way through the cloudy dark sky marking the first second of new year.
By the time we wished the strangers happy new year have lots of craze with them,
it was already past 145am. Ah, no more trains!
The buses were definitely very crowded and NR5/174M were both totally packed!
yesyes, so many of those buses came but it was packed and I dont like squeezing.
Bad experience, I once got stepped and terribly pushed around when I tried entering the buses on a new year.
Yes i was bruised and all, ouch I tell you!
Just as I was ringing for a cabby, ahhh an EMPTY nr5 came to my rescue!
Cool baybehhh. SAb, her sis & adam were there too :)
The bus was travelling 1cm every 2seconds.
the roads were jammed but the weirdest part is TOWN was DEAD by 2plus am.
WHY? DIDN'T YOU HEAR?
there were riotings at town and the police squad chased the people away.
My phone jammed like before 11pm and it sucked cause-
I couldn't send a single message and I couldn't receive or make calls either.
And ah, the situation of the lines jamming only became worst when I kept receiving messages in bulk.
Like every now and then 15smses comes in one shot and tadaa JAMS!
Oh yes, thank you everyone for wishing me and sharing with me this brand new year.
Happy new year to you all of you.
I love you people of my life!
& this will be my best new year so far- although a couple of people were missing. .
[insert name] gave me too much sugar :)
HUNNYBUNNY-MUWHAHAHA *manje-baby!
oh I know most of you are waiting up to look at my new year's resolution.
I've written them and they will all stay with me, ssshh!
___________________________________________________________________
This being the first entry for the year,
I want to put it clear, it's going to be an awesome ride! 2007
I want to do the things I havent tried.
I want to achieve and slowly work towards fulfilling all my dreams.
I want to committ myself and grow my faith in the name of the lord.
I want to committ myself to studies,work and family/friends.
this day onwards, my whole year will be POSITIVE!
Only POSITIVE thoughts and POSITIVE indulgence.
POSITIVENESS, all the way=D
I have left my past behind and I'm not starting a new chapter.
Instead, i'm starting a whole new book.
POSITIVENESS,HAPPINESS,LOVELINESS,JOYOUSNESS - heh.
& he said, let's hold hands and walk through the journey together dear.
Precious, it's me in the new outfits.
Through pictures, I let out alot of my emotion.
I'm trying real hard to smile.
So after projecting in the morning and attending lectures.
Did this for Katteh Boy & Sammantha!
the birthday snapshots.
BIRTHDAY GIRL!
2007's SMILE! alot alot.
In the LOO after DR GENOVENTURE LOO's LECTURE with SARA :)
AFTER LECTURE WITH JOLENE :)
