Dear Precious,

It's my sister CJ's 20th and Jolene's 18th birthday. Happy birthday girls! Got home around twoplusAM, and had so much of difficulty sleeping. Celebrated Jolene's birthday during break with A chocolate gateu cake! Yummie! Camwhored. She looked really happy! We may fight, or always argue and never compromise but we/I love you lots! happy 18th birthdaygirl!
Goodluck in everything you do. *hugs*

ps/ Thou I managed to get everyone to go to vivo sorry tht deon/i couldn't make it! ):

Got back home ordered pizzahut and had dinner with the family for CJ's birthday (:
Star buzzed me to come down stairs and I know he was up to something. Star definitely was not under my block cause star was at temple! Loser! Made me go down just to look at the ever gorgeous moon. It did put a huge smile on my face.. star's mischief. So I headed to collect the cake and had a mini celebration later in the night. Godblessall.

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Dear Precious,

JG Hero, mystar! <3
The irony about this particular picture,
for those who know us, you know that im short and he's just as short!
I was in heels and yet he's taller than me!
arghhh!
Anyway this cute stuff definitely took my breadth away.

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At the cafe the conversation between danny,chris,natasha,deon and myself.
NO OFFENCE YAH!

Danny : I'm acutually a baba!
Genieve : oh really. did you know there is a group of indians called baba too?
Danny & chris : yah.
Genieve : Do you know baba is the guy version of babi (pig)
Danny: really ah,, how come.
Genieve: you know just like how singapore is the lion city.. but baba people used to roll in mud before they shower. Their village had lots of pig so its like that.. no wonder you look like one.
Danny : oh man.. so do they bathe with the pigs?
Genieve : No!! Its just that they roll in the mud before they bathe, cool huh!
Deon : you very dumb ,danny!
Genieve : yeah, baba people are dumb.
Danny : Are you serious about this?
Genieve : Dont believe ask the rest!
Natasha and chris go on to further explain and stretch the whole convo.

basically, danny believed us and got fooled.
Genieve : Can I tell you something danny?
Danny: Yeah shoot!
Genieve : nevermind dont want *giggles* I shy.
Danny: What you got a baby with dheep?
Genieve : Nooooo we didnt do it.
Danny: Oh man, is it mine!? Tell me!
Genieve: err..
Danny: Oh man, what do we do now?
Genieve : I dont know.
Danny: I'm keeping the baby, its mine!

Hahahhaa CHRIS'S and DEON'S faces were like WTTTTTTTTF!

Danny: How is pyramid made?
Genieve: Oh because right... . . .
Chris: Let me tell you.. first they make a small pyramid like sandcastle.
Then right, everyday they water it with alot of sunlight.

HAHHAA(:

Alright, I dont know if the one reading this finds that funny but the conversations were really hilarious to me. After school headed for proj and then to ngeeann convention centre to check out on the people. Helped up suhars with some board thingy and awaited for Uma for my bigbighug!
By the time they started the rehearsal I had to leave for work but its okay, today's the big day, the concert and myheroSTAR will be there! Hah I think i'm star's number 1 diehardfan,can?
Work was alright, I didn't feel all that tired and was completely noisy and loud, crazy. I guess I enjoyed this closing and sunday will be yet another one. Got home past 4am. Yes, i'm totally shagged and here I go now, off to school.

Where do we go, when the sky turns black and there's no sight of star.

Dear Precious,

How come Im growing up to be weaker and not otherwise? I've always been the healthiest strongest person amongst the people around me but things have changed. Life is all about competiting and acheiving and fulfiling my goals and dreams. Obstacles are plenty. I live everyday as it comes for tomorrow never comes. Yes, indeed ive got so many plans laid out infront of me and Im definitely going to sucessfully pull through each plans! Victory is mine.

Jonathan, Night Safari Trip was good. Thanks for ensuring I was still okay. Am sorry that the pain made our conversations quite disturbing for I really couldnt see clearly let alone hear properly. My head just felt very heavy. I'm going to turn in soon, the pain its just getting worst.

Why do I miss star like aftermath a war, like a mother who misses her lost child, like a wife reuniting with her husband. & If tomorrow never comes, is all that I give today enough to last you?



Dear Precious,

Days are getting busier and I can't seem to be keeping up with time. I hope everything goes well. Just got back after work, I was the last to alight from SBcab! Dead tired, my head still hurts. Nevertheless, excitedly looks forward to tomorrow, Night Safari (:

I think Im going to faint, for everything I see is blured.
Yours truly,
sticklikeglue!

Dear Precious,

Completed the questionnaires for businesscomm,finally! I definitely got quite pissed to find out that there were mistakes in the survey! No one is to be blamed though. Ive to re-do it shortly. Since I haven't met the star for sometime, I headed to Ngeeannpoly for lunch. Star was checking out the cute girls&guys trying very hard to piss me off, but I was oblivious. I dont hate Star's daddy but I really really want to dig-out-his-eyeballs,kick-him-upside-down,pluck-out-his-leg-hair,roast-him-up-and-and and-just yell-at-him! He presented Star, a one month tour! Adding on to the backpack trip, now it's a total of 2months. This is disheartening but I'm happy for Star! I'd wait til the end of 2months! I will, for sure.

DANNY GOH GUO QIANG called me fat! Wait, he didn't call me fat but he said I put on weight after the holiday. He was giving me the puppy face yet teasing my fats! He even wanted to touch my pacs! Cheekyboy! Oh well, fat is nice lah! So I headed to ngeeann after lecture to meet Uma and vilzhi. I definitely had a great time with them, laughing so hard! We tagged team and started bullying Uma,woohoo! Thanks babe for the lollipop(s) and hugsss!! <3

1) When there is the water,shipyards,the ever gorgeous sky,
the twinkling stars and bright moon,
there's always memories of you&I.

2) When the days get lonely,
the rain will remind you of how much I miss you.

3) The stars will give you hope,
I'll be your brightest star (northstar) with the softest smile in the darkest skies.

4) The sun will comfort you, it'll be the warmest thing close to you.

5) The moon will remind you of how beautiful you are.

6) The breeze will chorus the gentle whispers of our conversations.

7) When you need someone to listen to you, the waves will be my messenger.

8) And when you want to hear me, close your eyes and
feel the soft breeze blowing and tickling you all over,
touch your heart, grasp your chest you'll realize ,,
just how close I and everyone else are to you, close to your heart.


If you have been closely following up with my entries, you would've known I used to suffer from some sort of excruciating pain in my head. I call it headache or Migraine. On the way back home I suddenly got dizzy and the nerves in my head was like pulling every corner. Imagine yourself falling down a blackhole and all you have is long strings to pull and hang on to. The brain/head was like falling down the blackhole and the nerves were pulling pulling... okay I'm bad at describing. I havent had headaches or such excruciating pain for months and now it's back.
Still hurts so bad.

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Okay I'll surrender!
I've got something to admit, ever since the 13th Ive got a secret obsession.
dheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
*adorabe*

LONG POST!

Headed to dheep's house in the morning. It was a surprise! I bought him his favourite breakfast and surprised him. I was so near his place yet I couldnt figure out my way to his block. I was quite lost and with the help of his bestie who gave me the full address I managed to locate his apartment. SURPRISE ONE! He was lost for words (:

Slacked around and headed to school after breakfast and had a little tinywiny rollercoaster ride. It somehow pushed me to the ends and I was just pissed. Being the oh-so-very-mean person, I made him feel so terrible. He was so so sad.*fast forward* I dont know what got into me but I didnt want to give in and was just being very nasty. Sorry if i hurt you! Oh well, SARA,DEON,JOLENE,CHRIS and DANNY were very helpful in preparing the birthday surprise for dheep. Thank you guys so much, I wouldnt have managed it alone. After loitering ngeeannpoly we did the bdae prep at blk56 and even then, when he didnt talk. That feeling sucked.. it was like as though we really fought but we didnt even fight! When time came, about thirty of us were in the room, with the lighted cake... . beautiful. We surprised him and he was super duper surprised. That was the surprise two! After everyone left, he was still in his state of shock, he hugged me and teared. *aww. I'm very happy that you're happy boy.

Headed back to his house after the surprise and instead of sending him off, ended up chitchatting with his siblings and i definitely was afraid he'll miss out the surprise three so i had to show it to him and yep, he's only allowed to open it up when it strikes twelve, saturday the 14th, the day he turns 21! Anywayyyyys thank you everyone for making this happen. Im elated! HUGS (:



Dear Precious,

Yesterday the d&g were dressed in orange tops. Today the d&g were in black bottoms. Danny goh guo qiang, stop copying can? And tmrw, deon&g will be in white bottoms! Ahh copycatsss!
Lectures are still boring, and to kill time... I had to make fun of danny. EVERYONE laughed sooOOo loud especially when I said, BD! Big danny Bugger Danny B__d_____. go figure!


Headed t ngeeann with Uma whom I met on the way. Met the boy,stole his thinking cap and I disappeared with the girls! Hehhh, and finally met them all for their full rehearsal. Dheep is such an adorable monkeyboy! I loved the act, soo soo nice! Now I cant wait for the actual day. I'm going to have a miserable weekend cause he'll be going off tml and return to spore on monday!?
Saturday would be two in one big day buttt he wont be around so yeah, I'll gayly send him off tmrw! BYE DHEEP :(

I miss my friends all of you.
I love life (:
I love my bestfriends too!
I hope intan's fine, I love you!
Jessie woofie I miss you!

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Dear Precious,

So I was supposed to blog about my easter sunday, eastcoastpark gathering with IMPACTORS, and my chalet. Basically I enjoyed myself throughout all three events.
I definitely enjoyed the chalet- it just feel like one big family! Haaa! Godbless. YUHUA CONCERT BAND ACHIEVED GOLD FOR SYF,again! wheee! :)

muchlove.

Dear Precious,

I have come to you, to write in you thankyou for never turning your back on me. It's saturday, indeed a monotonous day. Now that there's money in the bank, I can't help but to spend spend spend. Ah! I'm either totally broke or totally rich and money just doesnt stay long with me. It's okay, I'm still saving for the rainy days. Lecture was boring, I seemed to have known everything. Andy,Sara and I were talking throughout the whole lecture and occsaionally disturbing danny by shouting his name. Deon was sleeping beside me. Natasha was in her own world, looking at the greenery and hearing the rain tap on the windows. I cldnt help but to burst out laughing pinkly when andy said danny was jealous.Ahh okay nevermind that.

A perfectly boring day. However I had a great time @ Coffeebean with Sara & Deon (:



Dear Precious,

How come I stopped addressing you, each day as I write. No, fairly well you know I haven't neglected you. Today's a public holiday since its goodfriday. Indeed a very good friday for me :)
Headed for goodfriday service at eight in the morning. Had a blessed day.





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I woke up just in time to fetch Sara after her morning lectuers. However, it simply wasn't my day. I couldn't make any outgoing calls/messages on my mobile. Why in world did they terminate my line again!? I was searching for my other mobile and I couldn't find it. I felt super screwed up, did I lost my other mobile? phew, thankgoodness I finally found it (:

Sara,Tricia,Nat and I packed ours, and the boy's lunch and headed to the lt. We ate together, and laughed at chris altogether! Yay! No words can describe the 'friend' I've found in each of them. They brighten up my day. Lecture was boring,everything seemed familiar but danny never fails to get me laughing. My business comm group is done with the first portion of the project! The burden will lessen when we keep up to duedates, let's do it guys! <33

After workstuff headed to yewtee to meet him but since he changed the venue to woodlands I headed back to woodlands at nineplus and waited. At ten, I was still waiting. At eleven, I was still waiting. At eleventen, he turned up. All the waiting in the midst of the typical mats and minahs and indian anjadis. I tried shopping, but didnt find anything nice. The waiting wasn't good, and I was unhappy and nothing but the moon made me smile. It was so beautiful (:

p/s ; get well soon.

Did you realize, the absence of proper communication can lead to insecurity?

My bad sleeping habits been affecting me alot ,recently.Although I hit the beds at One, I only end up sleeping at around seven in the morning and I start my day at nine. I lead myself to agitation and irritation over the slighest things. It is one of the million times you get to see me in my moodswings. And yes it also makes me feel paranoid over, everything . I've got terrible headache during lectuers because of my bad sleeping habits. Now, shoot me!

Day three of new semester, Business Satistics. Just when I thought I'll be coping well this semester, it's bummed! 14 lessons for each modules and it'll be exams. And with only two SPSS (stats software) sessions, I really wonder how we're going to master the software and use it for assignments/projects. It really sucks! Everything's going to get really busy and that's what I hate the most, being busy. Having no time for the essentials, namely the family, the besties, the friends and the boyfriend. Okay now that's more like having no time for anybody but myself.
Juggle juggle both the studies and work. Talk about work, I havent been working recently. So so yeah, prolly going to be the closer for next week. O'God keep me strong and focused!

Since I was totally moodless last night and Dheep was ever too busy to even drop a message, I went to the limits. moodswings, this is so not me. Sorry guys! Especially matthew! zomg. I was rolling eyes and criticizing the funniest jokes. And dheep,as for the attitude, I feel like shit now,sorry.Oh well I still can't wait for this sunday, we shall catch up then! I hate it when we get so caught up with life on our busy days.

Okay so I'm changing/changed my skin once more because of Jessie! Okay see i'm bragging so just bear with me! Sara & I turned up in class wearly very similarly. Thankgoodness I wasn't in my jeans man! Our tops were like exactly the same although mine was round neck and hers v neck. So we sat far away from each other,lol. I felt really low,when my blingbling pendant slipped off. For that moment, I really thought it broke and having my wonderful friends who're superstitious I could've cried . . . but Phew!! It didnt break lah! It was fixable. Well, no one knows just how much the pendant means to me. (:


OKAY MY ENTRY IS REALLY RANDOM.

Headed to school with Dheep. Today,tuesday, day two of the new semester! Business communication was good! Indeed, really hilarious. I've always enjoyed dorothy's lectures although at times she can be really nasty. Oh well, the day was good til we had to break into our group. My group of six buddies became eight with the additions of deon and chris and we couldn't form teams of five. hehh, lots of complications but eventually we had the international students to join us and we broke ourselves up into three different groups. So I'm with my-die-die-must-stick-together-Sara and jolene,aryani and angel. Not so bad but im going to miss mygayboys.

It amuses me at how I reacted when I passed my secret to my sister and her boyfriend at melbourne. I was really nervous. I couldnt sleep as I was affect about 'what' they would be thinking about me, and him and it really got me thinking. Paranoma. But to think of it again, i guess they simply want me to have the best and will always look over me/us. I'm glad i told them about it, but in years to come when I meet my sister again, I dont know how to face her, i'll *blushblush. I'm excited about this sunday and am already praying that my day will unfold perfectly especially for the night :)

Day one of semester two, financial accounting. Everything went great today except for the fact that jonathan made me late for school by hogging on the phone with me. Yes! I really felt like strangling you when I noticed you at the smoking area at two+. shitteyou! Oh well, Yes, as usual sara & I were late,late. After making our grand entrance and all we settled in and im thankful to have a pretty good lecturer. At least, way better than bonaloo. Same group of great friends, same class, different semester, different lecturers,different goals,same story. I'm totally excited and my hunger for knowledge is increasing by the day.

Life is pretty straightened out except for work. I wont be working for the whole week as I'll need to adapt and suddenly i'm not motivated to work anymore. it's going to be a tough ride but i'm definite i'll pull through. Yeahbabyyeah! & I've got my sara + girls, danny,chris + boys who'll always be there for me, certainly. And yes, my piggies too. D&G [dannygoh & genieve] still exist and always will, the SIM version. Smile boy!

I've got ten days before I can share my world with you.

EXQUISITE FEMME
IM VERY GAY :D
I ♥ my babyboy
I ♥ my girlfriends.
here it comes a beautiful collision
is happening now there seems no end
to where You begin and there I am now
here it comes, you and I collide♥

Now that I've found you, I cant let you go. I build my world around you, cause I need you so. Baby,even though you dont need me.♥
THE REST, FOR YOU TO FIGURE IT OUT!