Thursday, May 31, 2007
about:
Recent updates
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
(recent updates)
I wanted a nike air force pair.
I didnt tell anyone.
But i got it sooner than i thought I will (:
Nike purple clear air force 1 limited edition ; bought for me from melbourne!
It is so so pretty!
I also received tons of chocolates and a nike jacket!
In the midst of everything, it has put a huge huge smile on my face.
thank you sister!
MY SISTER IS BACK TO SINGAPORE!
I'm a happy kid [=
So I had a wonderful time today.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
i screwed my own life.
Well at least, I think so.
Being an individual who has to assure myself that I have all the confidence to do something deligently. If I know i'm going to fail something because Im not prepared, I dont see a point of me doing it anyway.
Basically I was depending on my revision questions to boost my confidence and its all gone for real because I misplaced my paper and it is definitely not in the house. I feel totally helpless causee financial accounting needs practise and Ive got NO textbook and the paper would be my ONLY help and it IS gone. Now I swear I dont even feel like sitting for the paper later in the afternoon. Weeping around the house didnt help but at least, DEON was kind enough to digi-cam and send me at least two questions,even so then, it is obviously going to be a fail.
IM NOT PREPARED!
Monday, May 28, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear precious,
So the boyfriend and siblings headed for soccer while I was 'studying'.I only put the ledge on as they didnt bring the key down. I was supposed to mug and later open the door for them and this is what happens.
1) They knocked,yelled,whislted made so much of noise but I didnt hear them.
2) I left the fridge open and it had this beeping sound.
3) I really didnt respond and the boyfriend got worried.
So finally, luckily that the boyfriend's hand is small enough to squeeze through -
door placed which was ajar and open the ledge and tadaa came in. And what did they find?
GENIEVE SLEEEEEPING LIKE A PRINCESS ON THE SOFA (:
I swear I couldnt stop smiling and giggling when I saw both their faces staring at me!
*BIG BIG SMILE, SORRY GUYS!*
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO;
+ POC with the boyfriend!
+ Movie with dannyboy!
+ Vivo with vin!
+ My ride with Arvin!
+ Day out with boochak!
AND AND AND
the countless moments with ALL MY GIRLSSSSSS!
Sunday, May 27, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
Cough,cold,excruciating pain up my head,fever,diarrhea,vomiting and giddyness.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
about:
BOOCHAK!!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
I'm like going lalalawheewheewhooowhooyay! I mugged with SARA and got back after midnight.Her two friends are funny. I understand mandrin reasonably well enough to communicat, dont playplay. *laughs.
Had a disturbing call but now im goin glalawheewheewhoowhooyay! I got so bored of being unable to do anything til faizal came online. So he came over sneaked me out and we rode to settle some stuffs and buy drinks. I guess, I actually missed him
so much! Tracking back, it was two days after his birthday last year that we met. After six months, today it felt so good catching up. Take care boochak!
the things you say... Okay thanks for making my day! goodnights everyone!
my lj is finally updated! (:
Friday, May 25, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
Honestly seriously,
fuck the world! Everythings going so so wrong and im human. Ive got emotions and I dont always have to be the one who has to be strong for everyone else. How much more need I bear the past 25days been hell of a rollercoaster ride. EFFF!
I hope my grandma is alright, I love you so.
about:
dear bf
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear boyfriend,
Thanks for the E-card!
Best of hugs
Best of kisses
and
Best of lucks
(:
+ gayly mugging +
thanks for being special!
about:
NUMB
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
Everything been super sucky.
Should you have anything else that's going to be of a bad news or bad impact on me,
please let it happen after my papers are over,please.
Not everyone knows whats it like to pull through papers in a bad shape.
I will be the only thing that'll be standing when everything collapse.
p/s ; Jessie,Sara and Trish hang in there and be strong. I'm sure god heard our prayers.
Love you girls.
numb.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
about:
KEEP ME STRONG!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
Instead of heading to SMU to study with the friends I ended up meeting SARA & DEON instead. We mugged,crapped,gagged! and and gorged ourselves with so much of good food.
Only then, I realized how much I
neglected missed hanging out with them. Not yet 18 and I've already got so many responsibilities and commitments and my essentials, even though I dont spend much time with each and everyone of them... they are the ones who keep me going on!
SEMESTER TWO CA results were released and I'm
GAYISH now. Distinctions for all 3 modules (financial accounting,business stats and business comm) Very gay BUT one second of joy and whats infront of me is worries. FIVE miserable day to the papers and fairly well, i'm going to LOCK MYSELF UP and study! I will pull through, I know I must whether I can or not.
Ive got everything up in my head but its chaotic. If only I can bring my invisible friend to the examination hall . . . . . . . .
I'm angry with Preena although I love her so, she had be waiting for her for HOURS and Jessie had to come down to accompany me. Well anyway guess the upcoming one week will be my utmost critical moments. It'll be a battle within me for various reasons and I will pull through.
The whole scenario seems repeated. The same story with different persons playing the roles.
I know the answers. Dont speak because it hurts.
THIS MAY SUCKS like I've told you precious, over and over again. Everythings going the WRONG way, literally EVERYTHING! I feel so bad, funerals after funerals, accidents after accidents and bad moments and serious talks. I
hate it! My deepest condolences to usherguy.
Oh well now i'm .. Going to top up my REDBULL, BELGIAN CHOCO LATTE and CHOCOLATE STOCKS (:
my head fucking hurts now.
im off for more latte!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
about:
MAX!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Hush hush darling.
My kisses for madmax!!
____________________________
DEAR PRECIOUS,
Will be walking by your side throughout!
But you're my kind of guy
because I like your style.
And you're just as horrible as I sound.
I wouldn't mind if you're unkind
cause you remind me of me.
Actually it started way before then.
& now everyone will start to count our walk.
+ we are+
Okay I know (ESP) JESSIE & SARA will be thinking I'm crazy. Photo updates in the midst of examinations when I ought to glue my ass to the chair to mug. HEhh!
alas, I've completed the read-through of my financial accounting!
About time to start practising the sums and I'm DONE(:
SIX SEXAY SMILEYFACEDBOXERY DAY TO EXAMINATIONS!
Monday, May 21, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,this is for myself.\\
Financial Accounting
+ Introduction to Financial accounting
+ Double Entry Accounting
+ Matching principle and accrual accounting
+ Current assets: AR and Inventory
+ Non Current assets
+ Current Liabitlies and Contingent Liabilities
+ Long term liabitlies and leases
+ Shareholder's equity+ Income Statement
+Cashflow statement
+ Financial statement analysis
+ Auditing and tax
+ QUESTIONS PRACTISE!
Business Communication
+ Communication Theory
+ Listening skills
+ Meetings
+ Oral presentation and Public speaking
+ Steps to effective delivery
+ Principles of effective business writing I
+ Principles of effective business writing II
+ Writing business reports I
+ Writing business reports II
+ Writing business messages I
+ Writing business messages II
+ Use of technology in writing business messages
Business Statistics
+ Making decisions with stats
+ Designs of stats research and sampling methods
+ Organisation and graphical presentation of Data
+ Numerical summary of data
+ Assessing Uncertainty with probability
+ Modelling uncertainty for decision making, distribution
+ Mesaures of association linear regression and correlation
+ Evaluation of sample results, sampling
+ From sample to population estimation and confident interval
+ Making decisions confidently hypothesis testing
+ analysis of categorical data ; chi-square testing
+ Comparing means and analysis of variance (ANOVA) testing.
______________________________________________________________
Dear precious,
I was supposed to be on hiatus but I really can't help it. Awaiting for the CA results to me released anytime this week. I recall last semester when the boyfriend helped me check the results cause I was way too freaked out! Surprisingly this semester, I'm anxiously waiting.
Oh well, it's about time I got down to SERIOUS mugging plans. I miss everyone okay? Just hang in there til after 2ndJune! Love you all.
ps; I freaking broke four plates and two mugs at work last night =(
Thursday, May 17, 2007
about:
You light up my every day
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
So although I woke up early I ended up not going to school because the laptop nearly crashed on me. The process was freaky, imagine me losing all my documents,songs,photos. Never want to imagine that. And now my baby is save and working good (:
So I brought the baby and my notes over to the boyfriend's place. The boyfriend carried me and dumped me in 'paradize' (not exactly..yet) Okay so I was in the living room, muggingggg.
I didnt want to go home cause it really felt like home. The boy gave me a swatch-watch and two t-shirts. He made me icedapplemilk,bought me chocolate milk.. indeed very motivating. You cant be my sister but I suppose I've found what I need. I feeeeeel goood!
ELEVEN MORE DAYS. I miss the boyfriend's curls but now he's got a supersexyyhawwwt hairstyle!
*handcuffs him to me*
I thought , through this semester I would be manifolds much hardworking than last semester but I am wrong. I failed to start from the begining and im just worried (no regrets) I'll slog through the papers. Danny has volunteered to teach me my Statistics henceforth I'm going to put my efforts in absorbing. Thanks D!SARA,DEON,JOLENE,NATASHA,ANDY,DANNY,CHRIS + tricia & ling we will make it together (: Time for late night studyings, chris bring your car!!!!!!!
SOMEBODY MAKE ME MUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you IS the cause of the huge huge smile on my face.
When some everythings seem perfect and some everything else does not.
walk together.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
about:
Shift house (:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
Laughters filled the lecture theatre when Sara,Deon,Danny,Andy,Chris,Badri,Tricia and ling got together. We were super loud that everyone else in the lecture theatre kept their eyes fixed on us,prolly trying very hard to figure out what we were laughing about. I love my friends(:
Before heading to admiralty, met up with my Jessie at woodlands for merely ten minutes! Gave her a bigbig hug. I missed her,this much..no no THIS much actualy I missed her THAT much. & now, I feeeeeeel good. Headed to the boyfriend's house supposedly to cab down to KATONG. Yes yes, he told me they were shifting to katong (god damn blardy far) It was only when the big brother spilled the beans. I smiled, I was feeling uber gay!
In hours of packing we reached the new place at tenplus. I LOVE THE LIVING ROOM! I think I was the most excited person about the new house. Really, I got my eyes fixed on the living room, i like the concept. Pictures will be up after the second visit. Now I'm excited for exams to be over and for the house-warming to draw closer. Anyhow, Maybe I wasn't of much help but I did help okay and I had fun ((:
After squeezing here and there in the lorry we headed for dinner. Im a happy kid. Exams are coming and only now I feel worried for myself. I need to start mugging and Ive got NO inspiration at all. My sister isnt around to buy me my regular mars,belgian choco latte or a whole supply of redbull, she isnt around to pick me up from school right after lecture and give me extra care concern and love especially when exams are nearing. Now, there can never be a substitute to replace her, I msis her. I need an alternative. Hehh. goodnights.
12 days to exam
Monday, May 14, 2007
about:
Everyday my confusion grows.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
I took the long bus ride passing by the Jurong Lake. Like the waters float calmly on the lake, memories started floating in my head. Suddenly it became so heavy and I couldnt take it no more.. I felt so numb. But these are memories Id never want to forget cause as much as it makes me want to cry it puts a smile on my face. Now, I know nothing can be changed. None can ever edit,erase or undo the past and can only work on the present. Every 14th like todate, can be marked in a good or bad way. Okay so basically, I honestly have got no idea what I'm saying.
If I could runaway, i wouldn't. I'd rather stay,face and win the battle. But If I could disappear, I would just to test if the world would get any better without me.
And so I met the boy, mokan. He is like my bank, I can deposit everything and withdraw whats appropriate. Kinky. A warm hug and a kiss on the forehead is all I'd need to keep me on my feet,keep me sane. It symbolizes, e v e r y t h i n g w i l l b e o k a y. Now, I can't wait to meet up with Intan and Jessie and the other girlfriends. Met Sammantha today, although I didn't join her in the day out(super sorry), she's so cute in her extremely short hair!
I CANT WAIT TO GRADUATE!
Upon graduation I have planned to;
+ Start working fulltime -somewhere-where- I'll earn alot.(its always hardwork that paysoff)
+
Get a new boyfriendnot planning to have one.
+ Take my bike liscence and get my supersexyvespababy!
+ Develop my 20 over film rolls, hobby.
+ Buy new inline skates.
+ Go on tour to cambodia,mynnmar,malaysia and a visit to melbourne to check out my sister!
+ Buy a new guitar.
+ Definitely get a new phone.
+ Increase assests decrease liabilities.
+ Make investments.
And I tell you now, there's a million more to add to this list. There's just oh so much I want to do. I will start doing it all, in ten months time. I really should stop bragging. For now, I'll slowly slip into hiatus mode for a day or two or why not weeks?
14DAYS TO EXAM!
Sing me the song,'' thendralae thendralae mele' nee thoongu '' before I sleep! (TY!)
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I LOATHE MAY!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
As many times I can speak of this MAY, its simply THE bad month of the year. And so it was only today I heard that my sister's friend who is a friend to many of my friends and also a superduper good friend of my cousin got burnt in the taiwan jet crash accident. So i messaged my sister but she seemed to have already received the news so so much earlier than I did. Guess everyone who knows him must be strong cause he IS going to be alright! Maybe I shouldn't be affected because I dont personally know him but I can feeeeel it. I pray he hangs in and gets a speedy recovery cause everyones keeping him in their prayer.
& then a sudden thought struck me real bad. We cant be falling each time something bad happens, we have to stand tall and face it no matter how bad it has to be. What if when tomorrow comes, i'm gone? What if, as I type this, I never get to publish my post and I never got to convey what I actually wanted to.. What if at this moment something happens to me and i'm gone for real... i WILL definitely live in regrets that I never got the chance to tell the ones around me how much they mean to me and how much i love them. And should such things happen, I hope the ones around me actually know I love them deep deep deep even though I never say it. HOHOHO, i feel like pouring my heart out!
Okay, just so to add some joy to this entry, mother's day celebration was a blast! Bought bouquets for the godmothers. That smile on their faces was priceless! Instead of following the clan with the mother's day plans (because Id get way too tired) I headed to the boyfriend's.
Fed him his lunch (he really was like a baby!) and and and he watched me sleep :D And when evening came, I headed for work. A strong person travels a thousand miles further than a normal/weak person.
HEY BABY! (;
tappu pannalam vaa! (hahaha)
Sunday, May 13, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
YOU MAKE ME WANA GO LALA IN THE MORNING.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
about:
Sutha's 21st
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
Daryl ringed me this morning asking me out for dinner. Its been super long since we met despite the fact that we stay pretty nearby. Anyway, talk about daryl, I can never stop laughing when its about him especially when he reminds me about the p a s t. About the diary he used to keep about genieve. About him totally being into her. (HAHA) And today he told me something in addition. How he used to walk pass her class everyday during break just to take a look at her.
I mean this is so so so so so normal and ive heard it a plenty of times from various people but we were YOUNG! kidskidskids. Honestly, as a kid I never loved. lol
{EDITED}
Due to a certain miscommunication the boyfriend and I ended up waiting for each other for an hour or more at bukitbatok and only met up at admiralty. hehh. All the frustrations after being made to wait for hours flew away when I received the big warm hug! Headed for Sutha's 21st birthday party. Only a handful of people were there at that point of time so, the couplesss started to camwhore. The birthday girl looked extremely gorgeous! Seriously although I dont have any pictures of hers in my camera :(
I LOVE LOVE LOVE EVERYONE!
lovemewhenimgone :D
the boyfriend has got great camera skills
Oh my brother joined us ((:
Met up with the mother after the function and vrooooom we came home!
Already planned a litle surprise which my sister helped to arrange..
and when we opened the door..
Yeah, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY DEAREST.
As I seem to grow older, I realized we tend to argue even more.
Nevertheless, I love you alot more!
Happy mothers day to all mother's out there!
i feeel good :DD
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the voice in my dream
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
(110507)
For the very first time, I got home before 7PM on my own accord excluding the day I brought the boyfriend home. I've been coming home way past 11PM in the past two weeks. I had so many plans for myself today and nothing was successful because MY INTERNET WAS DOWN!
After calling up linksys, I finally managed to break through the firewall blocking my internet and yes, now on i will always use secured linkysis! No one can tap into my internet anymore, HAHA!
After lectures, headed to megabites .. sinful indulgence. Super salty fries,eggmayo sandwitch, brownie with icecream,almond milktea, Sara,Deon and Tricia. Need I ask for more? Guess its a reward for being 101% attentive in lecture today! Guilty
No more! And since the internet was down, I mugged my financial accounting. I feeel good :D [ps; special thanks to my all time sara]
Realized the recylcing champaign all around our neighbourhood, in singapore?
The RECYCLE BINS are everywhere. We all know the purpose but does anyone at all actually really take into consideration the consequences if we do not start to practise these recycling habits today? Do you know what happens tomorrow? The next generations are going to suffer for what we now neglect. We can all play a part by putting our newspaper,cans,cutboards,shampoo bottles,drink packets,papers etc etc (theres so many items to be named.) I have already started collecting my stuffs and putting them into the bin. I'm proud to be the few who realizes the importance of recycling. I do not want to be part of the reason, to why the world will be disastrous in the future. Now, I dont care if I actually made any sense, just start recycling! THROW your stuffs into the RECYCLE BIN and feeeeeeel good :D
Awaiting for saturday evening when I rush from school to Sudha's 21st birthday with the boyfriend and and and all the other friends and my cousin jitz! I still do not know what to wear since its a 21st party butttt the fact that Ive to go there from school makes me wanna go SLACK SLACK! & I cant wait to see DEON'S hair tomorrow, SURPRISE! I pretty much guess things been quite smooth for me recently although til now I just didnt like the way this MAY begun..
Looking forward to many rainbow days, paint a smile on my sky baby!
Spread some love peace and joy.
these voices that speak to me in my dreamm... tell me who does the voices belong to?
Thursday, May 10, 2007
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& ooh my baby's got angel eyes!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
Star gave me a totally unexpected superduper pleasant surprise. I did not know how to react,hugs! Had our breakfast at 9AM (
he came all the way to jurong!) I was merely speechless. Lingered around in jurong, headed to cash converter, camwhored and had fun!
Intended to fetch Jessie in the evening but I overslept and only got off at 830PM and headed for dinner with star and now i'm home. It's the second surprise for the week. Dumbfounded.
THANKYOU STAR (:
Turn my grey days to rainbows and paint a smile!
I PROMISE TO TRY TO GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY!
about:
3weeks to examinations
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
I'm going to skip my business communication lecture. I do not have to justify myself for I know what Im doing is rightfully
wrong still right. Heh, three weeks to examinations. One good day of rest and fun and Id be on mugging mode. Give me the strength to pull through it all and keep coming to me even when I ask you to leave. Harigato! Goodnight.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
about:
Star made my day.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
(080507)
STAR
Star woke me up countless number of time since I kept heading back to my lala land.
Mokieboy met me up to go to school and surprisingly fed me breakfast!
Someone cupped my eyes from my behind and and I found out who the person was in spilt seconds, STAR! ps; I recognize your smell (:
Star helped me edit my speech since I had no time and was too sleepy to do anything!
I ACED my presentation along with Jolene and Aryani. And B+ for the other two girls.
Goodjob girls. WE MADE IT!
Met star again aftr lecture and lingered around.
Star came to my house! My THREE desktops are all repaired thanks to STAR!
Star had dinner with me! Star was superduperdupersuperdupersuperrSWEET!
*yawns*
realized, basically my day was all about STAR!
Im super dead shagged I need lots of sleep! CAN I SKIP SCHOOL ON THURSDAY TO SLEEP?
WEDNESDAY MARKS THE END OF CA! I CANT WAIT!
TIL THEN IM OFF FOR MY FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING! I HATE DOING THIS NOW, IM SLEEPY.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
about:
Glory manutd
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
(070507)
The last thing D and andy would've expected was us all to end up in manutd jersey.
Glory glory manutd :D Headed to star's place and the 4 of us left for dinner. It's like a dream..
Oh what joy my sunshine is!
Goodluck t my grp for our presentation tmrw, caramel loves!
Because of you I never dared to stray too far from the side walk.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
about:
superman
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise I'll be there every dayJust close your eyes lets start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die
Until the day of my death
Till my very last breath
Im gonna love you wen no ones left
Come fly with me baby yea im the one with the S on my chest
Forget about your ex he don't know what love is he just failed the test
Plus he dont treat you right he keeps you crying all night
See hes like your kryptonite
I came to give you that strength so you can leave him behindYou can start all over jus press rewind cuz he dont understand that you're one of a kind
So sweet so sexy and just so fine I will fight til me death just to make you mine
I will never neglect you never have time to stress you and always respect you
Girl Your like a hidden treasure and I promise to love you from now until forever
I'm the type of guy that will stand by your side to wipe them tears
when they fall from your eyes
I'm the one you hold when your nites are cold
the one that stays near to fight away your fearsYou ain't got to be scared see I put an end to your ex no more beating you up or pulling your hair
See I came to save the day a man like that shouldnt treat you that way
And I dont understand whyd you take that route?
Look at yourself your beautiful inside and out you need to drop that zero (uhh)
Let me swoop you off your feet cuz
I can be your superhero
Do you follow my lead I guarantee you baby
Im all that you need
See you can your change plans all you gotta do is call on me and
I can be your superman
Girl : Will you be by my side for the rest of my life?
for the rest of my life...
Will you love me until I die?
Til no ones left
Til no ones left
Til no ones left
Ill love you
Ill looove yooouuu
My superman Ill love you.
when living has got no meaning,
this song tells a story.
about:
Star crashed lecture!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear precious,
(050507)
When words are not enough..
The highlight for today;
STAR crashed lecture, sat beside me during statistic!
(stupid-maths-brained engineering graduates! he could understand stats)
I need to reflect on my life,
what have I done to make me feel good? - NOTHING.
somethings has to be done.
I SUCK BIG TIME!
Friday, May 04, 2007
about:
Crying in your arms.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
(030507)
Crying in your arms..
the hugs were the best comforts..
it hurts deep within, real bad.
i'm sorry its just me.
idontwantgoodbyes.
havent i already lost everything ive had?
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
about:
RIP Uncle Lomax
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
(010507)
Met my extremely hot,(not?) naughty star. Today was different, it was all about smiles from the very begining. Smiling away,blushing,winking cheekyness! *hugs! Headed to work for closing. Fizzie, Jaz and I. The day was almost perfect .. just when I was about to dig into my dinner (my first meal for the day) my mum buzzed me. Definitely a bad news. I prepared myeslf for this day several months ago and so I haven't cried. Rest In Peace godpa. We love you. & I know whats coming up next. Am already preparing for all the worst.
Leave me not, I love you.
If you have to go, I will love you still.
I know you wish you can stay.
I'll be loving you all the way.
Thanks precious for still being here with me.
Nike purple clear air force 1 limited edition ; bought for me from melbourne!
It is so so pretty!
Hush hush darling.
Will be walking by your side throughout!
Actually it started way before then.
+ we are+