Monday, July 30, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest precious,
You need to live with me to know what I have to go through during the nights.
Shittiest feeling, missed school AGAIN.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
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long post
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[thursday]
So, I chopped my hair off. I'm loving it as much as I miss my long hair!
Headed to navin's place for the shifting of stuffs into the new house.
the new house is simply gorgeous :DD
I found the secret room! yay!
[friday]
Back to school but school wasn't fine!
Headed to np andddd sewed the costumes for the guys.
Tommorrow will be their competetion.
They're doing superb and I just cant wait.
[Saturday]
Lecture was okay and the lecturer thought i was a new studenttt.
crapppppp!
Headed for campus challenge, it was good better than the normal shows.
So RP won the challenge cup!
SIM won second for singing :DD
NP won first for danceeee (:
RP won first for standup comedy.
Had a helluva good time with many friends and family
congrats to all.
Cabbed down to civil service club for a party!
About four? cabs and one bike to transport us there! :DD
Mett the cousinsss <3, crew, sarath
along with the oh so many of us.
Thanks all for making this days a remarkable one.
the cake was soooo yummie but i cldnt eat much of it cause it was too rich in choco :((
Cabbed back home and had a horrible encounter.
It was midnight charge,definitely a big bomb. ty bf!
Hohoho, the cab driver was insane!
One cheeky fella, sexygorgeouswow!
SUNDAY
as you can seee, the only reason why im actually blogging is because im bored!
There's so much in my headddddddddd unwanted stuffs!
and and and finally,
shitte, ive had a ful filled yesterday and todays going to be a long llongggg one!
goodnights.
what did you do, to deserve me.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest Precious,
Guess everyone has a story to tell of how a relationship has come thus far.
For every losses there certainly is a gain. Why is it then, so hard to keep moving on.
Why is it that we turn back to reminsce? Why is it that, no one has the answers to my
doubts? Why is it that everyone has to hurt someday...
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
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Dearest precious,
i'm starting a fresh.
chasing my dreams KICKING OFFFFFFFF my laziness!
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not exactly.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
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=D
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Dear Precious,
No longer feeling perplexed.
Secret Recipe was yummy! (Although my throat still hurts real bad) After being in such a mess, it felt so good to spend time with the one, I almost could have lost. Priceless. Ate like a glutton and headed to town.
Shopped til late.Bumped first into Daniel and than into Agatha and Sean. Headed to tekka at about ten to meet dheep's family for dinner/supper at gandhi's. I had to be present especially since I been anticipating this day several months ago. Finally, I met sharala as she's spending a few days here in Singapore. Whatever happens will always me remembered.
I'm so thankful that I can share everything and anything with my siblings especially my eldest sister. And I know, I haven't been spending much time with anybody. Sometimes I feel I make such a bad friend cause I've given up the art of keeping in touch cause it always end up one way.
And this life i'm living as also made me realize that nothing is forever, only memories are. I only want to make the best and most out of my everyday, like what i'm working towards now.
til then, updates : condition is getting worst even then so, im the happiest today!
Sunday, July 22, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! (:
hope you enjoyed your day.
sorry about my foul mood, i love you heaps.
Feeling so numb and perplexed.
crossroads.
Friday, July 20, 2007
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Dearest Precious,
One call made me so happy today!
Raudha & Nurnoi buzzed me :DD
Okay so today a person commitsuicide or not, but fell into the mrt tracks at clementi.
Dangdangpoo!! It has become a trend in singapore to fall into the tracks prolly hoping after forsaking their own life singaporeans will sympathize and give donations especially since the first of such cases had donations of half a million. Seriously, there are other ways to solving problems and getting financial help.
Whatever.
So headed to temple as it's the day 1 of the special prayer month. Headed with the family,relatives and neighbour! Neighbour's son was to have his 30th day prayer. The temple was packed on this special occassion and indeed it felt totally blessed. I bumped into Sugu [=
Caught up with the great flautist Gana as well! I feel so calm and free.
HoHoHo; I still feel totally sick but im glad recovery is on its way. Now, tell me how i'm going to eat the delicious food at tmr' night's gathering!? Unfairness!
joy and peace
Thursday, July 19, 2007
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RANDOM POST!
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RANDOM POST!
As for the picture, I suppose a picture speaks a thousand words.
School is just so different now. I really drag myself on a normal day to go to school. And I have numerous people giving me wake up calls and definitely the bf who calls from work and scold me, to get me outta bed. I loathe this semester!
Anyway on a completely different note, I'M RECOVERING!
(although, I still need to consult the doctor every five days!)
I AM SOOO HAPPPY!
I CAN WALK PROPERLY!
TALK NORMALY WITHOUT COUGHING SO MUCH!
although I cant hear you people sitting on my right,
IM FEELING SO GAYYYYYY (:
and the bestest thing is; I CAN EAT NORMAL FOOD!
Okay so a little reward for me,
I'M going to have naughtybynature photoshoot for facemodelling!
:D
All plans will happen after I'm completely recovered so til then.
SARANGGGGGGG!
(addicted to superjunior, crap!)
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
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Wednesday will be the official -back-to-school- day.
Consulting the doctors end of this week.
Headed to cck for tutoring.
My bad, supposed to meet Arvin for dinner
but I didn't reply his sms and he ended up eating at home.
Even then so, he rushed down to cck just to pick me up and send me home!
thanks for the ride! ('',)
And now he claims I'm his lucky charms after all these years
simply because, he found something expensive.
our diamond like friendship!
goodnightall!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
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I was already not feeling good although I got ready for school.
Ended up ringing up SARA to bring me to the doctor.
So, here I am 'enjoying' my MCs- again.
Missed out way too much in school work!
worrying but im going to make it!
teehee!
superjunior thingythingy was so nice! thanks deon (:
goodnight!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Last night, Jolene & Clement came to visit me.
I was rushing through my assignments and they provided me with all help especially since i havent attended lectures. I really appreciate it. Thanks for the chicken-little thingy as well.
Today is supposed to be a special day but I am not fit enough to do anything.
Tucked under the blanket, enduring everything...
thinking of some stuffs really close to my heart..
two days left for me to recover, i MUST!
I hate being in bed i want to go out run around play and meet up with my piggies!
oooh whee.
Friday, July 13, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I'm neither here nor there.
Everyone's saying ive changed.
me behind the line, all of you on the other side.
sometimes, silence- just you & silence makes you realize alot of things.
now, I can say, no one - no one at all knows me for real.
Knowing what i like or dislike is not knowing me for real.
Knowing my private life is not knowing me for real.
Knowing me for real is understanding me and knowing how I am going to react and why..
Knowing me for real is being prepared for everything I give, i'm unpredictable i know.
Knowing me for real is being there when I dont care or dont need you because at the end of the day you should've known i'll be coming back to you.
knowing me for real is knowing not just my wants its realizing and fulfiling my needs.
I dont actually need the love, that magical love a teenage girl dreams of.
I dont need many friends who at the end of the day are everywhere else but close to home.
I need a dream.
that's all I need.
A dream that'll take me far on my own.
A magical dream. plenty of them maybe.
For now, to graduate and as one dream ripes many tommorrow's grow.
Maybe, I'm better off this way.
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Lying down on my water pillow, apart from assignments which I have to complete
i'm all empty.
Watched dreamgirls and fragile.
Last night, supposed to catch harry potter but I was doing NO GOOD.
waste of time booking the ticket, it's just gone.
oh well. more movies for me.
i need an extended MC, really.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
2 days MC!
Yep, I think there's something so wrong with me this year that i keep getting sick.
Now i'm down with a ear-drum infection due to coughing.
The night was crucial. I was crying cause I couldnt even lay my head on the pillow yet alone sleep. WIsh not to describe the painful night..
Since mum couldnt accmpy to the doc and not many people were available.
The bf lied to me,skipped work and brought me to the doc.
So he too had to get an MC and he faked-tummyache!
Bet the doctor knew and made him get an INJECTION!
All for the STUBBORN me just so i'll see the doc cause my condition was terrible.
thanks so much, I appreciate it really!
will you take an injection for me?
who will, i wonder..
(:
Okay so i'm on my way to a speedy recovery,
nono, im not going to fall sick again.
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SISTER got discharged from the hospital (:
Im down with a totally terrible cold :(((
school is going going simply going on.
Headed for dinner at alif after tutoring!
Met the bf at cck from where deen and naz picked us up.
NO ICE MILO FOR ME :((
you suck, really just tonight!
So fun just slacking out.
& they said, this plan its all yours to mould it.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
MOKAN'S SURPRISE BIRTHDAY WAS A SUCCESS.
Although it was last minute, it turned out all well.
A big big thankyou to all who turned up and made the surprise successful.
Guess Id have important sundays this whole july, filled with birthdays : D
Peace and joy.
It feels good to travel in time.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
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070707
IRONIC!
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060707
HAD A SURPRISED MOVIE DATE!
TRANSFORMERS was awesome ((:
thankyou so much for the day!
Friday, July 06, 2007
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HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY RANJINIPRIYA!
i miss you.
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HAPPY DAY
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YESTERDAY!
Had so many plans and cancelled them all just to meet
___. Dont think so much. Dee & I met up with SARA FAN SHI QIN! Okay, lunch at pastamania with THIS two girls was wonderful. I only have to pity dee, because of her friends who are in korea who got to talk to eeutek!(sp?) Had a superb time, and thanks to bubbletea, sara got to see ____.
Met up with the boy at night at woodlands. WOODLANDS is so big and I hide somewhere- and asked the boy to follow his heart and find me. Impressed, I say! I was hiding at this really small corner near the civic centre and he found me! Ahhhh : D THANKYOU!
Straightening my life out, everything's going to be fine. Im blessed to have wonderful friends.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
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Movies Ive been watching
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WATCHED
ALONG CAME POLLY
A GOOD YEAR
LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE
BLOOD DIAMOND
and more movies/ hkdramas for me coming up.
and til this moment I havent caught poc,transformers & surf's up.
Have cancelled out on so many people,
yet haven't found the right time to catch it.
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Dear precious,
SKIPPED SCHOOL.
the boy looked so cute last night!
Had dinner and our own iced milo.
All the pain seems to be fading away,slowly.
Never, should it be back, I'll not be able to bear it.
In the slow process of recovering, thanks for being supportive.
WUTUFCUKSHIT.
I was chased by a brown CAT,last night.
CAT CAT CAT CAT CAT!
Preparing for tutoring tonight at cck!
Ooooooowheeeeeee!
Monday, July 02, 2007
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back to school
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
{back to school}
Day1 of semester3. I dont have my lecture notes, yet and that sucks actually. This morning had a weird feeling of going to school without Sara and then there was a huge huge smile on my face when she called me and talked to me all the way til i reached school. The feeling was like she being right beside me.. well she is and we'll always be side by side! :D
Lecturer was ms.very.drama but guess that kept me awake!
Unfortunately, my cousin and abu are studying in the other SIM campus so in the aftrnn they travelled down to my campus and I had a good good time with Abu, his cousin waheed, my cousin and her friend. (:
chasing my dreams..
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{yesterday, 1st july}
Headed for the MILKRUN 2007 at zouk with Clement, Jo, jordon, brandon and sam. We had the dunking machine (: and it was fun. All of us in our orange jersey.. Dunked Paultwohill,Jean Danker, Lionel Louis etcetcetc. It's all for a good cost and it was definitely fun,tiring and a good experience. All of us sort of injured ourselves one way or another in the dunking process... my wrist hurts til now but I cant deny I had fun being dunked haha!
Brandon drove me down to the bf's place.. rusheddddddd down and was hours late but managed to meet the girls. Thanks for the lollipop & dinner girl. It's funny how both the bf and I are injured and always get sick at the same time. Anyway, KISSKISSMISSSS!
Sunday, July 01, 2007
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Bumped into INTAN
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Dear precious,
After exactly one week, I met the boyfriend. Ty, for the miloicecreamblend & for such a beautiful day. Waters, you, blackforest, cheese cake & gorgeous moon (((: So now, I'm hoping I'd be able to watch transformers tommorrow!
I'm elated! Everything fell-in place today. I wasn't able to celebrate
Intan's 18th. But she had a blast, seriously, what more can be this romantic and special right? I bumped into her, maybe not. She spotted me and waited to surprise me at raffles. That tight tight bigbig huge hug, we were so so so happy! Met amal,celine,her friend and the whole/part-there-of the gang. Seriously, i'm smiling til now.
Alright good night to whoever who is reading this entry. Tmr morning, sorching sun, people, laughter, fun ,joy, zouk, orange team jersey.
SEVEN is mine (: excited!
