Friday, November 23, 2007
about:
all beautiful things come to an end.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest precious,
So, where have I been?
.
.
.
MY
DESKTOP CRASHED.
MY
LAPTOP SCREEN IS SPOILT AND IS INFECTED WITH VIRUS. (servicing)
MY
HANDPHONE IS SPOILT! (im still alittle contactable though,haha)
Ive been spending alot of time on diwali visitings and birthday parties. The last and most fun-ness apart from my own would be faizal's 20th at bottlenecktree. I will never forget that reaction on his face, a plastered smile forming up as he comes out of surprise?. hehh. to think of it, he didnt even suspect anything at all when he was out with me,sue and kish! :DDDD
and again, happy belated birthday faizal! thanks for being there always! lovelove!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS TO YANTI AND YUFANG!
( I really hope you both would pop in here and read this! 18th year olds!)
I love mugging at max's crib cause it's ever so crowded and Ive been doing it since semester 1. At least, thanks for allowing me to even lock you out in your own house few months backkk!!
HAAAAAAAA! My source of strength and motivaton. keeps me going on. So CA results are out.
I have BUSINESS FINANCE A(80-89), MICROECONOMICS B(70-74) and OTQM B+(75-79). No tripleAs but that's okay. didnt expect it to be this way either. However, Im much more motivated now, to pull my socks right away. tralalala.
Til my laptop gets back from the service centre, lots of love.
you'll never know where life takes you and how far it takes you.
and you'll never know where to go when it has taken you so far.
linger in the moments cause its this moment that means the most.
Friday, November 16, 2007
about:
maybe just maybe, you cldve been the one
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
the worst thing about getting your heartbroken is going to sleep knowing that when you wake up nothing else has changed.
10days to exams and whatever happened almost a week before exam last year ..
is happening again.
and the mum is being totally hard on me recently, its too much for me to contain.
oru murai sol,
tell me once,
yen inthe uravu
why this relationship
oru murai sol
tell me once,
yen inte pirivu
why this separation
kathal ore kanamuchi
love is like hide and seek
..urvai thedi,
searching for a relationship
kanavugal urvachi..
it created dreams
ninjathai thedi..
while looking for the heart
-vj.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
A part of me died, when i'll let you go,
dearestest precious,
I've got special ability!
I can read a person, their thoughts at a certain situation like-
i'm reading from a book.
It's for real, it's not the first time i discovered it.
Like when I say something like this,
is going to happen and people convince me otherwise..
haha, whatever I said is proven, true.
life's a joke most of the times..
I had a reason to live this joke, but now i dont.
Have you realized, it takes spilt seconds to say goodbye
but a whole lifetime or two, to forget?
On a different note, i was browsing the web when i stumbled into this phrase
" I hate that i love you, and i hate that you cant love me"
and then i read from a book.
" hold back your fear and see nothing is real til its gone"
HOHOHO, anyway!
CELEBRATED tricia's 23rd birthday with the clan- at coca on the 12th.
Bought a stalk of flower each and a special one for the birthday girl : DD
hope ya'll liked it!
Exams are around the corners.
My sister's coming back.
And im going back to the old roots.
mugmugmug.
make me a home geek.
you'll never know.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
about:
9th novemeber
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
midnight seemed like the happy pill starter but then-
I was still awaiting one person to wish me, but he never did.
So, what seemed like the early morning to my special day didnt FEEL special at all.
I was totally feeling like 'it was just another ordinary day'
and wasnt looking forward to anything.
although, i know EVERYONE was behaving fishy.
I remember i told jessie, afew? days before my birthday that I already know
there's going to be a surprise and stuff.
fishy fishy..
so my birthday was boring. I was complaining to jessie.
I didnt go to school. and i decided to stay home. I would have ruined the surprise if i stayed home, hahaha!
I headed to bbdc but never got to enrol myself cause navin kidnapped me.
haha.
surprise.
i DONT know if i was actually really surprised,
since max's phone rang when he's SUPPOSED to be in msia!
and MY DARLING friends were ignoring me day long
and navin was trying too hard.
hahah.BUTBUTBUT
Okay, i was SURPRISED (:
AND their efforts paid off very very very well
I WAS DEFINITELY superduper hugerously biggerously -haha OVERWHELMED.
Overjoyed, thanks alot my dear friends.
it meant so much, more than I can contain.
this one special day.
iloveyouall.
about:
8th novemeber
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
dearest precious,
DIWALI 2007
Got up cleaned up the house-
and headed to the temple!
Had prayers for my deceased grandparents
and then headed to my aunt's place!
She just got back from an operation and she celebrates onam so
it wasn't much of a diwali affair nevertheless,
where there is love, there's heaps of fun.
From there headed off to relatives places for visitings and finally to usha's.
Guess I was the only friend there amongst the family heee!
She got ready and we headedddddofff !
Little one and myself!
I headed to max's place anddd later at night settled down at navin's.
I love festive visitings cause you get to meet alot of your loved ones!
max and I after navin's.
Miss cindrella had to rush home before the clock strikes 12.
tadaa!
Thursday, November 08, 2007
about:
diwali
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HAPPY DIWALI! (:
Happy festive seasons everyone!
Max biked me to admiralty for dinner. I love biking, big time ((:
Headed to diwali expo for last minute shopping.
(p/s : i do not celeb diwali) but just for visitings and custom's sake..
I bought 3pairs of suit! tralalala
I did not see my ideal white crystal top though..
novemeber 8, im just one day away from turning 18.
I remember over ten years ago on the nov9..
she had a stroke...well
this birthday is festive seasoned-plained boringness.
If only my sister, perhaps even max were around to celeb it with me!
..
and this birthday she's no longer here . .
if only you were here ...
if only.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
HOLD ONTO ME, TIGHTLY.
I have this sudden urge to pen down every thought that runs through my mind.
You know the kind of linkless entries where I can just go on and on and on.
I'm feeling funny. I just can't describle what I'm feeling. It's a funny feeling.
Like when you dont know what you're feeling. Some people call it mixed emotions.
Mixed emotions when you dont know how to act at a particular situation.
Guess this funny feeling is totally different cause there's no situation at all.
got it?
Eighteen. I had alot of plans for my 18th. It's coming closer and closer..
Honestly I dont want it to come. It brings me only bittersweet memories.
It's not as though Id get to celebrate it with Rauf like we did last year in our little birthday surprise by our friends. Not as though id get four cakes like last year. I hope there wouldnt be a spoiler to ruin my birthday plans for me like some guy did last year. I hope people wouldnt do anything to please me. It's all temperemental. You know this funny feeling is only dampening my novemeber mood.
I wanna runaway far far away.
about:
Karma
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dear Precious,
I have always believed that by making others happy, your happiness manifolds.
Dont you feel over-joy(ed) when you make someone happy and see their smile?
It works two ways. person is happy and you feel happy for making person happy.
got it?
The other day, i was on a double decker bus and I helped two passengers by pressing the door bell
when they made their way through the crowd to alight as the busdriver almost drove off.
They were grateful, that smile on their face was huge.
(it was at pvt estate area so the bus stops are father apart)
I plastered a huge smile upon seeing theirs as they thanked me.
Later I alighted, it was pouring and I had to walk about one bus stop and cross 2-3 traffic lights before i can reach my destination.
Out of no where, a lady approached me with an umbrella. She sent me to my destination.
This is when i say, good deeds pay off.
It's like karma. What goes around comes around.
I did good and someone did good for me.
This IS my testimony of how god does wonders through people.
All it takes is initiative to help someone.
