my rainbow vector bliss.
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Bloggings, the one way, I pen my rainbow thoughts down.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
dearest,
Grey's anatomy is back and it rocks :D
and lately i've been watching gossip girls!
Starhub, here i come.
about:
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest,
I wasn't mad at you. I was just hurt.
And the last time you were mad at me was just two days before.
and now that we met again, there you were mad at me.
h u r t h u r t h u r t.
So I didnt want to go to the guilin.
I didnt want to go to the lake.
I didnt want to go to westcoastpark
I didnt want to go home.
I could've called up someone and met up with them.
I wanted to be alone.
But where was I to go?
I walked around bktgmbk countless times coming back to point A.
So eventually i got tired of walking in circles and i decided to walk home frm bbdc.
Almost successful til i reached je temple
thanks for taking the effort to come and look for me.
thankyou.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest,
I called max at 1230 since he was heading to the doc, and its 2pm already, I havent heard from him. Ugh! Hope those beautiful eyes are doing just fine. My sister's in the A&E for the usual clumpsy reasons. And she too havent called back. How they seriously make me so, very worried.
YAMUNAH - do you still blog?
That's a random shoutout. I've been standing reasonably still on the shaky grounds. It's more than just an emotional battle. I just can't explain or justify myself. Things at home ain't good and life's a complete bore since i'm out of school and am still slacking around instead of looking for a job. I was planning to keep myself free til after my sister's birthday so that i could be of some help to the family. I still get overrated pressure from the paradize and unfortunately, even when i leave home. Now, with no where to be, where do I go when i'm lonely, I follow you.
I can't believe anyone's even reading this sensless journals. For those woman out there, throw your hands up in the air! And now do as I say. Read the book 'burnt toast' by teri hatcher. It's nothing brilliant but novels bring you a long way back and i'm sure its a good book (:
At least, I've been doing my soul-searching in a much realistic professional way ever since i read it.
ugh. goodbye!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
dearest,
the thing is.
i cant force myself to do something i dont want to do .
actually i can force myself to do something i dont actually want to do.
but the point is,
this time, i just cannot.
cannot.
and i don want to.
say
goodbye.
life just sucks.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
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Goodbye to you.
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest Precious,
Someone once told me, that happiness doesn't come to you,
you ought to chase for your own happiness, and that's what I'm doing.
And I replied, that's why I'm chasing you.
The person just smirked/smiled and looked away.
After very long later,
it's only now I realize. . .
What gave me happiness..
is this person.
But I wasnt what gave this person their happiness
cause this person was ought there chasing for it, e l s e w h e r e.
well i guess, point proven- half the time what you feel about someone is not how they feel abt u. everyone has different plans and sometimes its just mistaken.
my happiness was you, but i wasnt your happiness.
okay, maybe im misinterpreting it but guess
ive given everything
and
im
left
with
only
this
.
.
.
goodbye.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
about:
everyone makes mistakes
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
the truth about truth is that.
it hurts so we lie.
it either prevails or it hurts.
and the truth about truth is that.
GUYS-SUCK!
guys-suck!
guys-suck!
and i've said this since october 2006
and they're all the same
so no body's going to change that impression
not anytime soon.
shoot me for all you want.
I've partially MOVED!
(to a friends only post!)
p.s everyone makes mistake.
sometime they make it once,twice or more.
i'm a COMPLETE FAILURE and this is when
life gets totally demoralizing and is full of regrets! thank you very very much.
