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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest precious,
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED.
thats all i wanted to blog. heeeh!
oinky's mummy cooked for me lunch night.western food. yumyummmie.
tempremental, indeed.
YAWNS.
GOODDAY!
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest precious,
Ive learnt that lately, ive got such atrocious temper. It definitely is tempremental and is this when i am proud to say, im a true scorpion. Ive finally accomplished everything i scorpy should be, somethings that i never could become the art of jealousy and short temperedness not forgeting, the art of not being able to forgive yet alone forget. Lately, i tend to get angry over the slightest thing and almost everything gets me annoyed. This might not be jut because of me probably the additional things that are surpressing above. Its getting harder to breathe. Just a little thing today, and pfffffffffft* its so many hours now and you wouldnt even think i could possibly be feeling (insert word- i dont know how to describe what i am feeling.. im not angry neither am i jealous im just feeling something uncool inside) til now. it sucks. Im pissed. Yes and indeed like you said, i feellike killing you. crapp.
this is when my tongue ties and the word b!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! comes out. eff it.
PS I MISS EVERYONE!
oinky, thanks for tonight.
one horrible off day awaiting me.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest,
one more day and its dinnnnnnner and danceee and im dead tired. My bed is calling me already. Ive already planned to go for my body massage soon. Yes, im really needning it. and i need some fun in life. liek totally. i miss crappng ard and being myself!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest precious
I see rainbows. Just lately. for a week.. over a week.. its all rainbows... and i feel so myself... im laughing more... im smiling and the bestest thing is, i have got the reason to my smiles. Besides that, good to say, work's rolling on .. and im trying to adapt.. still.. whatever.
awaiting this friday! dinnnnnnnnnnnnner and dance!!!! (:
baby sing to me tonight, i'd take you o'vr the moons to beautiful tomorrows. i loveeee hot hot hot chocolates,not! showers! with candlelights in the bathroom.. utmost relaxing bath... yummmmmmmmmmmmm.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest precious,
How does it feel to be working for almost 11hours every day and finally being granted an off day. The one day you wake up as late as possible and hope to meet up or unwind with someone you adore. When working, you feel lonely. Meet the nasty customers who scream at your face, the nice ones who really make your day and etc. But deep inside, there's something missing. The communication and presence of people who mean alot to you. And when the off day came, there's not a single soul at home except mine. The most impt person i'd want to meet is busy. The friends are busy too. it just feels alot more emptier than the working days.
it just sucks, actually.
i hate it so much.
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
Dearest Precious,
I suppose everyone recognized it wasn't me who they saw in me. What kind'a condition was I in. Messy, drained out and just all over the place. I'm lucky at least one person noticed i couldnt go on, no more and granted me a break. Yes, i cant go on, no more.
Ate the donuts bought- from donut empire and had a drink. Refreshed myself and stepped out there once again. Meeting customers is alot more difficult then sitting behind the computre screen cracking head to meet deadlines. For more than just one reasons, i really feel like switching jobs. Well on the contrary, despite the typical customers and hetic day and drained out soul, i did receive three compliments. THREEEEE! (on their own accord) they were really great compliments but really,im drained. I just woke up, its my off day. There's nothing to do .. or talk.. Not meeting him today... Didnt get to sell off my htc.. in exchange for my sony. ):
well, mundaness like everyother working day! good day everyone and you too. tkkaire.
