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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
dearest precious,
Recently, i shopped for max. A domanchi shoe which caught our eyes and a top from natural project. Lovely! Funny how i always end up buying things for people and seldom- for myself and i totally needed a new jeans (because, somebody broke my icelemontea jeans) and also my work jeans suck!
im a happy happy girl even though the bank balance makes me feel horrible! Retail therapy really works. Two blue jeans (even though now they look black, i just hope the work place approves it,ugh!) a nf mini skirt! and and and two pairs of studs and and and finally
my favourite lovelove de toi glamstar morgan (butterfly perfume!) I was majorly contemplating btwn very irresistable givenchy, irresistable givenchy and my glamstar morgan but the butterflies won me over. I think givenchy perfumes have a totally powdery smell which i never was a fan of.
heh-.
thanks oinky for accompanying me throughout my shopping spree and motivating to spurlge the cash. I wouldnt have spent so much, if not for you. *haha*.
goodnightsssss!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
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author:EXQUISIE FEMME
I have always wanted to write a book. I never knew where to start and what the book was really going to be about. Bottom line, its a novell. Its going to be about me but im altogether messed up and life is way beyond interesting. Where should I start.
You, have always been my motivation to everything. I just wonder how you can magically make me smile so much by doing the smallest-simplest things or even simply nothing at all...
missing the gfs.
nights.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
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ONE WHOLE WEEK!
author:EXQUISIE FEMME
When i was yearning for max's warmth,
i found an alernative just for the night.
(even though it never matched up to max's)
THANK YOU SO MUCH (:
Monday,
Fine grey day spent at work. After what seemed like ages, I met jessie. Decision- impluse.It was a super last minute, late night affair. Nevertheless, it felt like the older times.I have realized that my temper has grown outrageously disgusting and i needed someonewho has known me all along to bring me back to earth and indeed though really short,i managed to get a worthwhile dinner over at her place. Thanks aunty for the food, so yummy mummy.
Tuesday,
It's thee off day and the best thing that happened to me was the morning message from the boy.Nothing could have hurt me deeper than the harsh words. I know many are hoping i'd move on.but what no one sees is what I see.. the true him. If only the issues were below the surface and the ship could sail smooth... guess every relationships has its obstacles and mine has you.Headed to pasir ris, down town east with Latashy,Nusu and two of their friends. Had an awesome time.One of the two friends they brought along looked and behaved liek dheep.. but guess dheep's so much more better looking!MWHAAAAA. god's playing basket ball in my life once more. Happy birthday little brother. You're not so little anymore. Im glad you're changing for the better.I love you.
Wednesday,
Worked like a mad pig. It's getting tiring and the new management and I are so not getting along.It's pretencious people. If only they could be any nicer.. Anyhow. After work slacked at boatquay. It's thee best thing to do! Thanks Raji for the dinner and for winding up with me. Appreciated.
Thrusday,
Worked like a cute pig, haaaa. After work we had a feast. Lots and lots and lots of food and cans for alcohol/beer.We all drank. Drinking is thee other easy way out when it comes to letting things off your mind. It really worked for me.It just got me high, and thats about it. I latter biked down to woodlands with Sattish uncle and met up with sarveshbaby.It was kavitha's birthday and i was quite out of my mind. At least, i felt i was loose. Thanks babygirl for ... the big hug!
Friday,
Worked as usual. Fought with one. and life just goes on.Its day number four and things havent changed one bit. Boy, i miss you.These sleepless nights without hearing your voice. damn it sucks. I cant sleep. I bet evreyone would have guessed that from my very latenight bulletins. After work slacked at boatquay. Im in love with timbre!!!! the live music there simply rock!!anyway this is to you,thank you for everything boy.You've bee the bestest thing in my entire life.
Saturday,
The offday on a weekend. Ive alway spent it with you and i find myself lost now. I thank my friends for trying to forcefully get me to participate in things instead of watching me sit down and cry throughout the entire day. Headed for lunch at westcoast with friends. Anand picked me up later and i finally met siddy and georgie after a year. (the last time they saw me was at woodlands with dheep exactly a year ago) damn, that was long. Slacked near home with a couple of secondary school mates and later headed for vinod's 19th surprise birthday. I bet no one expected me there cause ive grown so faraway from all of them. Nevertheless, thanks for dragging me along and helping me try set my mind free. With over 26 bottles opened, tell me what kinda drinking party that was. All the high, sobbers. heh. Thanks karthig for coming all the way down to fetch me home. (and, also to see the birthday boy, ah how wld i forget that) Appreciated it.
Im not behaving stupid, dumbos.
Im just setting my mind free.
Sunday,
A crazy morning. Someone keeps getting on my nerve. I hope he realizes that no matter how much i respect him, he shouldnt be trying to take advantage of me. there is no way i can change my mindset about thing.there is this generation gap if you hadn't realized. there is no way, i can allow you to run over me. Even if i have to start facing the shit, and taking up little responsibilities, I can do it im sure. And stop saying i dont need 'the boy' and saying things like you're way much better because you're nothing close to what i thought you were.
Thanks babygirls for cheering me up. I'm trying! (:
