I can vividly remember how we used to be.. this is a beautiful friendship that has blossomed over a period of 10-11 years. I truly understood what I felt when you yelled at me on the phone one night, suspecting and scolding me like the other person.. and later I realized..
just how much , you love me :D

TRUE FRIENDS.



NGEEANN PEEPS

For some reasons, my life often revolved around the ngeean people. Blame my friends? No. Its been a blessing and there's no one to blame. Thank you everyone for the memories! Puva..kayya..suhar.. devil.. everyone!

SUNFLOWER

As teens, she was always camera shy. No, im seriously NOT kidding! I have really few pictures of us together. Blame you, jes. Now there's nothing to look and browse at and say, heyyy thats us!! (Except, the graduation pictures i reckon). Nevermind that. This is farmost the nicest picture we have ever taken in the last seven years. I'd like to dedicate this column to you from the bottom of my heart. Times have been tough and im almost extinct in your life but I hope you know that no matter the distance, i'm just a call away and you're always deep in my thoughts. I dont know if i've actually said this but it'll sound funny, i cant remember us hugging, ever. (prove, losers we're not lesbos) no, thsts not what i was about to say. I wanted to say, I love you sunflower girl. Its always good to know, there's a final resort someone who wont let you down.

MY GIRLFRIENDS, FRIENDS(sindhu bimbo.. puva.. uma..jem..karthig.. etc etc) AND FAMILY; LET US ALL LOOK FORWARD TO 2009 AND EMBRACE IT WHOLE HEARTEDLY. YOU DONT KNOWW MY EXCITMENT! WOOHOO!!!!!

And this, i havent forgotten. Been through rainbows and storms even drought.. but nothing seems to be stopping the limits of the sky cause there's just no end to what Ive got to say. My shining star.. the one source of motivation. Through the last two years, whatever I have achieved, I have to put it all down to you, thank you for the being the biggest support thus far.

"you have all the money to buy anything you want" you told me. Let me correct you, All the money I have can never buy you, the family or the loved ones above mentioned. Close to my heart.

Dearest Precious,

This is hereby the utmost rain-pouring year for me. I am happily awaiting for the last day of this year to happily bid this year a warm goodbye, no - not the memories. So i graduated early this year with good grades, got a job upon graduation & turned 19. THIS are the prominent events this year. Apart from this, I did manage to built tighter relationships with a certain group of friends and a series of events made me realize whats worth and whats not and whats for real and who's fake. The bottom line; Ive realized im most usually taken advantage of, even by friends.

Well, im putting it all behind and looking forward for a fresh start. I even managed to sort of- let go of something that i never thought id be able to. Well i was clinging hard on it, but thanks to Jem who helped me at that particular point of time, I was able to stand strong. Although its not what me or my heart desires, it did help me prepare myself not to fall into depression or whatsoever. It helped me abit by pulling me backwards, a step closer to who I was before.

At the same time, I definitely am going to bid goodbye to a few friends. Well it goes by the saying, thrash out the bad and keep the good. If someone dont appreciate you, move on. If you keep trying so so hard yet people take you for granted and not realize your kind soul, screw them. If you keep trying so hard yet people pinpoint you, their not motivating you, kick them.
hehhhhhhhhhh wait.

I've got a whole list of to-do for 2009.
I shall start with the first two day!
31st dec midnight - midnight mass with the big familyyyyy!!
1st JANUARY 2009999999- templeee with max!

yes im starting the year religiously.. woohoooo

:DDDDDD

Dearest Precious,

Christmas just went by. It was my first ever sick christmas. I'm feeling a whole lot better now but still sick actually. A week since ive been away from work and it makes me so lazy to get back there! Christmas was very simple yet ample of funness :D

TWISTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!

Headed to escape theme park today. It was a decision on impulse & we were kinda late so we didnt get to ride many thrillers MANY thanks also to the bad weather. Nevertheless, I had alot of fun. for that moment, i felt like a little girl holding cottton candy with the people she likes to me with, screaming laughing and being innocently herself, like a kid.

I still feel horrible, nauseous and everything; so im heading the sack. Having some kinda hallucination. spoooooookey.

heh hehh hehhh!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

It's the eve of christmas. Unlike the olden times (heh, i make it sound really old!) where Mummy cooks the turkey for both thanksgiving and christmas on her own.. past few years have been different. We order it, instead. Apparently, THIS year, we missed the order and so I shall annouce that its a turkyless christmas!

WAAAAIT!
We might get a turkey somehow, thanks to some kind souls like, atiqah or canadian pizza etc but that's a completely private matter. Talking about turkey, here's something I'd like to share. TURKEY is usually eaten during thanks giving not christmas. It is with time that they started eating it during christmas as well. There is no particular significance as to why it has to be turkey. However it has been stated that in the older days, turkeys were much more affordable than geese etc. and could feed more people :D

haaaaa! thats something even i didnt initially know! So if thisss christmas there is no turkey, dont be mad at me. It's just christmas! there'll be presents for sure :!

:D

Dearest Precious,

Alas, it feels like home ever since I revamped this place, my blog. Simple vibrant colours, exactly how I'd describe my life. I thought about it over and over again. Family, friends and colleques... I have them all. Boyfriend, yet to find one since the last break up a year ago. Flings, totally not up for it. Dates, went on one, found another one.

Talking about dates, I have always been against the idea of dating many, and dating immediately after a break up or esp when you sincerely know that somethings in your personal life is just complicated. And to those who tell me you dont hold hands, kiss or come to close contact or even a hug .. during dates (some many ppl have told me this bfre) screw ya'll big time and bury your pack of lies cause I know you lie!

He says he needs me, he wants me and then he cuts me out. Says I love you but dont mean it. Says I'll be there for you but is always almost extinct in my life. Says he'll marry me but all this as a secret private affair. UNACCEPTABLE! Sometimes, guys really make me laugh the way they try too hard. I just hope your girlfriend finds out what you're up to because she ought to know the one she dreams of marrying isnt sincere to her and has been picking up flowers for someone else. I hope you'll learn from this lesson because i know the pain of a person finding out- that the person she loves isnt all that 'clean'. Wish this up coming fresh year will be a new beginning for you.

With this I say, I always will respect S for one reason because when he was rejected it did hit him real hard but later he realized that it was good that things turned out that way as he wouldnt have been able to commit himself at all, not one bit. Says he loves but cant commit because of his past and selfish future. Never turned himself to any of the cheapo species who threw themselves at him. Teachings ; just because you really want something doesnt mean you can have it always because there are other important matters that need more attention.

good night.

I'm waiting to embrace 2009. nothing is going to put we down! nothing is going t restrict me. nothing is going to turn sour . I'm putting all my heart and soul into having a better year for everyone around me..

when you set foot on something don give up.

Work is occupying almost 95% time and focus from me. Followed by the family whom I totally depend on and of course the person whom I have overly pampered. It only occured to me recently that I pamper him way too much like I've never pampered anyone like this, ever b e f o r e. Skiiiiiiip. As of recent events, the latest would be Navin's sister's wedding and reception. It was great. Such joy,love and enjoyment. It only makes me feel excited and anxious to find that mr someone and share the rest of my life with him and only him.

Sarvesh baby is so faraway. Come back quick cause i've been torturing gundu and we miss you many. Max boy and I caught '4 christmases' today. HILARIOUS!! Next up, wild child.Who's in!? Mummy is coming backkkkk on tuesday!! I have so much more than this to say but Im not sure where to start so feed on the pictures and interpret it on your own.

Friendly ghost, is it not unfair that you're invisible?

Max, please dont deprieve me of my chocolates. I know i'm fattttttttttttttttttt alr but pls!
Jes, meet up soon!

EXQUISITE FEMME
IM VERY GAY :D
I ♥ my babyboy
I ♥ my girlfriends.
here it comes a beautiful collision
is happening now there seems no end
to where You begin and there I am now
here it comes, you and I collide♥

Now that I've found you, I cant let you go. I build my world around you, cause I need you so. Baby,even though you dont need me.♥
THE REST, FOR YOU TO FIGURE IT OUT!